tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-70526082011-04-22T07:15:27.446+08:00frozen.- memories`the life of a creative genius. so smart, yet the biggest fool on earth. `nic.-`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.comBlogger1091100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1103456544493652682004-12-19T19:39:00.000+08:002004-12-19T19:43:12.696+08:00`moving housei`m packing my bags and leaving blogger.
<br />
<br />Hello Livejournal.
<br />Catch me at
<br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/_spasticated/">
<br />http://www.livejournal.com/users/_spasticated/</a>
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-110345654449365268?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1103148648297513252004-12-16T05:57:00.000+08:002004-12-16T06:12:57.216+08:00`115looking back, since the day i proposed to dee to be my girlfriend-
<br />in the most unromantic place ever imagined:
<br />the library of ITE.
<br />noisy people chattering, people typing loudly, people playing overplayed songs.
<br />yet it seem like the perfect place.
<br />23082004,
<br />in between two bookshelves, i screwed up some balls
<br />and asked her,
<br />
<br />"Will you be my girlfriend?"
<br />
<br />bam.
<br />today is the 115th day of our relationship.
<br />we had our ups, we had our downs.
<br />we had our doubts, we had our frowns.
<br />we went thru the worst, we went thru the best.
<br />days of our lifes, we are still together.
<br />the love we share cannot be measured with time,
<br />but it`s nice to know we have come this far,
<br />together hand in hand.
<br />baby i love you. =3
<br />
<br />
<br />and now,
<br />u shall recieve 115 stalks of rose.
<br />
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<br />
<br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"></span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">I love you bibee!
<br />so i shall give u one more</span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">---s</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">@</span>
<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">*grins*
<br />
<br />also, i made a simple wallpaper for us.
<br />
<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/toothache/nicanddee.bmp" />
<br />
<br />well, it`s kinda small. but i`ll send u the full one later on alright?
<br />=3 juu.
<br />
<br />-edit-
<br />did i mention that i can`t stop staring at the wallpaper i made for you?
<br />it`s driving my mad.
<br />madly in love with you all over again.
<br />heh.
<br />=3
<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-110314864829751325?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1103061903032284422004-12-15T05:42:00.000+08:002004-12-15T06:23:31.416+08:00`christ it`s 5 fucking am!after spending 2 hours working on a new photoshop project
<br />i have finally finished it. time check [5.49am]
<br />motherfucker.
<br />strangely i`m not sleepy.
<br />rather, i miss my bibee like crazy. lol.
<br />
<br />only damn problem now is that i want to it to be in .bmp
<br />stupid blogger hello only allows .jpeg
<br />which means the quality would suck!
<br />and stupid photobucket resizes my 1024x768 picture
<br />[because it`s larger then 250kb]to the size of a thumb tack.
<br />okay, maybe not a thumb tack. i made that up, but don`t blame me.
<br />it`s close to 6am for crying out loud.
<br />my dad`s already awake, preparing to go to work.
<br />the kettle is whistling now, and nobody is picking it up
<br />why isn`t there voice message for the kettle?
<br />oh wait, that isn`t the phone.
<br />*scurries off to turn off the gas*
<br />
<br />back.
<br />God damn photobucket is still loading my picture.
<br />So fucking slow.
<br />Can`t blame though. i`m downloading Warhammer 40,000: Dawn of War
<br />and the stupid XP is auto downloading some patch without asking me permission.
<br />it`s fucking my connection up. Fuck bill gates.
<br />even with my alt-ctrl-del trick, that bastards pops back and continue downloading.
<br />
<br />i can`t wait to learn the penguin OS [operating system].
<br />it`s Linux btw, in case any body who`s living in the tang dynasty.
<br />Linux`s open source, flexible and does do jack like microcrap.
<br />
<br />which brings me to another digression.
<br />when i was in primary 3, i was a IT-geek/freak [whatever sounds nicer].
<br />back then, kids were playing pokemon and digimon.
<br />i, was making websites on pokemon and digimons.
<br />growth charts, pictures, etc. man i was good. [for my age bitch, quit sniggering]
<br />basically i had an insatiable diet for technology.
<br />so i kept on reading and reading books on IT.
<br />The Complete idiot`s guide and The Dummy guide to
<br />were my daily books.
<br />
<br />then came the point when i wanted to invent my own OS
<br />it would be called, "Curtains"
<br />you`d go like, "whatthefuck? that`s the most shitiest name ever"
<br />and i`m show u my fingers _|_ _|_
<br />hey. i was a kid back then.
<br />i have my fair share of artistic errors.
<br />
<br />anyway, the simple reason of why it would be called "Curtains".
<br />
<br />It was to "Curtain up Windows".
<br />Get it? Bill Gates names his OS "Windows"
<br />and in comes this kid that names his
<br />more powerful and dominating OS "CURTAINS"!
<br />
<br />PH4R M3 I OWN JUU 733T
<br />
<br />no shit right? i was a bright kid.
<br />quote me, the word`s WAS.
<br />
<br />*interupts*
<br />
<br />okay, enough of entertaining you.
<br />finally the motherfucker has uploaded my picture. here it is->
<br />
<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/toothache/dee.bmp" />
<br />Model none other my darling bibee, dee.
<br />
<br />it`s one of my best works, because it`s laden with love.
<br />yes, go snigger you homo fag.
<br />she`s my princess, and u gotta admit she`s da bomb.
<br />Anyone interesting in aquiring the wallpaper version of this?
<br />
<br />she looks hot on my computer wallpaper.
<br />shall post my a screenie of my desktop later on.
<br />[yes, later on because i wanna sleep bitches.]
<br />
<br />adios.
<br />
<br />-edit-
<br />Couldn`t resist showing off my desktop.
<br /><img style="width: 515px; height: 385px;" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/toothache/backgroundwallpaper.jpg" />
<br />
<br />WARNING-
<br />DO NOT ASK WHY I HAVE JOLIN TSAI ON MY MP3 PLAYER.
<br />Go read my <a href="http://dokebi-horn.blogspot.com/2004/06/jolin-ah.html">old post</a> to find out why.
<br />It`s rather embarrasing.
<br />
<br />-edit2-
<br />after resizing the picture so that it doesn`t overflow out of the screen of my blog,
<br />it doesn`t seem to clear. click <a href="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/toothache/backgroundwallpaper.jpg">here</a> to see it clearly.
<br />
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-110306190303228442?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1102788303798834182004-12-12T01:36:00.000+08:002004-12-12T02:05:03.796+08:00`endless rantsi`m seperated from my baby for 4 days already.
<br />I`m on a verge of dying because i miss her like crazy.
<br />Damn, her trip to indonesia stinks. T.T
<br />
<br />I`m busy playing Lineage 2 to burn time, so that Monday will come.
<br />Apparently i burn so well until my characters are insane.
<br />
<br />Dark Elf Abyss Walker Level 5x
<br />Human Gladiator Level 4x
<br />Elf Wizard Level 2x
<br />Dwarf Artisan Level 2x
<br />
<br />And the server has crashed, for the past 5/6 hours it hasn`t come online.
<br />I`m fucking pissed.
<br />
<br />Anyway, side track alittle, i was playing soccer yesterday.
<br />My ex-classmate [i play soccer with my sec school mates] invited his friends from poly to come play with us.
<br />Guess who was with them?
<br />
<br />WESLEY! from my ITE class!
<br />Lol wtf! small world. >.>
<br />
<br />Anyway, soccer yesterday was boring.
<br />Because the basketballers are fucked up, and they should die.
<br />If you`re a basketballer, i hope you die because you`re playing a sport
<br />that the government doesn`t recognize as a niche sport.
<br />Yet ironically, they build so many fucking basketball courts in sembawang.
<br />AND NOT A FUCKING SINGLE STREET SOCCER COURT.
<br />
<br />So much for the "Goal 2010"
<br />We can`t even play soccer, without getting reported to by the police
<br />and gotten our names booked. Well, i`ll be a matyr for soccer then.
<br />At least i know we`ll not as retarded as the government.
<br />
<br />Worst still, it`s those sickening chinese ah bengs that play basketball.
<br />With their stupid oversized jerseys and shorts, they all emulate crap show like MVP Qin Ren.
<br />Apparently, they do not realize that those people do not have the ability to play basketball
<br />Only commercially produced to induce retards like ah bengs to follow.
<br />Well, that`s why they are call ah bengs.
<br />
<br />It`s irritating that we don`t have a place to play soccer.
<br />It`s even more irritatin when we have to share with those kinda people.
<br />But, since it`s a basketball court- we don`t complain about them faggot-ing around.
<br />Apparently, they think they`re kings of the court.
<br />Using cheap techniques like bringing a small kid on bicycle near the "Goal Post"
<br />and, waiting for one of us to ram her before picking a fight with a gay-ass excuse of hitting the little girl.
<br />Look, you stupid mother fucking twit.
<br />You brought that kid that, so if she got fucked by the ball-
<br />It`s your fucking fault.
<br />
<br />Did i mention i hate kids now?
<br />Oh hell yeah, i fucking do. So i ain`t got no compassion or shit for that little girl.
<br />I`d ram my ball up her face and watch her crying her ass off.
<br />Sorry, but you got a stupid brother.
<br />He got you into this mess. I hope you hate him. Because he doesn`t fucking care for you.
<br />All he does know, is to use you as bait to start a fight.
<br />And that`s an ah beng that thinks.
<br />
<br />Apparently they are getting smarter no?
<br />Damn, soon they will advance to mafia level.
<br />And holy shit, the basketball court will be run by the Don.
<br />Playing on it means bullets up your ass!
<br />Oh my fucking gwad.
<br />
<br />Then again, the day bengs become smarter and have a better dressing sense [ohmyfuckingwad; i gotta talk about that]
<br />it would be the day Singapore builds an atomic bomb.
<br />
<br />Digressing,
<br />Have you seen the distastefullycrappiliousshit those bengs wear these days?
<br />Back then, it was your standard beng issued dress code-
<br />
<br />Centred Parting; hair laden with 4 bottles of wet gel and dyed Golden
<br />Fake color glasses; MUST BE BLUE TO BE COOL
<br />Long ugly fingernails
<br />Ears pierced studs
<br />Long sleeve shirts; must be bought from pasa malam
<br />3 quad pants; uber shiny
<br />Slippers that has that mat material on it
<br />Sharp Comb
<br />Profound Hokkien
<br />
<br />It was GROSS, FUCKING UGLY AND GOD DAMN TASTELESS.
<br />Fashion was never with them.
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Then, dum dum dum dum [drum rolls]
<br />Taiwan launched MVP Qin Ren, bengs gloat!
<br />Finally they can copy some dressing from cool people!
<br />Guess their current dress code?
<br />
<br />Spiky Hair; no more gel but using Gatsby Wax, hair dyed Ash Copper
<br />No more glasses
<br />Ears pieced with larger studs
<br />Pink Polo Shirt
<br />3 quad army cargo pants; Blue or Green only
<br />Motorcycle brand bags; SHOEI or another brand
<br />Slippers that Malays wear
<br />Creative mp3 player; blast techno
<br />
<br />OMFG.
<br />HAVE THEY IMPROVED?
<br />YES.
<br />DO THEY LOOK BETTER?
<br />NOT A FUCKIN CHANCE.
<br />
<br />If i were to grade that dressing, i did slit my wrist and die then try giving it a score.
<br />Any score given to them, will only tarnish my reputation as a fashion guru.
<br />So kay thanks go die bengs.
<br />You guys fucking sucks.
<br />
<br />The only thing they have it good is that they get to fuck ah lians.
<br />Which is bad, because they got a gang
<br />Where sharing among "brothers" is important.
<br />So, go figure.
<br />
<br />I wouldn`t wanna share no puss.
<br />Screw them.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-110278830379883418?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1102274351149087052004-12-06T03:17:00.000+08:002004-12-06T03:19:11.150+08:00`quote me hereI am too lazy to update my blog.
<br />I don`t have the drive to click login.
<br />I just stare at blogger.com main page and then go surf somewhere else.
<br />There`s nothing interesting these days.
<br />It`s boring.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-110227435114908705?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1101491387674225932004-11-27T01:47:00.000+08:002004-11-27T02:00:51.680+08:00`might get cursed to hell.I know i shouldn`t be laughin at this.. it`s very mean, but yet it`s true.
<br />I hope i don`t get condemned to hell for posting this picture.
<br />
<br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v48/toothache/arguing.jpg" />
<br />
<br />I agree with the retarded statement of those fags who try to argue with you on the net, even though they are wrong... but using the special olympics to deliver its message is... sooo....... EVIL.
<br />
<br />FUCKING CRUEL AND FUNNY.
<br />
<br />OH NO.
<br />
<br />*Evil Nic vs Good Nic*
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-110149138767422593?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1101228909231102132004-11-24T01:51:00.000+08:002004-11-24T00:55:09.230+08:00`3rd pitstopomfg.
<br />
<br />23th November.
<br />
<br />It`s my 3rd month anniversary with dee! Wow. Time flies.
<br />I love you baby. I can`t believe it`s already our 3rd month.
<br />It seem like yesterday, and we`ll still going strong.
<br />I hope we last forever, together in our arms.
<br />Loving you, holding you, kissing you.
<br />*muacks*
<br />
<br />Thank you dear, for loving me for 3 months.
<br />Thank you dear, for tolerating me for 3 months.
<br />Thank you dear, for understanding me for 3 months.
<br />Thank you dear, for making me happy for 3 months.
<br />Thank you dear, for kissing me crazy for 3 months.
<br />Thank you dear, for everything you have done for 3 months.
<br />
<br />heh.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-110122890923110213?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1101228623375845742004-11-24T01:39:00.000+08:002004-11-24T00:50:23.376+08:00`stupid beyond stupidityYou know, it has always been a debate on how people try to speak like an "Ang Moh", whether they are just bananas or simply people who want to speak well. More often then not, it is trying to be the "Ang Moh" here.
<br />
<br />Personally for me, i feel that English is important.
<br />
<br />My command of chinese sucks to the core. It is laughable. So, to make up for that weakness i concentrated purely on English. Writing for me, has always been a challenge. I want to completely eliminate singlish of my writings, that`s why i blog in proper english- unlike many who write as though it`s a kopithiam blog.
<br />
<br />Even on MSN, i have a habit of typing with Caps and Fullstops.
<br />
<br />Never would i know that this would often somebody. Check this moron out.
<br />
<br /> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0.05in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Sans Serif"; color: black;">do not use fucking perfect chee bai english<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Sans Serif"; color: black;">i cannot understad<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Sans Serif"; color: black;">singaporean<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Sans Serif"; color: black;">try act ang moh style<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">_____nic*dee | happy 3rd mth anniversary anata.` says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><b><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Tahoma; color: black;">What is your bloody problem. If you don`t understand, go learn.<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">_____nic*dee | happy 3rd mth anniversary anata.` says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><b><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Tahoma; color: black;">English isn`t act ang moh. It`s an international Language.<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Sans Serif"; color: black;">yaya<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">_____nic*dee | happy 3rd mth anniversary anata.` says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><b><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Tahoma; color: black;">If you suck at it, too bad.<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Sans Serif"; color: black;">pls la<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Sans Serif"; color: black;">u use singlish oso rite<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Sans Serif"; color: black;">got some1 act sia<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Sans Serif"; color: black;">some people think its cool<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">_____nic*dee | happy 3rd mth anniversary anata.` says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><b><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Tahoma; color: black;">I use Singlish and English. And so?<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Sans Serif"; color: black;">very very chee bai fuking kanina cool<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Sans Serif"; color: black;">but u this kind of white guy<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">_____nic*dee | happy 3rd mth anniversary anata.` says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><b><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Tahoma; color: black;">You`re just a waste of time.<o:p></o:p></span></b></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Sans Serif"; color: black;">use english tiu lian<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 0.05in;"><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg"; color: rgb(84, 84, 84);">_____nic*dee | happy 3rd mth anniversary anata.` says:<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0.9pt 0.0001pt 13.85pt;"><b><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: Tahoma; color: black;">Seriously, considering your command of english- It`s nowhere near Primary 3. So shut up and Fuck off.</span></b><span style="font-size: 10pt; font-family: "MS Shell Dlg";"><o:p></o:p></span></p>
<br />I`m cringing at his stupidity. I simply cannot understand why this complete stranger [he`s probably a member from my server] coming up to me and telling me not to use Good English. He probably suffers from inferior complex and is mentality retarded to the point beyond salvation.
<br />
<br />It pisses the fuck out of me, because this is how i talk.
<br />
<br />Unlike you uncurt and unrefine motherfucker. Oh, when i say refine- It means English vulgarity. Not your ah beng, "Chee Bye" or "Ka Ni Nah" or "Lan Jiao" or whatever.
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<br />So the next time if someone actually does something like that to you, follow what i did-
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<br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">BLOCK THE MOTHER FUCKER </span>
<br /> <span style="font-weight: bold;">AND SEND HIM AN EMAIL ATTACHMENT</span>
<br /> <span style="font-weight: bold;">ON <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">A</span><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"></span></span></span><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);">B</span></span></span><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">C</span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">s</span></span>
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-110122862337584574?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1100604149843958952004-11-16T19:15:00.000+08:002004-11-16T19:22:29.843+08:00`new look-new specs.<a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01889.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01889.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />New hairstyle and specs!
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01892.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01892.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />Mah ponytail.
<br />
<br />made new specs on saturday, for 80 bucks.
<br />ripped off my shaggy hair on sunday for 12 bucks.
<br />dyed dark brown on sunday for 20bucks. [yes, can`t see yet.]
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-110060414984395895?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1100203902136498262004-11-12T03:35:00.000+08:002004-11-12T04:11:42.136+08:00`latefucking hell. it`s 3.42am
<br />
<br />insomia`s strikes nicholas, and he cannot sleep. it has to be deepavali, that`s making un-tired. and all the fire-walking, needle-poking, milk-bathing. [note- he`s not an indian]
<br />
<br />let`s see, i went out just now to town with saiful and zq.
<br />
<br />Basically, we lepak [chill out in malay] around. and guess what? we even went to Orchard Towers to look at the hookers/trannies. it`s so hilarious. it`s fun because we were guessing whether the women who were wrapping their arms around the men were indeed hookers, or just plain boyfriend.
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<br />Haaaard to tell when both are asians. But when we see an ang-moh-lang [white man; caucasian], we can safety assume that she`s a hooker. Guess what i learned today? WHITE PEOPLE ARE HORNY PEOPLE. They make up the majority of the cliente. The rest were bored looking ah peks, fugly looking men and 3 boys who, happened to be the youngest there.
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<br />Lol, okay we didn`t hire them. We went there on the pretext to "see the tattoo shop", but our eyes were looking at the prostitutes.
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<br />Some were very very Chio [beautiful], some were just so fucking ugly i swear they will pay you to fuck them. Everyone of them, dressed to kill. Makeups, everything. Initially, i thought that they would be standing outside the building.
<br />
<br />But when you enter Orchard Towers,
<br />
<br />OMFG! It`s like some party, and there were like so many women there. There`s even a sign that says "Touting is an offence in singapore", and apparently they don`t read very well. There were a lot of Thai and China-mari hookers. Not sure about the other races, but these two groups have very beautiful women.
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<br />Pity they have to sell their bodies to earn a living.
<br />
<br />I`m inclined to make an arts film about this night life here. It`s truely an eye opener for me. Perhaps i`ll engage in this project some time in the future.
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<br />Now, before i go i have to write about something else. It`s perhaps disgusting for many, so i would advise not to continue reading it.
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<br />You sure?
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<br />Well, this section is about the trannies i saw there.
<br />
<br />What a Tranny? A tranny is a nickname for a Transversite. In simple english, MAN ACT WOMAN [and dresses up/looks like one. Some goes to the extreme to castrate themselves and make a man-made "hole"]
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<br />Now how to do you whether she, or rather "he" is one? Usually you can tell by their broad shoulder, or really big heads. And if you`re talking to them- MAN VOICE. eeeeeeeeeeeeeuuh. Bleh, fucking gross. Who the hell, wants to fuck a man, who thinks he is a woman? Are you so desperate?
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<br />And guess what?
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<br />I have the answers and the statistics to it. Saiful, knows this tranny who works there and he informed me that he/she is a very "hot" hooker. Many men have engaged her/his services. [I`m unsure whether to label them he or she]. Which is just so wrong, morally but i`m intriged to find out why. Is it because they want to try something new? Or are they just FUCK STUPID?
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<br />Not sure about that.
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<br />When i look at that tranny, i was like bleh. t-r-a-n-n-y. I could tell that. Unless you look like 100% woman, minus those manly features, then okay i say i don`t blame the guy that "accidentally" fall for her/him. I got nothing against Homosexuals. It`s HOMO FUCK that irks me.
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<br />Speaking of which, the tranny that Saiful knows doesn`t have a dick.
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<br />It`s sliced off, because there wasn`t a bulge at her/his crotch. And no, i didn`t observe that. Saiful told me that. Well, whatever. No way am i interested in trannies. Nor feel sorry for them. Though there are real cases of woman being trapped in a man`s body, at least they aren`t hookers. The trannies there just makes me sick.
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<br />Anyway, back to the thai and chinese hookers. They are HOT.
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<br />Lol.
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<br />I`m mad.
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<br />Incase your wondering whether we engaged their services, the answer is a big no. I have a girlfriend that i`m responsible to, and i won`t let her down because of this shit. I`ll prolly just watch saiful have a go or something. Haha.
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<br />Me and zQ got bored of looking at them and the horny westerners, so we went to play CounterStrike: Condition Zero at a Lan Game shop across Orchard Tower.
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<br />After that, we waited for Adib to finish work then we went home. [yeah, his work place is near Orchard Towers]
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<br />Well, that`s it for now.
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<br />How many of you actually GETS TO SEE THIS KINDA SHIT? It`s interesting, if you look at it at another point of view.
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<br />Ps- We all think saiful has a tranny-magnet aura around him, because right when we were leaving the area to take the MRT back, a tranny went up to him, touched him and smiled.
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<br />BLEH. but he/she was chio. BUT TRANNY.
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-110020390213649826?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1099927293615563342004-11-08T23:13:00.000+08:002004-11-08T23:21:33.616+08:00`hooraytum ti di dum dum.
<br />Finally, the Maths GCE O Level Cambridge Examination paper is over.
<br />Oh the horror, the pain, the anguish, oh the load of bull.
<br />As gay as it sounds, i found the paper to be
<br />oh-so-very-easy, compared to last year.
<br />confident seh?
<br />`fraid not. might do better, but not much difference i supposed.
<br />
<br />If i get C5 and above for E maths,
<br />I`ll... Damned.
<br />It`s hard to put anything silly, because I seriously
<br />do want to pass that damn fuck.
<br />So i can leave ITE and go to poly and hone my video skills.
<br />Not stuck in some damn course where in Multimedia Fundamentals,
<br />they teach 1 hour of Flash and expect ya project from you.
<br />
<br />Wow. Did i say teach? Typo error.
<br />They don`t teach. They rush thru the modules like a marathon.
<br />and OMFG you better run with them!
<br />But, they can`t speak proper english. So you`re running blindly along with them.
<br />Which comes to my next conclusion,
<br />
<br />ITE sucks.
<br />The Students aren`t that bad.
<br />The Teachers are THAT bad.
<br />And what`s with that poseur name of "ITE College" they got?
<br />Motherfuckers.
<br />
<br />Alrighty. I`m outta here.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109992729361556334?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1099563353406979272004-11-04T18:07:00.000+08:002004-11-04T18:15:53.406+08:00`fuck busybeen so damn busy now
<br />retaking my maths o level, studying like hell. and yes, you didn`t read wrongly. nic is studying for maths. omfg. he`s freaky now. and yes, he`s edgy now with lose nerves. and he still has his server to worry about, and the impatient motherfuckers that are waiting to burn in hell upon my freedom. but the maths paper 1, which i took today was easier compared to last year. hope i pass and go to heaven.
<br />
<br />amen.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109956335340697927?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1099245590261093432004-11-01T01:50:00.000+08:002004-11-01T01:59:50.263+08:00`simple.quick and short bloggin.
<br />
<br />went for stef`s bdae party on friday. nothing much, your usual condo-bbq-bdae-party. but there was lobster for bbq, and i never tasted lobster before. i mean, it`s like supposed to be the most expensive dish in a seafood resturant.
<br />
<br />so i tried.
<br />
<br />and, bbq lobster isn`t that great. i prefered the prawns. Lol. So much for "Rich people food". Commoner food is still by far the best for me. Though i have a habit of spending quite a bit on food.
<br />
<br />Oh yeah, bought myself a new keyboard and mouse. my wireless keyobard`s screwed up and i don`t give a fuck for it. i hate it because i have to replace batteries all the time, and the batteries always die when i`m playing games or doing something important. and the only way it would detect the keyboard and mouse when you put in new batts- is to restart the computer.
<br />
<br />So anyway, spend 28 dollars for a Logitech Keyboard + mouse set. pretty cheap and i love the keyboard. it`s so soft and typing on it simply rocks. [noticed i said i wanted to blog alittle? this keyboard makes me wanna go on typing forever =X]
<br />
<br />Anyway, this thursday would be my E maths O level examination, yeah. I`m retaking this. Pass and i`m out of ITE. Yet i got no confidence. Because i`m never good at maths and never was.
<br />
<br />And, dee came over to my house today.
<br />
<br />we had a lot of fun i guess. it`s only 5 more hours to seeing her in school again, and i`m missing her like mad. T.T
<br />
<br />bibbeeeeeeeeeeee.
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<br />Okay. Enuff, i gotta sleep. was studying e maths just now with zQ from 10pm - 2am.
<br />Brain dead now.
<br />
<br />
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109924559026109343?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1098977246847435562004-10-28T23:13:00.000+08:002004-10-29T00:01:41.596+08:00`mumbles_rumbles.jumblesit`s a full moon tonight.
<br />
<br />just bathed, after spending a few hours playing soccer on a rainy evening.
<br />i missed singapore idol, as well as the champion.
<br />digressing, i just realize that i have been worshipping the tv.
<br />used to hate it.
<br />
<br />anyway, played soccer from 7pm - 11pm.
<br />
<br />felt pretty good today, i scored 2 very nice goals.
<br />i must admit that i`m not very good at striking,
<br />i`m more of a defender. solid one okaaay. *wink*
<br />usually i don`t score goals, i block goals.
<br />tonight goals were like once in a million year.
<br />
<br />had a terrible afternoon today.
<br />okay, maybe terrible day in school as well.
<br />i don`t know what`s wrong with me,
<br />but i seem to be getting angry with dee for no reasons.
<br />i know that my braces are hurting me,
<br />and it really gets on my nerves
<br />but i don`t see why i should vent on dee.
<br />i know she`s hurt,
<br />and i`mmmm sssoorrrrrrrrrry. *sob*
<br />forgive me dee.
<br />
<br />everything was better after school,
<br />we had fun and went to the pirated cds store at clementi
<br />[now, if u`re the anti-piracy police, skip the above line]
<br />then dee got hungry,
<br />and me being the poor fuck
<br />[because i still owed my mum money for the RAM i bought]
<br />had to treat my starving baby
<br />using my ez-link card [hail giro =/]
<br />
<br />so we went down to CCK and had mac donalds,
<br />and then it happened again.
<br />i seriously hated myself.
<br />i`m an asshole. i don`t know why i`m so impatient with her.
<br />i mean, i am a very patient guy when i`m with girls-
<br />but i haven been behaving the way i used to be lately
<br />and it`s starting to piss the fuck out of me.
<br />
<br />i had to call time-out again.
<br />thank god, me and dee came out with a system-
<br />whenever we have an arguement or fight,
<br />we would call a time-out to sort out head out.
<br />time-out means total zero contact-
<br />no calls, no sms, no emails, no nothing.
<br />
<br />and now, i`m already having cold-dee-turkey.
<br />i missed my baby. those two soccer shots were for you baby.
<br />i vented all the anger into the ball, and drived it.
<br />
<br />i`m sorry baby.
<br />please forgive me.
<br />and i promise i wouldn`t blame myself anymore.
<br />
<br />i love you. =3<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109897724684743556?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1098892649067525792004-10-27T23:54:00.000+08:002004-10-29T00:00:05.670+08:00`they seem to know me-edit-
<br />i removed the damn table because it was fucking my blog up.
<br />-edit-
<br />
<br />
<br />CHRIST!
<br />I`m not a teeny-banana-whatever mag reader. okay, maybe i do a tiny bit, but
<br />i`m a closet reader okay. =/
<br />
<br />And woah? "By immaculate conception"? man, my mum aint no mother mary.
<br />
<br />though me marrying a "A street-corner pimp" is totally UNTRUE. I WANT TO MARRY DEE.
<br />SO FUCK THIS QUIZ. why am i doing this dumb quiz, and 12am in the morning?
<br />
<br />Fucking hell. blows.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109889264906752579?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1098770240756003962004-10-26T13:52:00.000+08:002004-10-29T00:02:29.036+08:00`Extremist on PokemonI`m pretty much religious,
<br />
<br />but this site.. is a fucking load of crap. It`s a bunch of overzealous christians commenting on Pokemon. You gotta read this crap.
<br />
<br /><em>"To gain the competitive edge, a trainer must use magic potions to heal and strengthen his Pokémon, and wear magic badges to control the stronger Pokémon. In addition, the really powerful Pokémon have psychic powers and can throw curses. This bears disturbing similarities to witchcraft"</em>
<br />
<br /><a href="http://www.almenconi.com/topics/games/Pokemon.html">http://www.almenconi.com/topics/games/Pokemon.html</a>
<br />
<br />and they have other reviews as well on games.
<br />
<br />This site.. is a joke. Extremist lahhh.
<br />
<br />And, they don`t like FF-X2. I mean, no full marks? WTF! They MUST be Gay.
<br />
<br /><a href="http://www.almenconi.com/topics/games/FinalFantasyX2.html">http://www.almenconi.com/topics/games/FinalFantasyX2.html</a>
<br />
<br />Oh yeah, check out this comic.
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<br /><img style="width: 558px; height: 712px;" src="http://sorethumbsonline.com/comics/st20040823.gif" />
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<br />Again, another extremist site - <a href="http://www.blessedquietness.com/journal/resource/pokeweb.htm">http://www.blessedquietness.com/journal/resource/pokeweb.htm</a>
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<br />All of this is making me sick, and to be called a christian, geez these people are the devil himself.
<br />
<br />And, why the sudden interest in pokemon once more? lol, i`m intendin to buy pokemon FireRed for GBA. I love that idea, reintroducing the original pokemon in color as well as additional stuff. I still loved the 1st pokemon series.
<br />
<br />And not forgetting the wonderful wireless adapter that comes with it.
<br />
<br />Cheers.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109877024075600396?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1098632571902795412004-10-24T23:40:00.000+08:002004-10-24T23:42:51.903+08:00`sentosa minus the suni went to sentosa today.
<br />with Bryan, and his 2 cousins.
<br />
<br />and it rained. there goes my sun tanning plan.
<br />but, there were alot of babes in bikini.
<br />but it rained. there goes my heat.
<br />
<br />I am tired.
<br />
<br />It was a good day.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109863257190279541?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1098240689589772412004-10-20T10:12:00.000+08:002004-10-20T17:28:39.800+08:00___slow and painful death i have.Last night i made the decision to shutdown my server.
<br />
<br />I was sick and tired of hosting the server, where immature and inconsiderate players complain non-stop about silly things, be it the server being laggy or [insert random complaint]. I believe the most of them do no realize that-
<br />
<br />This is a free server. i dug deep into my pockets to buy a 512MB RAM card, ontop of my existing 256MB to give the server some boost. Instead of appreciating that fact, they complain the 768MB RAM is not enough. Some even have the audicity to tell me to buy more RAM to increase the server`s RAM to 1GHZ or more.
<br />
<br />If everyone chipped in, i wouldn`t seriously minded those comments. But it just kept coming and coming. They wanted less lag, and an increase in the player cap. That doesn`t make logical sense because More people = More Lag.
<br />
<br />Well, being people all they can do is complain.
<br />
<br />Sometimes i feel like telling them to fuck off, if they don`t like the lag here go find somewhere else better. It`s not that i wanted those lags. Who doesn`t want a lag free server.
<br />
<br />Even with a AMD XP 3200, 2GB DDR Dual RAM, etc etc. The server will still lag because the server cap will surely increase to take in more people because of the speed.
<br />
<br />Another thing is that while running a server, it`s extremely hard to login from the host computer. Playing on it lags the server as well.
<br />
<br />So it`s basically, i spent 155bucks for a bunch of unappreciative spoilt kids to play and recieve complains all the time. Not very logical and economical right? Precisely. It`s like time this that i want to call quits. I guess i was never good being a hoster.
<br />
<br />Hosting takes up my time being a GM, which is something i rather be.
<br />
<br />Because i have to share the older computer with my younger brother, while the better computer feeds 40 arrogants brats. And my younger brother also chipped in a bit to pay for the RAM.
<br />
<br />So what made me finally call it quits?
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<br />Last night, at around 6pm i brought the server down for maintaince as well as backing up the server. After i was done with it, i lauched it back up and to my dismay the login server was rejecting the accounts. It did a clean wipe and the accounts were gone.
<br />
<br />Thinking that i had a backup, so i wouldn`t need to worry about the problem, i reloaded the backup. only to find out the the backup was corrupted. the problem? ascii characters. it`s a pain in the ass. I repeatedly informed players regarding ascii characters and they still create it for the sake of "nice-ness", which is a load of bullshit. Firstly, nobody can type their name. Secondly, they are messing around with the database. Thirdly, when informed about it, some idiots can tell me that other servers allowed ascii.
<br />
<br />Hello? This is my server, i said no.
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<br />Another thing that bugged me was kids who thought they knew everything. But that`s a seperate entity by itself. Too much to write about, and not worth my time.
<br />
<br />Digressing, all the accounts were wiped and i was pissed as well as my players. No doubt they each lost valuable time training and collecting of items. But what they failed to realize was, they were not the only ones who lose the items. The selfish, self-centred people do not realize that fact and all the can do is whine about wanting to remburse.
<br />
<br />I don`t care if you have a screen shot of all your previous items in it. It`s a wipe, so it means everyone starts from the beginning. I believe it`s simple to understand. To some extend, i increased the starting zeny to 5million instead of the usual 500k. Again, no appreciation. Flames and more flaming.
<br />
<br />So, last night i couldn`t sleep. i went back into the server and created another character to play. i wanted to get information from the ground level. on what their opinions were. and then i found out a lot of things. i was shocked, and disgusted at the same time from what i heard.
<br />
<br />Players were exploiting the level gaining bug, and my online brother could careless shrug of the matter, claiming that even i know how it`s done and that i wouldn`t ban him.
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<br />I felt sick inside.
<br />
<br />I always assumed that my online brother knows how to draw the line across, especially when this server belongs to me. But i guess one should never make assumptions.
<br />
<br />Because of what they said, I wanted to play a prank on them.
<br />
<br />I turn on WoE, knowing that his guild would want to capture every castle- them being the largest guild around. And i was to pose a threat to them. And because i could read every message written by them, i could truely tell what they were thinking. It would be a nasty suprise to find that the person that have been cursing everytime i took their castle,
<br />
<br />would be none other the me.
<br />
<br />But what seemed to be a well controlled prank changed when the players started insulting. No doubt i started the broadcast first. It was out of entertainment, it was to administer a form of challenge to the largest guild in my server. it was suppose to be healthy.
<br />
<br />but i should have know better.
<br />
<br />immatured players got the better out of me. and everything went on a downhill when i started behaving immaturely, pretending to be a new GM and threatening them and well you get the picture. Then i started losing my nerves. it was like the breakdown point of my life, even though it was just a server.
<br />
<br />but to me, the server was everything. though it was my livelyhood, it was my passion. i was obessed in creating a perfect place. i took months to plan and place the npcs, months to script something simple things, months and months of work.
<br />
<br />but i needed a break after last night incident.
<br />
<br />my friend crimz was right, i was taking this way to seriously. i had to rest. and then i closed the server to get my mind out of it. I had to close it, even though i was resisting that every urge.
<br />
<br />it is hard to let it go, but i never said i would let it die.
<br />
<br />I will relaunch Enigmatic-ro, upgrade its version and give it a nice makeover before i launch
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<br />enigmatic-ro.v2
<br />it doesnt bother me if lesser people are gonna play my server. what`s more important is the people that have appreciated my effort get to play it. And that`s is all i would promise.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109824068958977241?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1098238076402580412004-10-18T10:04:00.000+08:002004-10-20T10:12:12.070+08:00____why nic loved dee`dee sent me an email.
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<br />dear you, i started out this letter intending it to be something that will make you laugh and smile and feel giddy with the love laced heavily in the words. but somehow i got lost halfway and started feeling confused. what is it that has gotten into me? i do not know. what i know and what i've come to realise is that how much we take each other for granted. never have i thought for a moment that tomorrow you may not be here. i may not be here. so why do we waste all these time that we have left, not treasuring each other for the things that we have done for one another? often i thought that being in a relationship takes too much out of me. i used to give and give till i have nothing left. and the only thing that can save myself is my broken heart. love is but a distant memory. i guess it all started to change when i met you. i knew you were someone i could love. even in the beginning when you told me you could never love someone like me, i tried not to give up hope. i saw something in you that i have never seen in a long time. that little spark. and you were just like me. angry and bitter with love. denying all feelings so that we could not get trapped in its whimsical doings and suffer the pain that came along with it. but no matter how hard you try, you still wanted to love and be loved. and that was the one thing you couldn't hide and i saw through that. remember the hell we went through to be with each other? i will never forget that. and everytime, i begin to lose faith in what we had, i remind myself of how lucky i was to get you in the first place. i admit, i do take you for granted at times. i take it for granted that you will still be there after i ignored you. i take it for granted that you will run after me when i take off. i take it for granted that you still will care for me after i gave you hell. and over the last few days, i actually begin to deeply appreciate what you have done for me. all the little encouragements after i did something right. all the "my baby is so smart, i'm so proud of my baby". and all the little kisses and hugs you always give readily to me. and i am really really thankful that i have someone like you in my life. at times i get scared. scared of losing you because of my unreasonable ways. scared that you won't be by my side. cause you are the only shining star left in my sky and i was hoping against hope that that bright star will never die out. because you are the only thing that keeps me going on. you are my strength. you are my purpose. you're everything. and i just want to let you know now that even though i may not show it some time, i love you with all my heart and soul. it's just three simple words. i love you. but i mean it. and i mean it well. i realised that i have never told you how much i appreciate you for everything you have done for me. all the thanks in the world could never add up to the grateful feeling that i have inside me. and even though our relationship is not perfect, i am truly contented with what i have now. which is to have you and to love you. thank you for being so wonderful baby. i love you.
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<br />
<br />it`s a wall of words. wasn`t meant for you, so if it bores you, you cant stop.
<br />Then again, by the time you read here you probably finished reading it.
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<br />and yes dear. I love you. muaaaaaaaaack. heh.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109823807640258041?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1097998056703156902004-10-17T14:48:00.000+08:002004-10-17T15:33:53.716+08:00`birth of enigmatic-ROHaven updated in ages!
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<br />Damn. can`t blame me. i`m so busy now, ever since i bought my 512MB RAM from Sim Lim Square. Got it for 155 bucks, and finally i could achieve my dream of hosting my own private server. And well i did.
<br />
<br />On the first day, the response was overwhelming.
<br />
<br />I hit the server cap, and there were more people trying to get into the server. it was great. super uber great. well, i can`t talk now. my brain`s not working.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/screenenigmatic%20ro005.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/screenenigmatic%20ro005.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />Enigmatic-RO group shot
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<br />just check out my server`s forum okay?
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<br /><a href="http://enigmaticro.proboards30.com/">http://enigmaticro.proboards30.com</a>
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<br />and server registration is already closed. i got over 400 plus accounts registered. right now i`m not taking in. but if you wanna play, pm me in the forum and i`ll decide about it.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109799805670315690?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1097681785859769192004-10-13T23:35:00.000+08:002004-10-13T23:36:25.860+08:00`Cancer<span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >Cancer</span>
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<br />The Myth: Cancerians, we are asked to believe, are soft, soppy, supposedly sweet natured folk who can't say boo to a goose. These kind, gentle timid types are fond of home and hearth, devoted to their families and keen to live as much as possible in a cosy world of calm and comfort. They exist only to please others and love nothing more than martyrdom!
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<br />The Truth: While this pretty piece of propaganda may accurately describe the soft underbelly of the crab, it makes no allowance for that terribly tough shell or those powerful pincers. Cancerians are quite capable of kicking up a fuss and putting up a fight. It's just that they prefer a quiet life when they can get one. Thus, they wait till a crucial line has been crossed before letting their anger out. Once that happens though, they summon the same steely resolve that they normally apply to keeping trouble at bay. They reserve their own strength only because they are slightly scared of it.
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<br />The Key To Success: To be a Cancerian is to be blessed with an infallible inner radar screen. It is to care, passionately, about the people who matter to you and the causes that have meaning to you. It is to know, always, what must be done and why - and never to be wrong. Yet it is also to feel your best is never good enough, even though it certainly is. All you ever have to do, to be successful, is be yourself with a little more confidence.
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<br />Cancerians have often been likened to crabs because of the way they are 'soft and vulnerable' on the inside, yet have a very tough shell. It has also been suggested that, just as crabs scuttle sideways, so Cancerians prefer to take a subtle, indirect approach to their goals. The real link, however, is simpler. Crabs lives are governed by the tides which are ruled by the Moon. And you too are ruled by the Moon.
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<br />What makes a Cancerian tick?On the whole, Cancers have an unassuming manner but, underneath, they're as sharp as stainless steel scissors! Their insight is instinctive rather than analytical but (particularly when it comes to people) they rarely miss a trick. This immaculate judgement of character is their greatest asset. Cancers have a powerful desire to nurture, cherish and protect. Naturally this makes them loyal and loving. They operate on heartfelt emotion which is why they are so often on the defensive. Like a crab, retreating into it's shell, Cancereans often protect themselves by shutting out anything that could be potentially hurtful or harmful. Their ruling planet is the Moon.
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<br />CANCER, SCORPIO, and PISCES are the intuitive and emotional Water signs. They wear their hearts on their sleeves and rightly so, for their hearts are pure and kind. Though they pretend, in different ways, to be dry, they can't help but well up with compassion at the slightest sob story. But they can afford to be a little more giving than the rest of us because, for all their apparent insecurity, they can never come to real harm. It's easy to disperse water but hard to destroy it. Sooner or later, even if it has to seep underground or evaporate in order to escape, water always finds its way to more water. If you seek a companion full of heartfelt feeling, look no further. If you prefer less fluidity or you fear being swamped by ever-changing moods, you're out of your depth here..
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<br />it`s so true. omfg. 15071987
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109768178585976919?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1097596548924914002004-10-12T23:55:00.000+08:002004-10-12T23:55:48.923+08:00`jerry you should die.<a href="http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/entertainment/view/111243/1/.html">http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/entertainment/view/111243/1/.html</a>
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<br />after reading this, the more i feel like stabbing Jerry with a butter knife.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109759654892491400?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1097595908673952202004-10-12T22:02:00.000+08:002004-10-12T23:48:40.383+08:00`eventfulgoodness.
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<br />it`s been an eventful week, and it`s only tuesday.
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<br />on monday, i had multimedia fundamental class and as usual<span style="font-style: italic;"> the grinch</span>â„¢ was there. now, for those who didn`t watched The Grinch Who Stoled Christmas, The Grinch is a short green hideous sulking monster. and guess what, ITE has <span style="font-style: italic;">the grinch</span>â„¢ for it`s teachers.
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<br /><img style="width: 196px; height: 146px;" src="http://colorimages.free.fr/FONDS_ECRAN/800x600/grinch.JPG" />
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<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">the grinch</span>â„¢: ITE version isn`t much of a different from it`s hollywood version.
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<br />basically, in my very limited vocabulary i`ll attempt to describe that hideous teacher. Firstly, he`s a short and stubby person. a little round on the edges, in his forties i supposed. little or almost no hair [who cares], has super huge specs that is larger then my uber cool chic shades-
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<br /><img style="width: 186px; height: 139px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01669.jpg" />
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<br /><div style="text-align: left;">so anyway, i don`t like him. i have nothing against teachers as long as they don`t disturb me when i`m disturbing them. however, this fucker doesn`t know what`s installed for him when he tries to play with the nicâ„¢
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<br />the grinch has a habit of standing behind you while you do your work and crosses his arms. firstly, i don`t like that because he doesn`t respect my privacy. apparently he`s trying to drive a message that he`s in control of this area, and he`ll screw u if you don`t do work, etc.
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<br />but, multimedia fundamental in this class is shit.
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<br />i learn nothing but basic fucks, which the kids here find it so hard to absorb. so i roll over and sleep- without disturbing the teaching teacher [there`s two teachers in this class]. however, this guy thinks we`re in secondary school and keeps prodding me.
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<br />i hate people like that.
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<br />then today was the finaly straw. he keep standing behind me THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME. OMFG, he not tired? i mean, stand at the same damn spot for like 1 hr? i started out by "accidentally" pushing out my chair to hit him in the groin.
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<br />pity i was having a soft spot for him. didn`t go all the way.
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<br />yet, <span style="font-style: italic;">the grinch</span>â„¢ did not learn. in fact, he stayed on and bugged me.
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<br />then finally, nicholas blew up. i was trying to do my work, my portfolio on flash. i hate people watching me when i`m doing my work. it breaks my nerves and pisses me. then i stood up and told him to "GET OUT OF HERE, YOU`RE BREAKING MY CONCENTRATION AND AFFECTING MY ARTISTIC OUTPUT."
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<br />instead of listening to me, he decides to play punk and goes like, "I never disturb you. Sit down and do your work."
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<br />now, i fucking hate people who cannot use their brains to think before they try rebutting me. ever have an argument with a stupid fellow where they only thing they can retort back is, "YOU LEH?", "SO?", "YOU THINK YOU SO GOOD AH?"
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<br />basically, the stupid duh-no-brainer replies. Well guess what, the grinch has to use those kind of tactic to supress me. however, the <span style="font-weight: bold;">legendary teacher slammer that has made a teacher resign</span> knows how to handle people like him. it`s fun because you know that they`re losing and they`ll keep repeating the same damn thing over and over again.
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<br />here`s one part when i was arguing with him-
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<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">nic</span>: "Can you please leave this area, dammit. you`re making me edgy here."
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">grinch</span>: "don`t you dare use dammit on me. how dare you use vulgarity on a teacher. no respect."
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">nic</span>: "Well last i check, dammit isn`t a vulgarity in a dictionary."
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<br />*<span style="font-style: italic;">whole class breaks out laughing</span>*
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<br />then he once to bring it up to a whole new level, <span style="font-weight: bold;">threatening</span> me-
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<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">grinch</span>: "if you`re not happy, then you leave. you can leave this class and don`t need to come."
<br />*<span style="font-style: italic;">nic steps inches away from his face</span>*
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">nic</span>: "you know what, i paid for this course. i ain`t gonna leave. watcha gonna do?"
<br />*<span style="font-style: italic;">grinch sulking, knowing he`s losing</span>*
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">grinch</span>: "you, very rude. come to the office with me."
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">nic</span>: "sorry not interested. got my flash to do. and oh yeah, you mean you can`t even handle me?"
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<br />*<span style="font-style: italic;">repeat laughter</span>*
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<br />well, apparently i<span style="font-weight: bold;"> hate </span>it when people try to<span style="font-style: italic;"> belittle</span> me. i know my <span style="font-style: italic;">worth</span>. and i know my position. but when you scope down to my level, i`m gonna climb up and beat you down. <span style="font-style: italic;">respect`s earned, not given</span>.
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<br />and well, the teaching teacher had to stop him. because he`s picking the wrong fight here. words wise, he isn`t very <span style="font-style: italic;">educated</span>. that`s why he`s an ITE teacher. physically, oh well i`m not gonna fight him, i`ll probably make him <span style="font-weight: bold;">punch</span> me and then i`ll report him to MOE. bye bye iron rice bow. yes, i`m evil- that`s why you shouldn`t cross my path.
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<br />and, even if i were to really engage him with him.. he wouldn`t stand a chance.
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<br />and, i can`t even remember his name. or was it... <span style="font-style: italic;">mr grinch</span>?
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<br />today`s abeit frightening.
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<br />our class treasurer, and the <span style="font-style: italic;">everybody-loves-robby</span> robby developed high fever after engineering maths lesson [i told you all before many times but you wouldn`t listen- maths makes people SICK.] apparently mr song lesson`s on.... something [wasn`t paying attention in class, hee] made robby so sick.
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<br />okay, not really. but what was the turning point was- he fainted after he left the class. bloody fuck, he fell on me. Thank god on me, and nowhere else. he just suddenly collasped. second time in my whole life when someone fainted on me.
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<br />i`m the walking pillow! woot, sue me.
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<br />suddenly the whole class became super united and everyone was barking orders- people running to inform the class advisor [which of all we thought he was pretty useless], our gay chairman even took a wheel chair to bring robby down to the sick bay, then people who were once in st john and pretended they never joined such a SISSY CCA suddenly springed to life and took his pulse rate.
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<br />i took the liberty to stay by him all the way, and strangely i was never asked to leave.
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<br />when he was laid on the bed, i begun looking for a bowl/bucket/pail to collect water so i could spoonge him. i knew that worked because my mum always did that when i feel sick when i was a kid. except robby`s temp was so damn high, i could really boil eggs in his blood.
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<br />and, i didn`t even know what possessed me to start praying for him.
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<br />i used to be religious, speaking to the my fellow brothers and sisters about the Lord and stuff, but i had my bad patch and i fell out with the Lord. i don`t bother to pray when i eat or sleep nowadays because i lost my faith in the Lord. just read my previous entries in my archives, you`ll get a picture.
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<br />so i started reciting Hail Mary and then tried to perform healing on him. then i started feeling hot, it was one of those sensation when the Holy Spirit entered me during one of the charasmatic sessions. then i started feeling ferverish, it seems as though i was absorbing his fever. and then he shed tears while i prayed over him.
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<br />it was like one of the most powerful thing i have ever experienced.
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<br />i never knew i had the gift of healing. i only knew i had the gift of tongues and descement. and everything i stop reciting the Hail Mary and prayed to God for him to guide me and heal robby, robby`s tear kept rolling out.
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<br />and he was semi-unconsious. seems like the power of the Holy Spirt. Amen.
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<br />but after that i felt stupid for doing that. i lost my faith, yet i believed in something like that. when i told my parents, they said that i never lose my faith- i was just denying it.
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<br />well, digressing- he later was admitted to the hospital. thank god NUH is just beside our school. hahha. easy does it.
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<br />glad he`s discharged. at least he`s okay. i`ll probably go visit him later
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<br />he`s my bitch after all. muahahaha.
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<br />*************
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<br />after school, my dear fell sick. and i fell sick as well, i was exhausted. both of us sick fucks were on the train sleeping. or rather, i slept. yet i know my dear didn`t sleep, she never like sleeping in trains- while i can doze off easily.
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<br />i felt so bad for not sending her home, but i was in a terrible shape myself.
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<br />anyway, sms-ed her awhile ago and she`s not so bad. well, she gotta rest. after all, she just came back from indonesia.
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<br />and, speaking of her batam trip-
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<br />her mother bought me a <span style="font-weight: bold;">mesh cap.</span> oh my fucking god. how cool is that, and the design`s bloody good. i`ll upload it later or somthing. [i`m dead tired now, i promised my girl i`ll sleep early but i had to blog this before i sleep, or i`ll never get it off my mine- esp robby`s incident]
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<br />well goodnite everyone.
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<br />and yes, if you see the grinch-
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<br /><img style="width: 287px; height: 213px;" src="http://colorimages.free.fr/FONDS_ECRAN/800x600/grinch.JPG" />
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<br />REMEMBER TO FUCK HIM
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<br /></span><span style="font-size:78%;">peace.</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">
<br /></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109759590867395220?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1097509214457711152004-10-11T23:39:00.000+08:002004-10-12T23:46:51.846+08:00`shit<div style="font-family: arial;" class="RTE"><span class="postcolor"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="font-size:180%;"><strong><span style="font-size:6;">Memo to all students:</span></strong>
<br /></span></span></span><span class="postcolor" style="font-size:100%;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">To: <u>All Students!</u>
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<br />In order to assure the highest levels of quality work and productivity from students, it will be our policy to keep all students well taught through our program of SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TEACHING (S.H.I.T.).
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<br />We are trying to give our students more S.H.I.T. than anyone else. If you feel that you do not receive your share of S.H.I.T. on the course, please see your lecturer. You will be immediately placed at the top of the S.H.I.T. list, and our lecturers are especially skilled at seeing that you get all the S.H.I.T. you can handle.
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<br />Students who don't take their S.H.I.T. will be placed in DEPARTMENTAL EDUCATIONAL VALUATION PROGRAMS (D.E.E.P. S.H.I.T.).
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<br />Those who fail to take D.E.E.P. S.H.I.T. seriously will have to go to EDUCATIONAL ATTITUDE TRAINING (E.A.T. S.H.I.T.). Since our lecturers took S.H.I.T. before they graduated, they don't have to do S.H.I.T. anymore, and are all full of S.H.I.T. already.
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<br />If you are full of S.H.I.T., you may be interested in a job
<br />teaching others. We can add your name to our BASIC UNDERSTANDING LECTURE LIST (B.U.L.L. S.H.I.T.).
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<br />For students who are intending to pursue a career in management and consulting, we will refer you to the department of MANAGERIAL OPERATIONAL RESEARCH EDUCATION (M.O.R.E. S.H.I.T.). This course emphasizes how to manage M.O.R.E. S.H.I.T.
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<br />If you have further questions, please direct them to our HEAD OF TEACHING, SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING (H.O.T. S.H.I.T.).
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<br />Thank you, BOSS IN GENERAL, SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TEACHING (B.I.G. S.H.I.T.)
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<br />PS. Now send this S.H.I.T. to 5 or more people who need S.H.I.T. in their life, just not the same person who sent you this S.H.I.T., they! have al ready had their fill of S.H.I.T. Thank You for your time.
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<br />Sincerely,
<br />The Director Under the Michigan Bureau of Super High Intensity Teaching. (The D.U.M.B. S.H.I.T.)</span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109750921445771115?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1097329536037167932004-10-09T21:41:00.000+08:002004-10-09T21:45:36.036+08:00`wreckedmy dear went to indonesia for the weekends. sigh.
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<br />i MISS her even though it`s only a few hours. hope she enjoys herself there, and is safe. i wished i could go with her too. heh, then that would be so cool. we can shop till we drop.
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<br />anyway, i`m downloading this new online game, it seems prety good.
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<br /><a href="http://english.spgame.com/">Survival Project</a>
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<br />i hope it`s as good as the screenies.
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<br />pity i can`t paste copy any, they disabled right clicking. so ya all go check it out ya?
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109732953603716793?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1097244971066369762004-10-08T22:12:00.000+08:002004-10-08T22:16:11.066+08:00`flaming idiot<span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">i hate jerry. today`s result made it worst.</span></span>
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<br />my fave David Yeo got <span style="font-size:78%;">kicked out</span>. and CHISTO-POOP didnt even go out. <span style="font-size:180%;">TOTALLY GAY.</span>
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<br />well, i vented out on mediacrap`s forum
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<br />I create this account so that i can really pour out my anger.
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<br />*******
<br />Jerry can`t sing, and he doesn`t even look good. he look like a constipated toad with little hair on top.
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<br />He was never meant to be an idol, yet his stupid fans waste thousands of dollars voting someone that nation would hate.
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<br />Jerry knows that, and episode after episodes, he gives that "OMFG I DIDN`T KNOW I`LL WIN" look. Which makes me terriblely sick and disgusted.
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<br />I used to look forward to every SG Idol episodes. Never missed them. Now i think i`m thinking twice. Rushing home just to catch it is no longer worth it- since Jerry`s gonna be voted in anyway.
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<br />And, this voting thing really sucks. Only rich people can vote many times, and those rich people got no sense of taste and talent. [for those rich people who vote talented people; this ain`t for you]
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<br />Maybe they should make a "VOTE an contestant out" thingy. this way, jerry fans have to vote everybody out. and i`ll dedicate a few hundred bucks to screwing his chances in hell.
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<br />And lastly, <span style="font-weight: bold;">IF</span>
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<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Jerry wins SG idol,</span>
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<br /><span style="font-size:180%;">I SWEAR I`LL NEVER WATCH CHANNEL 5 EVER AGAIN</span>
<br />and i`ll remove channel 5 of my TVs at home.
<br />*****
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<br />and i couldnt access the offical forum. apparently it crashed because people were flaming it. not suprise.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109724497106636976?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1097074237506319072004-10-06T22:15:00.000+08:002004-10-06T22:50:37.506+08:00`nic acts smart on Make Up.Oh My Fucking Guan Ying Maâ„¢ [OMFGYM].
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<br />Blogger didn`t spit that entry. Okay, here`s something.
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<br />- disclaimer -
<br /><span style="font-size:78%;">It`s not intend to cause grief or what shit, but basically it`s what i know about women. i`m not saying i`m a pro at this topic, but rather it`s some random thoughts that has been popping in my head and i had to dot them down.</span>
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<br />Nicholas Talks about Women and Makeup.
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<br />Men was made to be attracted to Women. Man gave up everything for a Woman, in the story of Adam and Eve. And Men are just too stupid to understand their own feelings. That`s why they got kicked out of the Garden of Eden by God.
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<br />So, now you realize that you were made to be enslaved by the beauty of Womenkind and that if you never knew this fact, then you`re a hobbing monkey with seven penis rotting in china.
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<br />Now, all women are borned to be beautiful.
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<br />The only problem with Singapore girls, is that a lot of them do not know how to put on a proper make-up. And it is true that make-up can literally change a woman from, "an ugly duckling to a <s>horny</s> swan". We have grown up looking at beautiful women, or <span style="font-style: italic;">chio bus </span>from magazines, tv and movies.
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<br />What most of us are not aware of, is that those girls together with a makeup artist + hairstylist + cameraman + lighting expert can create a perfect illusion which will turn countless of puberty boys into horn toads wanking every 8.24 seconds.
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<br />So what`s the problem with the girl`s makeup?
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<br />Either it`s none or too much. Some girls acutally good looking, perhaps just a little blemish or spots that makes the overall packages bad. However, with a good amount of foundation and blusher, it would over up everything and- woah, here comes a swan.
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<br />Some, on the other hand, like to put a lot. I have seen "clowns in towns", where the girl had too much blusher on the face, thus having two red spots on her cheeks = Clown. And most of the time, foundation is been applied wrongly.
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<br />Minas, have a habit of "masking" their face with foundation lighter then their skin color [because they want to look fairer], but as a result they look like barbie, where her head color is always different from her body.
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<br />If you`re darker in skin, there`s no need for your to try making yourself look fairer with makeup. In the end, you will look unnatural [that`s why i call minas "plastics"] and if you have too much, you`re gonna look like GOTH. [not that it`s such a bad thing, but Out of Point]
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<br />Those girls who don`t put makeup always say- <span style="font-style: italic;">"I`m lazy to do it lah</span>" or <span style="font-style: italic;">"After my face a lot of pimples lah."
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<br /></span>Regarding those girls who use excuse number one, you just shot yourself in the foot. as for those with number two, here`s something for you.
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<br />Modern skin care is very advanced now, especially in Singapore. It`s slowly turning into a Metrosexual country, where Men are getting more interesting in taking care of their face and stuff like that. And hell no, they`re not Gay, maybe a little vain but what`s wrong with taking care of yourself?
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<br />would allowing your face to rot and have pimples screaming all over your face with "CALL ME POXYTIST" be considered more manly? seriously doubt so.
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<br />so drop that male ego.
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<br />Okay, digressing. Sorry, back to the ladies. As i was saying, modern skincare is advanced. There`s all kinds of makeup removers and facial moisterizers, facial spas, facial treatment, oil removal and even makeup wipes. There`s pratically every single damn item for the different kind of skin- oily, smooth, dry, etc. Consult a demologist [spelling] to advise you on which product to get.
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<br />Okay. i have no fucking idea what possessed me to write those.
<br />but, i do know about all of this. and no, i don`t put on makeup.
<br />and no, i`m not gay, just metrosexual.
<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109707423750631907?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1097071886426649502004-10-06T22:10:00.000+08:002004-10-06T22:13:28.233+08:00`wordswithoutsensei have been blogging.
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<br />and blogger`s been rejecting my entries.
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<br />if this blog goes thru, i`ll do up a super long blog. i promise.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109707188642664950?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1096855039010983712004-10-04T09:47:00.000+08:002004-10-04T09:57:19.010+08:00`damn you fucksi am starting to hate my favorite class.
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<br />multimedia fundamentals sucks big time now. it`s supposed to be the best class here in this fucked up ITE place.
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<br />apparently, the word here is "supposed"
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<br />i hate the new teacher. one stupid short faggish speckie dipshit who walks around and gives that fucking "You`re an idiot, i`m superior" face. that fucking pisses me off.
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<br />he thinks he knows everything.
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<br />worst still, he`s in charge of video. and guess what, i looked at the standard of video produced by his year 2- it`s as bad as my sec 1 training video. and that`s so pathetic.
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<br />initally i was waiting for the video module to start, to "show off" what is true video editing; not that crap about some police-robber-fake-blood-shit.
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<br />yet now, i hate this god damned class.
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<br />the 2nd one was a sit in from last sememster. he`s indian accent is so damn thick, i bet ITE simply imported him directly from the slumps of india. and hell, fuck you if u think i`m racist.
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<br />try studying Flash from someone that you can`t understand. it vexes the fuck out of you.
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<br />it fucks so bad, it`s a genre of it`s own.
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<br />and i`m in a fool mood now, so fuck you all. stupid teacher. you wait till video modules. i`m bring my G4 Powerbook and you`re be eating my trash. cunt fucks.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109685503901098371?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1096780389219441852004-10-03T13:55:00.000+08:002004-10-03T13:28:09.196+08:00`busyokay, been very very very busy this whole week.
<br />
<br />been doing nothing but scripting. i`m busy scripting my own Private Ro server, and hell it`s taking a lot of time. well that`s because i want it to be perfect. and hell yeah it`s almost perfect.
<br />
<br />it`s gonna be the best server.
<br />
<br />muhahahaha. not.
<br />
<br />initially my dad said he would let me buy computer parts and assemble my own computer. i already had everything researched and prepared for. and it`s damn cheap too, for a high end pc it`s only $1000+ if you were to get the same specs from dell or what, it`s gonna cost at least $2800.
<br />
<br />but, he said he doesnt have the budget later on.
<br />
<br />so much for getting me hyped up for nothing. i already got my anti-static strap and stuff like that, and fuck there goes my plan.
<br />
<br />if not, i would have a full blown 24-hr high ended ragnarok online server.
<br />
<br />i guess life sucks, and God sucks too. so much for believing in him.
<br />
<br />anyway, i`ll figure out a way of my own. perhaps stealing or something. who the fuck cares anyway. i can`t even build my own computer for myself. dad knows i always wanted to do that since i was 10.
<br />
<br />now that i know it, he doesnt have the cash. and it`s not that it`s so fucking expensive or what. grrr. it`s fustrating because my dream cannot move on. damn this sucks.
<br />
<br />
<br />********
<br />
<br />i tried blogging about singapore idol on thurs, but apparently blogger decided to chew my post on Jerry that bitch-fag. anyway, here`s a simplified version-
<br />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">JERRY YOU DIPSHIT,</span>
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">YOU CAN`T FUCKING SING AT ALL</span>
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">AND STOP PRETENDING IN EVERY DAMN EPISODE</span>
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">THAT YOU`RE NOT AWARE YOU`RE GONNA WIN.</span>
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">IT MAKES ME SICK.</span>
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">AND YOU KNOW NOBODY VOTED FOR YOU CEPT FOR YOUR FRIENDS.</span>
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">AS WELL AS YOUR CHURCH.</span>
<br />
<br />it really sucks because we have a zero talent person in this compeition. and, if he ever wins this year`s singapore idol-
<br />
<br />I swear, i`ll never watch Channel 5 ever again. I will wipe that channel off my TV set.
<br /><span style="font-size:78%;">and yes Mediacrap, it`s a threat. you`re gonna lose viewers, then your petty fight with Channel i is gonna be over.</span>
<br />
<br />oh damn, my brother told me Channel i`s been bought over. WTF?
<br />
<br />Gay. totally gay lah.
<br />
<br />
<br />*********
<br />
<br />and, i watched White Chicks last night.
<br />
<br />it`s lame and not worth 8 bucks. yes it was funny. but there wasnt substance.
<br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i wished i had more balls and told my dear to watch jackie chan`s new police story.</span>
<br />
<br />well, nevermind.
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<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" >
<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);"></span></span><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">REQUEST-</span></span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" >
<br />Can anyone donate me a<span style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255);"> 512 RAM card</span>? i`ll make you a<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> GM</span> in my server ya?</span>
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109678038921944185?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1096638187560945932004-10-01T21:41:00.000+08:002004-10-01T21:43:07.560+08:00`fuck<span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">FUCK THAT JERRY</span>
<br /> <span style="font-weight: bold;">FROM SINGAPORE IDOL.</span>
<br />
<br /> <span style="font-weight: bold;">HE DOESN`T DESERVES TO WIN</span>
<br /> <span style="font-weight: bold;">AND STOP PRETENDING TO BE SHOCK</span>
<br />
<br /> <span style="font-weight: bold;">YOU FAKE PIECE OF FUCK.</span></span>
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109663818756094593?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1096301156265759782004-09-27T23:27:00.000+08:002004-09-28T00:05:56.266+08:00`confessionsdear god,
<br />
<br />today i skip communication skills.
<br />my excuse- a block nose.
<br />my truth- tired.
<br />my real truth- just wanted to spend time with dee.
<br />
<br />Okay, firstly i have nothing against the com skills teachers. in fact, he`s in my fave teacher here
<br />in dover. because
<br />- he speaks good english [alas]
<br />- he`s teaching a comm lesson [my fave]
<br />- it`s english related
<br />
<br />the other teachers lack all 3, and some are no where near it to be even called teachers.
<br />
<br />so anyway, i wanted to buy something for dee. tees to be exact. and she`s always taking about buying cheap tees in Beach Road with her best friend- miss violet. now, i have never met miss violet before, but i swear if i were to meet her it would seem like i know a lot bout her.
<br />
<br />dees talks ALOT about you.
<br />
<br />alright, digressing. I have never been to Beach Road all my life, because i don`t buy cheapo stuff =X Okay, it`s a lie, but it`s quite close to that. I`m a brand freak with no money. Then again, who has money?
<br />
<br />with fingers like mine, money disappears faster the old man at the coffee shop farting.
<br />
<br />so, finally we reached there after stopping at Lavender MRT and walking. now, i always had the impression that Beach Road was something like a Road that`s near a beach and there are stalls which are open at the side of the road. and u`ll see loads of people there snatching for clothes and the whole damn place would be fucking hot compared to Orchard Road.
<br />
<br />guess what?
<br />
<br />THERE`S NO FUCKING<span style="font-weight: bold;"> BEACH</span> THERE. Only a road. and the damn place was built on top of some coffee shop. now my baby pointed out to me that, that is the Legendary <span style="font-weight: bold;">Beach</span> Road place where she worships.
<br />
<br />i was shattered.
<br />
<br />there was no<span style="font-weight: bold;"> beach</span>. then she was wondering why all the coffee shops were closed. so i thought maybe everyone one was surfing at the<span style="font-weight: bold;"> beach</span>. but guess what?
<br />
<br />the closest thing you could get was dirty old men washing the area with a hose up their ass.
<br />
<br />*sigh*
<br />
<br />then my baby said that the clothes and stuff here on the top floor. so i was like, hmm maybe there is a mini-beach up there. but those bloody old men were selfish. they closed all the shops up there, cept for a shop that sells old men things and they were wakeboarding with the foldable tables.
<br />
<br />so i was disheartened.
<br />
<br />There was no<span style="font-weight: bold;"> beach</span>. there never was. Fuck the bastard that named this place <span style="font-weight: bold;">Beach</span> Road. was it you Raffles? or you Fark-qua? surely not LKY right? i mean, he`s not that stupid to know that there can be no fucking <span style="font-weight: bold;">beach</span> in the middle of singapore, is he?
<br />
<br />so anyway, i couldn`t buy cheap clothes nor see any<span style="font-weight: bold;"> beach</span>. *cries*
<br />
<br />then we went to sim lim.
<br />before that we had burger king. and i`m now an offical<span style="font-weight: bold;"> CheeseStick</span> fan.
<br />all thanks to dee.
<br />
<br />she`s been promoting and getting people to be addicted to that satanic food. once it melts in your mouth, you will get an orgasm so strong, ronald macdonald`s hair will turn white.
<br />
<br />it`s da best. it`s 733t. it p4wnzor. whatever those lame american kids use. i hate L33T langauge. it`s at bad as people who tYpE LiKe tHiS.
<br />
<br />anyway, i wanted to look for <span style="font-style: italic;">RAMS</span> [mind you, not the sheep/goat you stupid fuck.] <span style="font-style: italic;">RAMs</span> stands for <s>Retarded Anal Motherfuckers</s> Random Access Memory. basic this retard help you do more stuff faster and less slower. [uh, nevermind.]
<br />
<br />i was worried my baby would get bored. [it reminds her of Computer Maintainence lesson, which the teacher <span style="font-weight: bold;">MR <span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">FUCKING</span></span> TAN <span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">FUCK</span></span> ENG <span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="font-style: italic;">FUCKER</span></span> SIONG <s>ROCKS</s><span style="font-size:78%;"> SUCKS</span>.</span>] i`ll gripe about that fuckhole another day, because he simply takes too much energy to screw.
<br />
<br />however, baby dee was interested.
<br />
<br />and i, was mortified. i was checking to make sure that was my dee. the dee dee dee <s>dummy</s> dee. <span style="font-weight: bold;">I DIDN`T SAY THAT</span>.
<br />
<br />*point fingers at eng siong*
<br />
<br />so anyway, she was oogling at the computer casings and parts and forgot all about me. then when she wanted to know what it was, i appeared before her eyes; before disappearing faster den a farting old man at beach road.
<br />
<br />so i got my price list for my RAM. 80 bucks for a 256 ddr ram.
<br />
<br />*sigh*
<br />
<br />hope my dad will buy for me.
<br />
<br />Okay. i`m lazy to write now.
<br />basically, send dee back home
<br />we bought ice cream
<br />then i sent her home
<br />then called bryan
<br />and we cancelled gym
<br />instead when causeway point
<br />to shop for Protein powders
<br />for our gym building up.
<br />and then i go home.
<br />and i type this
<br />and i sleep.
<br />and stop
<br />reading.
<br />now.
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />Bye.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109630115626575978?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1096066276016973192004-09-25T06:46:00.000+08:002004-09-25T06:51:16.016+08:00`red alert.if you notice i`m bloggin at 6am on a saturday morning,
<br />you can be quite sure something`s wrong. oh yeah yes. it`s so damn wrong.
<br />
<br />i feel asleep yesterday at around 5-6pm. i woke up today at 5am.
<br />i slept for 20 fucking hours.
<br />
<br />oh shit, i must have been damn tired. because fuck,
<br />my body was aching after that hibernation,
<br />i was hungry to the point of extinction.
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">AND I FELL ASLEEP IN MY UNIFORM.</span>
<br />
<br />fuck i smell, grosss.
<br />anyway, i brushed my really smelly teeth [think dee won`t kiss me anymore *sob],
<br />bathed from head to toe, ate mooncakes [which tasted bad, too sweet],
<br />bathed again, and blog.
<br />
<br />God, i have never ever woken at 5am on a saturday morning for no reasons.
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />i see cows flying.
<br />and cows do climb tree, if you watch that marigold ad.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109606627601697319?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1096065920136280692004-09-25T06:37:00.000+08:002004-09-25T06:45:20.136+08:00`tum ti di tum tumalrighty.
<br />
<br />loads of news update. Firstly, yesterday was dee`s and moi`s first month anniversary. horray. and boo to those who say it`s short. eh, at least for once it`s a solid one month love and hell for us okay. [i have no idea what i said; wrong phrasing i think]
<br />
<br />anyway, it may seem like just one month, but i can really recall the each and everyday we spent together. like all couples, we too fight and argue. but we are always coming to a stop point and say- "hey, something`s not working out, let`s talk about it."
<br />
<br />and we do,
<br />
<br />it it cures all the time. yup yup. that`s our secret formula to success. weee. no suprise anyway, since a relationship is based on understandings, rather then assumptions.
<br />
<br />we went thru quite a bit, from the gripes of people being sardonical about interacial relationships, to our indifferences, to the pressure of keeping up with each other, and many other itsy bitsy gritsy details.
<br />
<br />i supposed it`s our tremendous love for each other that has sailed us thru each storm.
<br />
<br />and that`s something i can be proud about- we`re both very communucative peeps. we always play with each other like kids, and sometimes petty arguements actually comes out. hahah, but we can stop and talk about how or what we don`t like.
<br />
<br />anyway, dee dear, i love you so so so so very much to the power of infinity square.
<br />
<br />Happy first anniversary.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109606592013628069?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1095694134727479122004-09-20T22:23:00.000+08:002004-09-20T23:43:41.156+08:00`monday bloody blues<marquee>I hate mondays</marquee>
<br />
<br />As usual, today is a fantastic monday. *<span style="font-style: italic;">dripping with sarcasm</span>*
<br />I woke up on the wrong side of my bed, literally.
<br />My dad bought my brother this new <s>stupid</s> coke cola alarm clock that rings
<br />louder then an<span style="font-weight: bold;"> air-raid</span> siren.
<br />
<br />After being awaken from my <span style="font-weight: bold;">7-day holiday slumber</span>,
<br />i wake up getting all pissed and sleepy.
<br />I slept again.
<br />AND I WAS AWOKEN AGAIN! What the fuck is wrong with this people?
<br />Can`t <s>a <span style="font-style: italic;">pig</span></s> nic get his sleep?
<br />
<br />So anyway, that`s the ugly morning for me.
<br />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">*fast forwards*</span>
<br />
<br />Okay, so I met my baby darling at CCK.
<br />Now this IS the only thing that hasn`t gone wrong.
<br />I have yet to see her for 3 F-U-C-K-I-N-G days.
<br />Courtesy of her mean dragon daddy that locks her in the cellar,
<br />which even me,
<br />the <span style="font-style: italic;">knight in shining armor</span> cannot break.
<br />
<br />Hugged my baby like crazy and, [don`t laugh]
<br />inhale my baby`s <span style="font-style: italic;">sweet essence</span>.
<br />Ahhh. breath of new life. now, this is how i keep myself alive and youthful.
<br />just a breathful of dee, and tada.
<br />Instant Youth.
<br />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">*fast forwards*</span>
<br />
<br />First day lesson.
<br />Fucked up. My favorite multimedia lesson teacher [i spend weeks trying to get into a good books and now..]
<br />would not be teaching us instead.
<br />*sigh*
<br />
<br />DAMN?
<br />
<br />And the new teacher? SWAMI. [yes, it`s a name, and no- i didn`t spell swan wrongly.]
<br />This indian dude. Geez, i got nothing against indians but-
<br />woah, you should check out his accent.
<br />Shames your neighbourhood indian that blast "YEAH" by Usher while cooking curry.
<br />I swear i can`t tell the difference between his talking and mumbling.
<br />He mumbles and talks with a THICK BUSHY accent =
<br />
<br />NICHOLAS UNDERSTAND NO?
<br />
<br />But thankfully, he was on leave and we had a relief teacher who didn`t teach.
<br />All that shorty did was stick a stack of questions up our noses
<br />and expected us to go to the INTERNET to find the answers.
<br />Lazy Mofo.
<br />Anyway, it was good- Everyone was on friendster.
<br />
<br />I had loads of new testimonials, yeah~
<br />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">*Lesson Ends*</span>
<br />
<br />Lesson ended, my baby, me, vicki and jasman formed a <span style="font-weight: bold;">foodie-groupâ„¢</span> [a group of hungry people eating together.] we decided to go to holland village to makan.
<br />Guess what?
<br />
<br />NOBODY KNEW WHAT BUS TO TAKE
<br />after we reached the bus stop. OMFG.
<br />No wonder we`re ITE students. So anyway, this isn`t the blood boiling point.
<br />So my baby, went up every bus to ask whether it goes to Holland Village.
<br />
<br />*in comes Bus 14*
<br />
<br />dee: "Uncle, this bus got go <span style="font-weight: bold;">Holland Village</span>?"
<br />stupid retarded bus driver: "<span style="font-weight: bold;">Holland</span>? Got."
<br />
<br />Everyone hops in. Glad that at last we were on our way.
<br />Now, i may not be very good with bus directions, but i can tell whether we are going wrongly or not. Because usually the bus would turn right first, to Buona Vista before reaching Holland Village.
<br />
<br />Instead, we went right. and i swear the direction was towards Queensway.
<br />I got suspected something was wrong, so i asked that retarded fucker.
<br />
<br />"Excuse me, but does this bus go Holland Village?"
<br />"Holland Village? No lah, this one go Holland, go Orchard lah."
<br />"What the hell? Then we asked you go Holland Village and you said Got?"
<br />"No lah, never go Holland Village."
<br />
<br /><s>*nic punches bus driver*
<br />Bus suddeny jerk to the right.
<br />Hits a Toyota on the right land, blows car up.
<br />Double Deck Bus overturns
<br />nic grabs dee and runs
<br />Bus explodes.</s>
<br />
<br />SIA LAH. I WANTED TO DO THAT TO THE STUPID FUCKER.
<br />By that time, we were already near Queensway.<span style="font-weight: bold;">
<br />CHEE BYE LAH. DRIVER FOR HOW LONG SIA? OWN BUS ALSO DUNNO. FUCK YOU LAH.</span>
<br />
<br />I stared at that fucker and mutter a destruction charm on his bus, hope you get swallowed by Moby the whale and ejaculated from his Dick.
<br />[apology to readers who love Moby Dick]
<br />Luckily, we were flexi peeps. we ate a mac in queensway shopping centre.
<br />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">*fast fowards*
<br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span>
<br /></span>i was late for class, because apparently someone thought it was very funny to stick a key up my locker hole and break it. thus i was unable to retrieve my books for the next class.
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">LOOK FUCKER, IF YOU THINK IT`S VERY FUNNY, TRY STICKING YOUR DICK IN IT AND SNAPPING IT</span>.
<br />
<br />i had to call for the technician to remove that stupid broken key fragment in it.
<br />i`m not even sure whether i have enemies in my class/school. i`m just a <s>nice</s>normal dude. don`t recall stepping on anyone toes.
<br />unless it`s <span style="font-weight: bold;">him.</span>
<br />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">*fast forwards*
<br /></span>
<br />So finally, school ended. i thought for once, i would be spared from all this bullshit.
<br />took bus 14 with my baby, both of us at the 2nd last seat on the top deck of the bus.
<br />*drum rolls*
<br />
<br />in comes two young FARFIELD MEDOFUCKS dipshits.
<br />one girl and one guy.
<br />carrying that retarded maggi mash potatoe from 7-eleven.
<br />YES I KNOW YOU BOUGHT THAT THERE. AH HAH.
<br />and they took the seat behind us.
<br />
<br />FUCK LAH, that bus is almost empty- and of all the places you take the seat behind us.
<br />well, that`s nothing. me and dee, being nice people, ignored them since we were in our own world cuddling after this lousy monday morning. i wouldn`t give a shit about them until i heard that bitch muttered,
<br />
<br />"I wonder whether true love exist"
<br />
<br />[cough, please excuse me. i`m gonna type in caps now.]
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">WHAT, IN THE BLUE FUCKING WORLD IS WRONG WITH YOU, YOU FUCKING BITCH?</span>
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">WE HAVE NOT OFFENDED YOU HAVE WE? </span>
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">YOU STUPID FUCKING DIPSHIT.</span>
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU KNOW ABOUT RELATIONSHIP YOU VIRGIN CUNTFUCK.</span>
<br />
<br />NOW SHE GOES ON TALKING ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS AND ALL THE CRAP WITH HER FRIEND, WHO IS LIKE A GLUE INDUCED FAGGOT THAT NODS HIS HEAD ALL THE WAY.
<br />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">AT THIS POINT OF TIME, I WANTED TO TURN AROUND AND GIVE HER A GOOD FUCK. I`LL FUCK HER SO BAD, SHE`LL CRY AND BEG FOR MORE FUCKING. SUCH A FUCKING BITCH AT THIS AGE. I THINK BEFORE SHE REACHED 16 SHE WILL HAVE HERPES AND HIV.</span>
<br />
<br />but i am a nice person. i tahan.
<br />
<br />THEN SHE STARTS GOSSIPING LOUDLY FOR THE WHOLE BUS TO HEAR. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH KIDS THIS DAYS? I SWEAR SHE`S NO OLDER THEN 14 BUT SHE`S GOSSIPING EVEN BETTER THEN THE AUNTIES UNDER MY BLOCK.
<br />
<br />at this point of time, i was this close to losing my patience -> [||||||||| ]90%
<br />
<br />firstly, i was trying to enjoy the cuddle with my baby.
<br />but she had to diss our relationship. who the fuck is she to talk about us.
<br />she didn`t know the shit we went thru.
<br />secondly, i hated her voice. so loud and sharp. voice of whores.
<br />
<br />now she was bitching about a classmate, <span style="font-style: italic;">Priscilla</span> or something. Let`s name her A. and another classmate call B.
<br />
<br />'eh you know, A bought a new wallet today. what "<span style="font-style: italic;">Billabong</span>" wallet. cannot stand her lor. then hor, that B so slutty. bitch leh, i don`t like her lor. she go say what, "eh A, you buy '<span style="font-style: italic;">Billabong</span>' wallet ah? SO HIP HOP leh!" Then hor, i go bring ROXY wallet lah, see who more HIP HOP.'
<br />
<br />and my reply was,
<br />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">OMFG. dee! BILLABONG HIP HOP SIA, FUCK HOW COME I DUNNO LEH? ROXY ALSO MAN. COOL SIA. HIP HOP LEH.</span>
<br />
<br />fucking poseurs? Billabong and Roxy is a BEACH-WEAR, for AH LIANS to wear. AND BITCHES like you too. apparently she doesn`t know what is HIP HOP. her definition of HIP HOP is= Cool thingy. i was laughing so fucking loudly.
<br />
<br />then she goes on gossiping loudly, i swear the people at the lower deck can hear.
<br />
<br />and, i replied to her conversation. typical nic.
<br />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">"oh really?"</span>
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">"WOW!"</span>
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">"SIA LAH!"</span>
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">"no way!!!"</span>
<br />
<br />at this point of time, i was laughing so hard at her stupidity. CHILDISH-NESS. Yes, i admit what i did was extremely childish too. But i, was insulted first. neh neh neh.
<br />
<br />and damn, it was time for us to get off the bus.
<br />i didn`t have the time to bitch slap her.
<br />
<br />and she actually scolded us, "Fuckers" as we left our seats. FUCK SIA. KIDS THIS DAYS GOT BIG BALLS AND NO BRAINS. <span style="font-weight: bold;">YOU THINK SINGAPORE SAFE FROM CRIMINAL AH? I`LL DO A HULK AND FUCK YOUR BRAINS KID.</span>
<br />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">KNN, LIMPEI SHOW YOU MY DRAGON FIST THEN YOU KNOW.</span>
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">ONE PUNCH YOUR WOMB CAN GO AUCTION AT YAHOO.COM</span>
<br />
<br />she thinks she`s a smartass. and you know? smart ass die early.
<br />
<br /><s>so i turned around and went up to her and grab her by the neck.
<br />called us fucker eh? chee bye, your mother never tell you not to mess with ITE student sibo?
<br />KNN, chap tou lou. limbei ka li sibei buay song.
<br />who the fuck are you to call me fucker?
<br />want me to fuck you ah? chee bye kia.</s>
<br />
<br />unfortunately, that didn`t happened because dee and i are have more self-respect that that young bitch-in training. in fact, i think she`s a pro. she`s ready for the office world, where been bitch is your only survival. oh, she has to go for that new survivor series. fucking hell sure win.
<br />
<br />look kid, you maybe from some good school but if you got no moral, you`re worthless.
<br />
<br />i maybe an ITE student, but heck at least i don`t go round shooting my mouth at complete strangers. and if i do shoot at you, be prepared to cry. bitch.
<br />
<br />i already had a crappy monday, and i don`t intend to vent my anger on kids like you.
<br />
<br />so fuck off dipshit.
<br />
<br />that is why i hate secondary school kids. they think they know everything.
<br />BUT LOOK FUCKER! *waves hand*
<br />YOU DON`T. YOU PROLLY HAVE YET TO SUCK A DICK LET ALONE FUCK,
<br />SO QUITING THINKING YOU`RE GOD ALMIGHTY.
<br />
<br /><span style="font-size:78%;">you might wanna read my <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/bulletsxkisses/">dear`s blog</a> for her version of this shit.</span>
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<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />24323455 kids were murdered after this post.
<br /><span style="font-size:78%;">i had to edit this post 6 times to correct the mistakes/typo/spelling errors i made. being pissed fucks my brain</span>
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<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109569413472747912?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1095438111271663482004-09-18T01:16:00.000+08:002004-09-18T00:34:57.376+08:00`bittorent freak?well for those who use bittorrent alot, here`s a good site to help you boost your download rates. and no, no external hacks or what, it`s just how to config your system and routers to efficiency.
<br />
<br /><a href="http://userpages.umbc.edu/%7Ehamilton/btclientconfig.html">http://userpages.umbc.edu/~hamilton/btclientconfig.html</a>
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109543811127166348?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1095430570586462562004-09-17T21:56:00.000+08:002004-09-17T22:16:10.586+08:00`addictionit`s 5 mins to 10pm.
<br />
<br />i have yet to hear from my darling baby for 8hours 21mins and 44sec. i have tried calling her home, only to find out from her mom that`s she not at home. and her handphone is switched off.
<br />
<br />*argh*
<br />
<br />i need to hear my baby`s voice. i`m soo gonna die.
<br />
<br />even ragnarok online can`t even fill that empty feeling. not even my lastest star ocean: till the end of time ps2 game helped. not even doing 6123 pumping and pushups works.
<br />
<br />i need my baby.
<br />
<br />*argh*
<br />
<br />where are you dee? you said you are going out with miss violet today. and where are you? oh where are you? *sob sob sob sob*
<br />
<br />**************
<br />
<br />okay. enough drama already. hmm, let`s see. there`s nothing to blog about for this week because i`m staying at home to do the same shit everyday-
<br />
<br />1) Wake Up
<br />2) Stares at clock, sleep again
<br />3) <span style="font-style: italic;">Repeat until 2pm</span>
<br />4) Wake Up again
<br />5) Sit on computer chair [yes! you noticed- i didn`t brush my teeth!]
<br />6) Log in Ragnarok Online
<br />7) Kill a few MVP Bosses
<br />8) Brush teeth
<br />9) Hides in computer room and play RO till the whole world get nuked.
<br />10) comes out once in awhile to - peep or eat or discover existence of my mother
<br />11) <span style="font-style: italic;">Play again.</span>
<br />12) EAT DINNER
<br />13) PLAY AND PLAY AND PLAY more RO.
<br />
<br />[insert sub-shit here]
<br />- dee calls, and the world stops for her
<br />- singapore idol on thursdays
<br />- dates with dee
<br />- dates with Maia Lee [yes, singapore idiol semi-finalist]
<br />- outing with David Yeo [yes, another singapore idiol semi-finalist]
<br />
<br />well, that`s about it. basically for those who didn`t understood what i said above, here`s a simple line for you -
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br /><span style="font-size:130%;">"You`re AN IDIOT, what i said was simply - I play RAGNAROKâ„¢ <span style="font-style: italic;">till the END OF TIME</span>â„¢. unless it`s dee or singapore idol related, i will never stop."
<br />
<br />
<br /></span>**************
<br />
<br />anyway, my baby called while i was blogging. apparently, she was out buying something for her mum. and her brought her handphone. it was switched on. Conclusion?
<br />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">FUCK STARHUB.
<br />
<br /></span>and she had to put down her phone >.<>meanball</s> for a dad.
<br />
<br />*shifty eyes* i didn`t say that, and you didn`t hear that.
<br />
<br />okay, kay thanks bye.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109543057058646256?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1095350859343436602004-09-16T23:49:00.000+08:002004-09-17T00:07:39.343+08:00`the terminalbefore i start yapping about the movie "the terminal",
<br />
<br />i wanna say that MY COMPUTER CRASHED and i had to reformat it. I basically lost nothing much thanks to me backing up my folder [the folder that contains my life essence in this computer].
<br />
<br />it was a great war again the virus
<br />the virus ate up my system resources
<br />and even prevented me from using my recovery disk.
<br />but in the end, he got fucked by nic.
<br />
<br />and tada, an hour later i`m blogging on my computer as though nothing really happened. i`m good. hahah, thank you, thank you. oh well, i`m an IT student after all.
<br />
<br />*shrugs*
<br />
<br />okay, lesshhie wad i got. ah, i watched the terminal with my baby yesterday. at sunplaza. and yes, my treat. and no, she paid for the foodies. and the nachos were horrible. extremely horrible. the cheese was god damn runny, i swear it was yellow mucas [is that how u spell it? anyway, it`s that thingy that comes out of your mouth when you`re sick]
<br />
<br />anyway, did i mention it was a great movie? because it really is. all the hype surrounding it? yeah, worth it. firstly, the main actor Tom Hanks is fantastic. the number one right choice for this role, after his unforgettable performance as FOREST GUMP. and not forgetting the man behind the show, director Steven <span style="font-style: italic;">steal-your-bird</span>. hehe.
<br />
<br />i liked the ending though. wouldn`t say much to prevent spoiling, for those idiot who have yet to watch the terminal- you better watch. don`t go watching some stupid movie like "the ghost" or what shit. [though my baby thought the show should have ended the other way >.>]
<br />
<br />hehe. clash off opinions, but hey at least it`s worth the thinking.
<br />
<br />so go watch it. it`s worth $8.50, let alone $6.50
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109535085934343660?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1095216537870167172004-09-15T10:41:00.000+08:002004-09-15T10:48:57.870+08:00`random mutteringslet`s see.
<br />
<br />i had diahoerra [is that how it`s spelled?] yesterday.
<br />it sucks because my ass felt like a tap out of control.
<br />thank god the plumber [my mum] took out her super weapon-
<br />
<br />HONEY + HOT WATER
<br />= NO MORE SHITTY FEELING
<br />
<br />OMFG. she`s good. well, at least i didn`t have to run to the toilet every 5 mins. [it takes 4 mins to blow my load, so that leaves me 1 min interval]
<br />
<br />well, wish i took a picture of my toilet bowl.
<br />it looks far worst then iraq.
<br />well, at least my Saddam got away [the toilet bowl water splashing on my butt cheeks].
<br />
<br />Alrighty, hope you guys got disgusted enough.
<br />
<br />Gonna watch THE TERMINAL now. will talk about it later. ciao!
<br />
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109521653787016717?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1094877250291852782004-09-11T13:23:00.000+08:002004-09-11T12:34:55.846+08:00`singapore idol piano show resultsimply gross.
<br />
<br />how can jerry win?
<br /><img src="http://www.starhub.com/idol/images/semifinalists/jerryong.jpg" />
<br />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" >HE CAN`T EVEN SING FOR CRYING OUT LOUD</span>. he`s just trying to sound husky and whatever. i bet he got his friends to call in a zillion over time, because if singapore really voted for him- you guys ain`t got no fucking taste.
<br />
<br />to make matters worst-
<br />
<br /><img src="http://www.starhub.com/idol/images/semifinalists/maia.jpg" />
<br />my favorite maia didn`t win.
<br />
<br />*sob*
<br />
<br />anyway, i felt that group 3 ppl chose the wrong songs. leandra shouldn` have sung an <span style="font-style: italic;">emo song</span>, same goes for maia too. doesn`t fit their personality.
<br />
<br />oh well, at least there`s the <span style="font-weight: bold;">wildcard show</span>.
<br />
<br />and and, what the hell. the 9 finalist and 9 wildcards will be performing for the <span style="font-style: italic;">President Star Charity</span> this sunday. bahhhh. gimmicccck. i hate shows like this. always show those <span style="font-style: italic;">poor</span> people on tv.
<br />
<br />it really <span style="font-style: italic;">magnifies </span>their handicap, and that makes everyone <span style="font-weight: bold;">PITY</span> them.
<br />
<br />these people don`t need your pity. they are <span style="font-weight: bold;">NORMAL</span> people too. why treat them like 2nd class citizens? damn. i`ll never watch this kinda shows. NKF, etc etc.
<br />
<br />bah, aside from digressing; that`s all about it for today.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109487725029185278?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1094363161903951532004-09-02T13:38:00.000+08:002004-09-05T13:46:01.903+08:00`singapore idol piano show 2okay. let`s see.
<br />the contestants weren`t as good as last week. but, there were a lot of eye candy looking peeps.
<br />
<br />my guess that the 3 would emerge victory-
<br />
<br /><img src="http://www.starhub.com/idol/images/semifinalists/christopher.jpg" />
<br />christopher lee
<br />
<br /><img src="http://www.starhub.com/idol/images/semifinalists/candice.jpg" />
<br />candice foo
<br />
<br /><img src="http://www.starhub.com/idol/images/semifinalists/daphane.jpg" />
<br />daphne khoo
<br />
<br />and, heh. all came out. but i didnt vote at all. too expensive. my dad`s like warning me not too. well, they weren`t really worth the vote anyway, so bah.
<br />
<br />rather, i`m looking forward for group 3. i`m eye-ing out-
<br />
<br />
<br /><img src="http://www.starhub.com/idol/images/semifinalists/maia.jpg" />
<br />maia lee
<br />
<br /><img src="http://www.starhub.com/idol/images/semifinalists/leandra.jpg" />
<br />leandra veronica rasiah
<br />
<br />not sure about the third one. gotta watch the show to decide. oh yeah, if you guys wanna check out the offical singapore idol webbie, it <a href="http://www.starhub.com/idol/index.jsp">here</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109436316190395153?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1094362263780088092004-09-01T13:06:00.000+08:002004-09-05T13:31:03.780+08:00`date dee dateah. it`s a holiday today.
<br />
<br />apparently even our lecturer are considered as teachers. oh well, not complaining here. today i went out with my baby dee. and today`s place of interest is..
<br />
<br />botanical gardens.
<br />
<br />hehe. it`s a nice place. but, before i talked about the potanic [pun intended] garden, i have to digress-
<br />
<br />we walked from orchard all the way to botanical gardens, and on the way, we went to the Forum. to be exact, we went to the Toy R Us. haha. don`t ask why. we`re just two kids. hahaha.
<br />
<br />after all, dee has an inner child of a 6 year old, while i used to work in a toys department. so, hehe. it`s the best place to chill out.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01762.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01762.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />always put on your helmet.
<br />
<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01765.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01765.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />swim suit for kids.
<br />
<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01772.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01772.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />omfg! nic and his big yellow bird.
<br />
<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01770.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01770.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />omg! it`s barney and dee!
<br />
<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01782.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01782.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />meet mr bad-ass
<br />
<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01783.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01783.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />and meet miss wannabe-bad-ass
<br />
<br />
<br />well we took quite abit of pictures, so head over to my <a href="http://dokebi-photo.blogspot.com/">photoblog</a> to check the rest out.
<br />
<br />
<br />okay, so we satisfied our inner child.
<br />the child`s all happy now. so, we continue our walk to the botanical gardens.
<br />
<br />and we passed the MAN U store.
<br />
<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01784.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01784.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />wweeeeee. MAN U RAWKS!
<br />
<br />thank god, dee`s a MAN U fan too. hehehe. but we didn`t go in. wasn`t interested in looking at overpriced jersey and stuff. rather *cough*get em from pasa malam*cough*
<br />
<br />yeah, and so we continued walking.
<br />
<br />suddenly, we saw something and we had a MAJOR ORGASM.
<br />
<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01785.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01785.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />orgasm! it`s a beetleeeeeee
<br />
<br />omfg? how can anyone resist such a sexual car. *drooools*
<br />
<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01786.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01786.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />*muack muacks*
<br />
<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01787.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01787.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />don`t, touch my car. i repeat. my car.
<br />
<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01788.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01788.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />kenna lang-gah already
<br />
<br />baby dee and my dream car- a beetle convertible. wahhhhhh. haha, dream on eh?
<br />
<br />such a pity i can`t steal the car and drive my baby to the botanical gardens with that hot sexy car. heh.
<br />
<br />and finally, we reached the god damn botanical gardens. both nic and dee by now are two tired and sweaty peeps. they just wanna find a nice chilly shade and chill out and talk rot. but instead,
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01789.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01789.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />wtf? botanical garden becomes construction yard?
<br />
<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01790.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01790.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />after walking so long from orchard... the depressed faces.
<br />
<br />mofos! of all the time in the world, why why why? bah. we walked all the way there for nothing. NOTHING! *shakes fist*
<br />
<br />so we took bus 105 back to orchard.
<br />
<br />and we decided to be bookworms and holed ourself up in BORDERS. i was reading the anime magazines, checking out the latest release and stuff. while my baby was reading up photography and bands i think?
<br />
<br />we got bored, and we headed to TOPSHOP.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01792.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01792.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />topshop models
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01794.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01794.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />dee at her best.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01795.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01795.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />nic at his best.
<br />
<br />we wanted to take more... but..
<br />
<br />Sales Assistant : "Sorry, photography not allowed here."
<br />nic : "Fuck? you know who am i or not?"
<br />Sale Ass : "Sorry, dunno you."
<br />nic : "I`m [fill in the blank]`s son. and if you`re gonna stop me one more time..."
<br />dee : ".. baby, forget it. we`ll get your dad to sack her."
<br />
<br />nic : *looks at dee*
<br />nic : "you`re fucking screwed. nahahahahahahahahahaha"
<br />
<br />haha. okay. that conversation didnt exist. bah, only the first line happened, which made us pretty much embarrassed. lol. i swear i didn`t know photography`s not allowed in there.
<br />
<br />like hello? i`m not gonna steal the designs of your shades. >.>
<br />
<br />
<br />ah, then we left.
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />The end.
<br />lesson learned?
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<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">never go botanical gardens.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109436226378008809?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1094360770905293472004-08-31T13:50:00.000+08:002004-09-05T13:06:10.906+08:00`chilling outit`s teacher`s day today. and going to school`s such a waste of time. everything`s totally messed up. there wasn`t a telematch afterall, motherfucks cancelled it. so, we and dee left the damn school.
<br />
<br />and
<br />
<br />baby dee came over to my house!!
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<br />and i was teaching her how to play Ragnarok Online. heh. and no, i`m not a bad influence to her- she`s pretty good at it though.
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<br />once i install the program at her house, we can get married online. hehe.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01757.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01757.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">baby dee and me</span>
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01758.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01758.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">the thinker with dee`s finger.</span>
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<br />dee graduated with honors in playing Ragnarok Online. she`s a knight now. heh.
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<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">dee V</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109436077090529347?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1093703113474903002004-08-28T21:55:00.000+08:002004-08-28T22:25:13.473+08:00`riding on cloud 9.sigh. i love today.
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<br />went out with my dear baby dee today. usually i don`t like to go out when i broke. [and i consider having $10 dollars as <span style="font-weight: bold;">broke</span> because i can`t do shopping! bleh]
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<br />but still, i decided to go anyway.<span style="font-style: italic;"> love my baby so much anyway. heheh.</span>
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<br />so, i waited for her to finish her religious class first, before she dashed home to get change for our date/outing/whatever. soooo, first we went to <span style="font-weight: bold;">novena square</span> to eat. because we were starving like mad on the way to town. heh.
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<br />initially i wanted to eat<span style="font-weight: bold;"> KFC</span>, but it was full so- <span style="font-weight: bold;">Burger King</span> instead. and, i gotta tell you the experience with the counter staff was horrible. firstly, he forgotten to give us our chicken cheese sticks, which my baby had to remind him. then the idiot gave me chicken whooper instead of the uber tasting <span style="font-weight: bold;">mushroom swiss cheese</span>â„¢<span style="font-weight: bold;">.
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<br /></span>motherfuck.
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<br />that bodoh still can tell me, "uh that`s mushroom cheese." *blood boils* hehehe, i`m a nice person. so i <span style="font-weight: bold;">stick my burger</span> at his face and for the whole day he would taste like <span style="font-style: italic;">chicken</span>. then i summoned the manager whom looked like a <span style="font-style: italic;">chicken</span>, and he got<span style="font-style: italic;"> chicken-ise</span> as well.
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<br />well, just kidding. wished it happend though.
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<br />he just replaced my burger. dohz nothing exciting.
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<br />after hastily eating our meal, we left quickly and vowing to never eat burger king ever again. okay, maybe not. just boycotting novena square`s BK.
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<br />then we went down to <span style="font-weight: bold;">Raffles Place
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<br /></span>i love Raffles Place. it`s my favorite photography area during the weekends, when there all offices are closed. it`s like empty buildings and a few people wandering around. really nice environment. sassy. *grins*
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<br />so me and dee were like two <span style="font-weight: bold;">crazy</span> people wandering around that area, laughing and talking stupid. basically, just being <span style="font-weight: bold;">plain retarded</span> to the <span style="font-style: italic;">power of 3453</span>. on a side note, she`s <span style="font-style: italic;">0.34112</span> more retarded compared to me. other then that<span style="font-style: italic;"> slight indifference</span>, i love her. hehe.
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<br />well, i took loads of photograph. basically it was one of my cam-session cum date cum acting retarded cum loving each other to bits. hehe.
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<br />why i love my baby sooo much. she`s just soooo cute.
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<br />well, we took quite abit of photos [47 to be exact] so i`ll just post a few here.
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<br />the weather was lovely. sun setting + super damn windy = romantic mood and setting.
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<br />me on the bridge.
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<br />romancing with the painted lion
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<br />loving at my lovely dee
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<br />dee the merlion [look carefully! she`s sprouting water! nahahahahaha.]
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<br />well, if you`re interested to see the other 40 over pic we took this today, head to my <a href="http://dokebi-photo.blogspot.com">photo blog</a>, where i dump all my pictures.
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<br />sigh~ dee i love you loads! hehe.
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109370311347490300?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1093532281137171822004-08-26T22:41:00.000+08:002004-08-26T23:00:01.103+08:00`singapore idol feveroh my fucking god.
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<br />i must say, i have a good eye. ever since the first episode of <span style="font-style: italic;">Singapore Idol</span>, i knew that a <span style="font-weight: bold;">particular</span> someone would go very far. I told people about him, but it seems a lot do not remember his name or face.
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<br />yet tonight`s show..
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<br /><img src="http://ch5.mediacorptv.com/imagegallery/store/singidol/davidyeo.jpg" />
<br />David Yeo, suddenly appeared to everyone. i <span style="font-style: italic;">really really like</span> him. well, not in the gay sense, but i think he`s very good.
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<br />and i was so worried if he couldn`t make it to the next round, because he was the last person standing beside that ben guy.
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<br /><img src="http://ch5.mediacorptv.com/imagegallery/store/singidol/benjamin.jpg" />
<br />Benjamin Eio looks damn cute, so those stupid retarded girls might go for him. unfortunately, that was not the case.
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<br />and i swear he looks like benerdic goh, the former host of the pyramid game.
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<br />even my mum think David Yeo`s good. well, that`s partially because he looks like a korean. and my mum`s a fan of korean shows and hunks. bleh~
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<br />well, i voted for 3 people.
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<br /><img src="http://ch5.mediacorptv.com/imagegallery/store/singidol/jeassea.jpg" />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Contestant 4 Jeassea K Thyidor</span>
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<br /><img src="http://ch5.mediacorptv.com/imagegallery/store/singidol/davidyeo.jpg" />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Contestant 7 David Yeo</span>
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<br /><img src="http://ch5.mediacorptv.com/imagegallery/store/singidol/olinda.jpg" />
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Contestant 10 Olinda Cho</span>
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<br />nahahaha. my sentiments were EXACTLY the same as the judges as well as the nation. oooh. i`m sooo good. hahaha.
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<br />btw, i loved olinda`s rendition of micheal`s <span style="font-style: italic;">sway</span>. i have that cd and god, she belted it WELL.
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<br />nahahahaha.
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<br />singapore idol`s getting better and better. it`s worth the time.
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<br />looking forward to group 2.
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<br />as far as i know, christopher lee will get in. i`ll have to watch the rest to know who the other two will me.
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<br /><img src="http://ch5.mediacorptv.com/imagegallery/store/singidol/daviddecruz.jpg" />
<br />he`s an asshole. i<span style="font-weight: bold;"> LOATHE </span>him. dunno why. must be his k-n-n attitude or something. pisses me off when i see him on tv.
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<br />oh yeah, kok say`s david de cruz is from nanyang poly.
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<br />bah, screw NYP.
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<br />*looks around at all the lame nyp people*
<br />*sterotypes them*
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<br />bryan, stef, kok, adib, joanna, jian hong, lok kwan, xiao qing and more.
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<br />hahaha, this are the ex-canberra sec nyp-ers. BLEH U GUYS SUCK! nahahahahahahaha. david de cruz disgraced you lot of clowns. ahhahah.
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<br />kidding.
<br />don`t flame me, i love nyp. not.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109353228113717182?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1093399624804668132004-08-25T09:59:00.000+08:002004-08-25T10:07:04.806+08:00`deei think i`m in heaven.
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<br />it`s been awhile since i ever felt so blissed. so calm. being with her, is like a super power panadol that killed off my headaches.
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<br />i remember swearing off that i`ll never me in a relationship ever again.
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<br />because i was hurt before, i let that took control of me. but i`m glad she woke me out from my slumber. she`s everything i ever wanted, and nothing more. it isn`t easy to find someone who loves you so much, so much so that i`m always getting dizzy spells. heh.
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<br />well, i ain`t complaining.
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<br />my baby, i love you loads. and i`m telling everyone now. it`s official! hehehe. typing my blog in school with her by my side, listening to our theme song by <em>taking back sunday </em>is simply heavenly.
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<br />i guess a`lil commitment wouldn`t kill for me.
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<br />time to be serious now. i got a girl to take for now, and i`m not gonna let her down. no matter what. sigh. it`s great.
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<br />it`s simply great being with her.
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<br />alright. enough yakking about her. prolly everyone`s gonna die of an overdose.
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<br /><em>my nirvana, i have found.</em>
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109339962480466813?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1093358916230795832004-08-24T22:43:00.000+08:002004-08-24T22:48:36.230+08:00`nah nah nahapparently i haven been updating. gonna keep this short.
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<br />few reasons-
<br />- i`m sick, having flu and fever. and no, it isn`t bird flu even though i`m still eating chicken. yum.
<br />- i`m returning back to ragnarok online for a period of time. heheh.
<br />- i`m running of ideas.
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<br />a few thing that happend to me so far-
<br />- i`m the happiest person on earth, because i love dee.
<br />- and she loves me too.
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<br />hehehehe.
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<br />i`m high~
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<br />*head spins*
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109335891623079583?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1093104013863285932004-08-21T23:48:00.000+08:002004-08-22T00:00:13.863+08:00`if.<p> <span style="font-family:Arial,Helvetica;font-size:+1;"><i><b>if..?</b></i></span>
<br />If I were a month I would be: <b>december.</b>
<br />If I were a day of the week I would be: <b>friday.</b>
<br />If I were a time I would be: <b>0000</b>.
<br />If I were a planet I would be:<span style="font-weight: bold;"> uranus.</span><b></b>
<br />If I were a sea animal I would be: <b>a swimming pig.</b>
<br />If were a direction I would be: <b>north eastern south west.</b>
<br />If I were a piece of furniture I would be: <b>your chair. *grins*</b>
<br />If I were a historical figure I would be: <b>ARCHILLES. [think Troy]</b>
<br />If I were a liquid I would be: <b>a salty white substance call sperm</b>
<br />If I were a stone, I would be: <b>the rock.</b>
<br />If I were a tree, I would be: <span style="font-weight: bold;">a durian tree that attacks</span>
<br />If I were a bird, I would be: <b>a featherless chicken.</b>
<br />If I were a tool, I would be: <b>a dido. [it`s a tool right?]</b>
<br />If I were a flower/plant I would be: <span style="font-weight: bold;">rafflesia. [smells nice]</span>
<br />If I were a kind of weather I would be: <span style="font-weight: bold;">wet and hot.</span>
<br />If I were a mythical creature I would be: <b>a arrow shooting pig [go LOTR!]</b>
<br />If I were a musical instrument I would be: <b>a guitar. [remember to tickle the top and pluck the bottom]</b>
<br />If I were an animal, I would be: <b>a kong-fu pig</b>
<br />If I were a color, I would be: <b>the secondary colors in e color wheel.</b>
<br />If I were an emotion, I would be: <b>lust.</b>
<br />If I were a vegetable, I would be: <b>dead.</b>
<br />If I were a sound, I would be: <b>LOUD.</b>
<br />If I were a song, I would be: <span style="font-weight: bold;">william hung.</span><b></b>
<br />If I were a book, I would be written by: <b>Bill Clinton.</b>
<br />If I were a food, I would be: <b>stomache.</b>
<br />If I were a place, I would be: <b>venice without water.</b>
<br />If I were a material, I would be: <b>rubbery and sticky.</b>
<br />If I were a taste, I would be: <b>shitty.</b>
<br />If I were a word, I would be:<span style="font-weight: bold;"> fuck.</span><b></b>
<br />If I were an object, I would be: <b>a bowling ball.</b>
<br />If I were a body part I would be: <b>the eyes.</b>
<br />If I were a facial expression I would be: <span style="font-weight: bold;">gross</span><b>.</b>
<br />If I were a subject in school I would be: <b>literature.</b>
<br />If I were a number I would be: <b>13.
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<br /><span style="font-size:100%;">i`m lame.
<br /></span></p> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109310401386328593?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1093101368320832452004-08-21T22:57:00.000+08:002004-08-21T23:16:08.320+08:00`shoppin.bah. i have fallen ill now.
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<br />the nic is sick. he has flu and has a nose that runs. it`s making him feel weak and lousy. he dreads being sick.
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<br />thankfully, i recovered alittle in the evening.
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<br />and joel called me out to go shopping at orchard with him. hui shan also tagged along. joel`s my best shopping buddy. perhaps the only guy beside me to enjoy shoppin and walking around for malls aimlessly.
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<br />we went a few places. Heerens, Far East, Wisma and Centrepoint.
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<br />kok went to the Four Skins and bought a tee there. i tried a few, and i like one particular design- but bah! don`t have my size.
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<br />the thing about printed tees in hereens are often limited, so as to preserve the value of it.
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<br />fortunately for him, he gotten what he wanted. then we moved on to far east, where we stared at the dunks. aaah, i love nike dunks- but i hate their prices -.-
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<br />kok`s buying a limited edition jedi dunk for $250 from a friend. it`s damn style. i love the tongue of the shoe; it`s similar to skater shoe tongues. and also the sole is damn comfortable.
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<br />then my stomach got hungry, and we went to Pasta Mania for dinner.
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<br />i wanted to order my fave Seafood bake pasta, but out of stock! so i went for Country bake pasta instead. i don`t really like tomato sauced spagattees, so i go for the cream one. yummy. talk about this makes me crave for more.
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<br />after eating, we went to Topman at wisma.
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<br />no budget for me, cause the clothes were too expensive even with hui shan`s staff discount. and kok couldn`t get his size so.. we didn`t leave that place with a bag.
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<br />speaking of bags, Four skin`s carrier is damn cool. so much so i wanted to take kok`s one. haha. but nevermind, i`ll return there to do more shopping.
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<br />so anyway, we went to centrepoint because it was still early. then blah blah. nothing much.
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<br />so, tada. i`m home now.
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<br />and i`m sick again. -.- dammit
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109310136832083245?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1092839444001412932004-08-18T22:04:00.000+08:002004-08-18T22:59:03.646+08:00`why i rock so much.okay. time to do a little tiny whiny itsy bitsy of teaching.
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<br />student, today`s lesson is about-
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<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" >Why Nicholas Rock So Much.</span>
<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">and how you can be like him</span>
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<br />so listen up. the most important thing about "Rocking" or "<span style="font-style: italic;">rwacking</span>" [the way idiotic teen boopy boons loves to type] is to have the <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">X</span></span> FACTOR. so, you may wonder. what is the <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">X</span></span> FACTOR.
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<br />well guess what?
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<br />uncle nic`s gonna show you the ropes. learn well my young <span style="font-style: italic;">padawan</span>. [a term for <span style="font-style: italic;">apprentice</span>; in Starwars- if you don`t even know starwars; you`re ain`t gonna be cool.]
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<br /><span style="font-size:180%;">First</span>. you will need-
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<br />the uber cool-lio glasses.
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<br />now, people will laugh at you when u wear this. but you must remember this-
<br />people laugh and mock at you because they KNOW YOU ROCK. and they WILL not ADMIT that, thus the reverse psychology effect.
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<br />simply, just disregard those losers.
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<br />you perfectly know you rule, and those losers- are losers. add them to the Wall of the Losers.
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<br /><span style="font-size:180%;">Next</span>. you will need to pose like this-
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<br />remember to use words like, "<span style="font-weight: bold;">CAN YOU DIG IT SUCKA?</span>" this will greatly enchance your coolness factor. show those morons that it takes a cool person to stick his fingers into his hole. and mind you, it`s <span style="font-weight: bold;">nasal</span>; not <span style="font-weight: bold;">anal</span>, for you <span style="font-style: italic;">sick losers.</span>
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<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Glossary for the idiots-</span>
<br />Nasal= Nose hole.
<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">For your information-</span>
<br />Nasal Sex= Sexual pernetration of the nose.
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<br /><span style="font-size:180%;">So</span> now you know.
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<br />The secret of being cool. and for those who are reading this, and ya rolling your pathetic red eyes, here`s something for you mofos.
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<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">PEOPLE LIKE YOU DESERVED TO BE-</span>
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<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" >trashed.</span> <span style="font-size:78%;">model- 0mar</span>
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<br />Anyway, if you wish to purchase this wonderful geek glass, just drop me a comment.
<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" >POWER TO THE PEOPLE THAT ROCKS.</span>
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109283944400141293?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1092824726318417292004-08-18T18:15:00.000+08:002004-08-18T18:25:26.320+08:00`excursion.to the history museum.
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<br />pretty interesting. nothing much to write though. sigh.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109282472631841729?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1092751441511105192004-08-17T21:50:00.000+08:002004-08-17T22:04:01.510+08:00`minimalupdate.
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<br />i got nothing to say, but life`s getting better in ITE. finally it makes sense for me to truely love the place where i have grown close to. the people, the friends and the laughter. everyone seems so nice.
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<br />when i was down, they were there for me.
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<br />asking, and trying their very best to settle me back in. and i`m thankful for their little actions.
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<br />so, siggghhhh. i love my class.
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<br />i don`t think i wanna pass my o level maths. gonna stay here with them. it`s heartwrenching to leave them all. i`ll probably do a list of "things i`ll miss in ITE should i leave".
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<br />yeah. prolly later.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109275144151110519?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1092559587418660392004-08-15T16:36:00.000+08:002004-08-15T16:46:27.416+08:00`my blog idolsmore often then not, we are inspired by certain people, one way or another.
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<br />and being a blogger, i have deep admiration for 2 particular bloggers, whom i have been visiting their blogs often. i truely love their style, wit and in-your-face humor. most of the "square" people would find their comments on certain expects extremely harsh.
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<br />which i think it`s utter bullshit.
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<br />so let me present to you, the king and queen of blogging.
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<br /><a href="http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com">http://www.xiaxue.blogspot.com</a>
<br />the blogger here is a she, by the way. she`s truely talented. plus- she`s a local and she truely has a flair for writing. also, she`s on today`s sunday newspaper! hahha. wendy, alias xiaxue is so funny. you`ll discover that there are a lot of morons out in singapore, from aunties to taxi drivers. hahah.
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<br /><a href="http://maddox.xmission.com/">http://maddox.xmission.com/</a>
<br />and this blogger here is an american who practise freedom of speech. i can`t describe he`s style, but he fucks everything. hahaha. really really good. he`s someone i think make a lot of sense, which a lot of people don`t quite see.
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<br />
<br />for those who get easy offended, veer off this 2 blogs. because, chances of you flaming them = Zero. i`ll personally flame you, plus their legion of supporters. nahhahahaah..
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109255958741866039?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1092483246721714672004-08-14T19:33:00.000+08:002004-08-14T19:41:20.990+08:00`sex education for little johnnyLittle Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious.
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<br />He had been hearing quite a bit about 'courting' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend.
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<br />This he did.
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<br />The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he started kissing and hugging her I figured 'Sis must be getting sick because her face started looking funny.
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<br />He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart.
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<br />I guess he was getting sick too, because pretty soon both of them started panting and getting all out of breath.
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<br />His other hand must have been cold because he put it under her skirt. About this time 'Sis got worse and began to moan and sigh and squirm around and slide down toward the end of the couch.
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<br />This was when her fever started. I knew it was a fever, because Sis told him she felt really hot. Finally, I found out what was making them so sick, a big eel had gotten inside his pants somehow. It just jumped out of his pants and stood there, about 10 inches long, honest, anyway he grabbed it in one hand to keep it from getting away.
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<br />When Sis saw it, she got really scared her eyes got big, and her mouth fell open, and she started calling out to God and stuff like that. She said it was the biggest one she's ever seen; I should tell her about the ones down at the lake by our house!
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<br />Anyway, Sis got brave and grabbed it with both hands tried to kill the eel by biting its head off. All of a sudden she and held it tight while he took a muzzle out of his pocket and slipped it over the eel's head to keep it from biting again. Sis lay back and spread her legs so she could get a scissor-lock on it and he helped by lying on top of the eel.
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<br />The eel put up a hell of a fight.
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<br />Sis started groaning and squealing and her boyfriend almost upset the couch. I guess they wanted to kill the eel by squashing it between them. Her boyfriend got up, and sure enough, they killed the eel. I knew because it just hung there, limp, and some of its insides were hanging out.
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<br />Sis and her boyfriend were a little tired from the battle, but they went back to courting anyway. He started hugging and kissing her again.
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<br />By golly, the eel wasn't dead! It jumped straight up and started to fight again.
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<br />I guess eels are like cats they have 9 lives or something. This time, Sis jumped up and tried to kill it by sitting on it. After about a 35 minute struggle, they finally killed the eel.
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<br /> I knew it was dead, because I saw Sis's boyfriend peel its skin off and flush it down the toilet!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109248324672171467?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1092482511869593182004-08-14T19:21:00.000+08:002004-08-14T19:21:51.870+08:00`my right eye!aggh. after i took a bath, it turned bloody red.
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<br />my eye`s bleeding.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109248251186959318?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1092475281570750912004-08-14T17:20:00.000+08:002004-08-14T17:21:21.570+08:00`bye bye audreywoke up 6 am today.
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<br />today`s the day audrey`s leaving singapore.. she`s migrating there for her studies. sigh. so lucky. you will be dearly missed by us. always remembered how you used to take care of everyone. always like a big sister to me. hope you do well at the universty there.
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<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">though we always joke about how she should fail the 1st term and come back to s`pore.
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<br />haha. sigh...
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01647.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01647.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />xing`er, michelle, anthea, audrey and shirleen giving their biggest smiles
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<br />audrey! we`ll miss you!
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<br />xing`er and michelle. peace!
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<br />anthea cosying up with audrey
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<br />alfred and me
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<br />audrey and me.
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<br />This moment is dedicated to our dear audrey... remember our faces.. we want our ang paos okay? hahah.. bring back your ang moh boyfriend soon hor.
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<br />MAX - Michelle Audrey Xing`er
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<br />a solemn smile from yin luan with audrey
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<br />shirleen and anthea squeezing audrey
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<br />alfred and his stead + audrey.
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<br />audrey`s bodyguards - bryan and nic.
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<br />the lamer and audrey. how unfortunate
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<br />audrey and mao mao
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<br />audrey and her friend. no idea who =X
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01663.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01663.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />the quan-jia-fu. sob sob sob.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109247528157075091?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1092405321128121192004-08-13T21:53:00.000+08:002004-08-13T21:55:21.126+08:00`hello!hello boys and girls!
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<br />nic is fine, he`s really fun. so quit worrying about him. he`s nice and smiley now. yeah, if you believe this shit i`ll pay u shit.
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<br />so keep on smiling kids!
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<br />loads of hatred,
<br />krusty the clown
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109240532112812119?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1092320797618318302004-08-12T22:21:00.000+08:002004-08-12T22:26:37.616+08:00`betrayed my own heart..and only to discovery i was a step behind.
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<br />it`s the truth now. she`s gone now. just as much as i expected the worst to be, she`s gone. the situation now is beyond salvagble, without hurting and stepping on each other`s toe.
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<br />all i can do now, is sit behind in silence. watch. and cry.
<br />
<br />you have been a fool all this while. it`s not the firs time you lost someone you love to a good friend of yours. only this time, she truely loved you alot, only that she gave up hope because you made her guess too long. i`m hope you`re proud of what you did, you piece of shit.
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<br />because i`m torn all over. i`m bleeding, and it`s all your fault nic.
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<br />i hope you burn in hell.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109232079761831830?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1092233290234519232004-08-11T21:58:00.000+08:002004-08-11T22:08:10.233+08:00`now look what you didokay fine.
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<br />you had all along play it cool. your constant denial was good enough to throw her off her feelings for you. but you had to do it.
<br />
<br />you had to fugging open your mouth and confess it out.
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<br />aren`t you afraid enough? aren`t you abit worried about what you just told her? don`t you know it`s going to be very awkward for the both of you now?
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<br />look at what you have done.
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<br />sometimes it`s best if you just sealed those feelings and thoughts inside you, burn them and scatter them in the wind. but i guess u released the genie.
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<br />and this ain`t no magic lamp.
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<br />it`s pandaora`s box, and you`re so gonna regret.
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<br />i hate you nic.
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<br />i seriously do.
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<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">[i want to blog about singapore idol, but i`m just too moody now. i`m sorry for the recent emo stuff i have writeen on this blog. i know i said before i would never indulge any emotional outburst on this clean slate which i started, compared to my previous blog where there was so much rants and poetry and tears and shits.]</span>
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109223329023451923?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1092189100964984282004-08-11T09:29:00.000+08:002004-08-11T09:51:40.966+08:00`hate me please.i hope you would hate me from now on.
<br />please do, so it takes off the burden i have on me.
<br />those hidden tell tales you should see by now,
<br />i will never feel insane.
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<br />i hope you move on and forgot about me.
<br />please do, so i`ll never need to experience what i felt before.
<br />betrayal, denial lost within,
<br />you`ll see by now tha i`m just a pain.
<br />
<br />i hope you run now and never look back.
<br />please do, so you`ll never see those tears i hold.
<br />loathe myself, deceiving myself. i`m never true to my feelings,
<br />i`ll never see you again.
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<br />i hope, i wish, i cry-
<br />that i would be frank with all my lies
<br />sometimes i hate myself for ryhming these thoughts
<br />because i have been hurt once, i sigh.
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<br />
<br />dear nicholas,
<br />why do you write those lies? breathe those tales. you know it`s not true. you feel the pain, yet your constant denial murder your soul.
<br />
<br />always feeling emotional
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<br />i thought those days were over. where you cry at night, wishing you died. cutting your wrist, enoying the pain and blood. taking twelve pills at one go. gothic paints over your wall.
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<br />you found comfort, didn`t you?
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<br />why stumble back again? didn`t you promise someone you`ll never fall back? how come you feel the blue, let those dark clouds consume your soul?
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<br />why are you so fragile inside? having you always been amazing? so great, so cool, so confident, so outgoing? i guess we`re all the same.
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<br />we are just depressed souls, insecured too.
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<br />we feed off the souls of others, watching in denial, feeling the pain. you hate that feel, you push it away. but why do you feel alone when you have companies within your mist?
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<br />i guess i spoke your heart, it`s heavy it`s killing. perhaps it`s time to follow my bidding. feed on my darkness, live in the darkness, watching others smile while you suck their happiness out.
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<br />those cold fingers you have.
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<br />serve me, i am your darkest memory.
<br />nicholas
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109218910096498428?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1092140980866107442004-08-10T20:17:00.000+08:002004-08-10T20:32:19.043+08:00`bluemy heart`s heavy
<br />my soul`s empty
<br />those dark clouds hang behind me
<br />eating me slowly as i lie in solitude
<br />crying my eyes silently without tears
<br />lost within those quiet movements
<br />torrents of tears washing the darkness
<br />only softening the gates all this years
<br />
<br />"questioning
<br />reasoning
<br />pretending. living with this facade
<br />all this time, are you who you are.
<br />or you`re just an image, and illusion.
<br />an actor, playing as who you dream to be
<br />you`re insecured.
<br />you`re lost."
<br />
<br />time and time again i watch those words
<br />watched those thoughts
<br />flip thru my brain. flip through my mind.
<br />never moving foward
<br />never stopping backwards. eating me.
<br />consuming me in fear.
<br />watched me behind. laughing in denial.
<br />
<br />scream. rip. cry. pain. blood.
<br />senseless emotions, useless emotions.
<br />the blood of my life, the crux of my soul.
<br />yet it binds me to a fine string
<br />like a puppet,
<br />
<br />it affect me.
<br />
<br /> my mood.
<br />
<br /> my soul.
<br />
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109214098086610744?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1092060251679666362004-08-09T21:44:00.000+08:002004-08-09T22:04:11.680+08:00`singapore idoloh my fucking god.
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<br />i watched singapore idol just now, and i was <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">BLOWN</span></span> away.
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<br />i really have to admit i didnt expect it to be that good. i was expecting the judges to be simon cowell-wannabes and loads of poseurs trying to sing and stuff. and least did i expect people who were willing to make a fool of themselves.
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<br />but hell no, everything was opposite of what i assumed SI to be.
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<br />and kudos to the judges. they were pretty good. the four of em, sizable to the american idol judges.
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<br />and, not to forgot- GURMIT SINGH rocks. it just shows how damn flexible he is. he can be Phua Chu Kang, or he can be the host of SI. he has the feel good factor about him. ahhh. i`m so gonna worship singapore idol. fuck it`s great!
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<br />i hope it goes on well.
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<br /><img src="http://ch5.mediacorptv.com/imagegallery/store/phpopRv9p_m.jpg" />
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<br />and yeah, dick lee`s quite a dick. but he`s cool. so are the other judges. `cept ken lim looks weird. then again, he`s the powerhouse of the artist. he`s the behind the scene dude, so respect goes out to his words.
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<br />ahhh... i`m fucking in love with singapore idiol!
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<br />
<br />remember to catch the next episode this wed, only on
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<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:180%;" >CHANNEL 5!
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<br /><span style="font-size:100%;">nahhahaha....</span>
<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109206025167966636?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1091955012244574792004-08-08T16:18:00.000+08:002004-08-08T16:50:12.243+08:00`audrey`s farewellphew, went out yesterday for practically <span style="font-weight: bold;">12hours</span>. was out giving my secondary school classmate, audrey a farewell party. audrey`s migrating to sydney, australia to study. awww, lucky bitch! haha. anyway, good luck in your future endeavours. don`t forget us okay?
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<br />let`s see, bryan, alson, chris, fairuz, me, xing`er, michelle, anthea, yin luan, jasmine, and melly turned up for her farewell.
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<br />most of us met at sembawang mrt at 1.15pm
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<br />she booked a KTV in partyworld, orchard. woot. sad part? it`s early in the afternoon. -.- hhaha. but still we had fun. though i think the girls had more fun since they were picking loads of songs to scream.
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<br />and the songs were all chinese and high pitched. hahaha. i couldn`t sing chinese for nuts, though i tried to sing one- <span style="font-style: italic;">Peng You [Friends] by Zhou Hua Zian</span> [did i get his name right?]. it`s a pretty simple song, but it`s really really nice.
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<br />melly was at my side telling me how to read it. haha. so basically she was 1 second ahead of me, so i simply copied and belted it out. hahah. i like the song.<span style="font-style: italic;"> ironically</span>, i don`t really <span style="font-weight: bold;">understand</span> it. haha.
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<br />fairuz prolly had the worst time, since almsot 98% of the songs were chinese. cept, melly belted a malay song, which fairuz horribly ranted after.
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<br />anyway, here`s the pics of the KTV event.
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<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">most of the pics have us squinting because of the flash. i don`t really use flash when i take photos, but this is an exception because the lightning was terrible [<span style="font-style: italic;">well, duh KTVs are dark anyway</span>]</span>
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<br />fairuz, bryan, chris and me
<br />we were the "gamers" of our class. haha, trust us to be playing any computer game.
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<br />xing`er and michelle
<br />the fashion guru of our class
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<br />audrey and jasmine
<br />the lucky girl that`s leaving s`pore!
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<br />melly and audrey
<br />melly looks old in this this pic, i suppose flash doesnt go well with her makeup. hahaa.
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<br />me and audrey
<br />what the hell is wrong with my face?!
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<br />the fugging huge tv
<br />did i mentioned they booked the VIP room? no? motherfucka. the tv was so damn big. they even had another just for the music selection. UBER class. the room was huge. nahaha.
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<br />audrey, bryan, chris, melly and fairuz
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<br />bryan and xing`er
<br />we used to call them ah peh and ah mah. ah, the good old days. hahaha.
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<br />bryan, me and my finger and chris
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<br />fairuz, me and ah blur [chris]
<br />lol, i look damn farnie [in the retarded sense]
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<br />me and xing`er
<br />ah. the controvesial picture. audrey says we look like a couple. do we? hahaha. since it`s her farewell party, i shall give her face. *evil grins*
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<br />xing`er and melly
<br />oh yeah, forgot to mention that melly booked the ktv. plus, she had free partyworld ktv passes, that`s why we only paid 10 bucks [for the drinks and snacks; compulsory] each for the VIP room.
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<br />bryan, michelle, alson and xing`er
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<br />ah blurrrrr!
<br />jian hong aka chris aka ah blur. our class ah blur. always damn blur. still blur now. no change in face, wardrobe, whatsoever. just blur. hahah. i`m mean.
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<br />the retarded faces
<br />the three sisters, always together in class. still is i supposed.
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<br />the three sisters AMX
<br />AMX - audrey, michelle and xing`er
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<br />mic and nic
<br />yeah, michelle had dreadlocks. so damn cool. in terms of fashion, her hair is always one step ahead of everyone. lurve her style, you go girl!
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<br />well, that was the ktv. after ktv-ing, everyone was hungry. not suprising since we sang from 2pm to 6pm. haha. that`s like four fucking hours. anyway, we had lunch/dinner at yoshinoya, cathy cineleisure.
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<br />after that, we played pool at the 8th floor. i didnt know the pool hall shifted up there, but it`s pretty recent.
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<br />after that, we wandered around cini for awhile before making a decision- whether to go melly`s house or bowling. melly house would mean = free booze! nahahah. but the girls were like- no alchol, i`m a good girl. -*insert eye-rolling action here*-
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<br />so in the end, we chose played bowling. played at kim seng plaza, opp of Great World City, near melly`s house.
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<br />kim seng plaza looked run down. i thought it would be the same for the bowling alley.
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<br />guess i was wrong, it was fantastic. i mean, good standard. i don`t mind travelling there to play bowling! haha.
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<br />me, mic, bryan and chris played. the rest watched. i sucked because i couldnt hook with a houseball. it was too light, and the heavier balls had larger holes. bah, i had a terrible time there. was so damn pissed with myself, i remained quiet throughout the whole time.
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<br />then we went home.
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<br />it was 1am.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109195501224457479?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1091698177331900742004-08-05T17:14:00.000+08:002004-08-05T17:29:37.333+08:00`water boys and girlsnahahaha.
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<br />just came back from <span style="font-weight: bold;">Jurong East Swimming Complex</span>. yeah, it`s that swimming complex with slides, lazy river and a wave pool. pretty cool, for 80 cents. nahahaha. but of cause, it sucks compared to fantasy island-
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<br />but hey, you think your 80 cents damn big ah?
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<br />hahaha. i organized a class outing since lesson on alternate thursdays ends at 11am. [2 hour lesson; what a fuckin waste of time; travelling there is already an hour]
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<br />in the end, 6 people turned up.
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<br />i guess everyone`s not open up yet. well, still it was fun. ohmar, jason, me, jus, desi and eera. 3 guys and 3 girls. how nice.
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<br />and sorry no pictures, because<span style="font-style: italic;"> WHO THE FUCK WOULD <span style="font-weight: bold;">DARE</span> TO BRING</span> a camera there. plus, it`s a digital camera. and it isn`t water proof. plus it was the first thing i bought with my pay, so
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<br />LOADS OF SENTIMENTAL VALUE for me.
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<br />anyway, aside from digressing. did i mention we had alot of fun? yeah we did. we were playing like kids. hahaha. was pretty fun, considering the fact i haven stepped into a swimming complex for months. let alone Jurong`s.
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<br />we even had a few noverty races. boys vs girls. we had 2 tubes, so we had a 3-man/woman paddling to the centre of the wave pool. braving the waves, and the constant sprays of water, the girls <span style="font-weight: bold;">CHEATED</span>, and won. hahaha. well, we didnt had any rules but eh sial was supposed to paddle.
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<br />but they walked and dragged the tube. neh neh.
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<br />hahah. then we "<span style="font-style: italic;">oh-ya-pei-ya-somp</span>" [a way of choosing people for a team] for the next race. me, jason and jus team A vs ohmar, eera and desi team B.
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<br />we had to race around the lazy river.
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<br />hahah. that was so damn fun because everyone was cheating. ohmar grabbed our floats to prevent us from moving. then we did the same, and ohmar grabbed me and threw me. hahaha, then me and jason grabbed our float and ran on the sides.
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<br />hahaha. they were leading first, before being overtaken by us!
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<br />hahaha. we also played the slides and lazed around. suprisingly, there were a good number of people there on a weekday. i wouldn`t want to go there on a weekend; too many people, too little lockers/floats often stolen/etc.
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<br />a few <span style="font-style: italic;">chio bu</span>s too. nahahahaha.
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<br />and guess what, i got a nice tan! hahahaha. finally i`m not so fair. yeah~!
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109169817733190074?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1091622883131708472004-08-04T20:18:00.000+08:002004-08-04T20:35:28.140+08:00`more works!alrighty, i have to do a project for <span style="font-style: italic;">mutimedia fundamental</span>- a 800 x 600 pixel photoshopped work. and after spending hours on my computer, i have 2 works.
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<br />firstly, i`m damn <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" >frustrated</span>.
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<br />the teacher seems to be a very technical person, so for a work to be impressive to this kinda people, it needs to be extremely complex and complex and complex to the power of 12455.
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<br />however, i`m a different. i`m more artistic, i prefer simplicity over complexity.
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<br />thus, this conflict of idea. i have to impress the teacher, i want to be the best. and i`m a prefectionist when it comes to my works. damnit this suck balls.
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<br />argh. anyway, here`s the two samples. may or may not be the actual work because i`m constantly modifiying.
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<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">the layers are insane >.<
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<br /></span><font>oh yeah, please view these works in <span style="font-weight: bold;">FULL SCREEN</span> [clickin on the picture] to savor the details; though .jpeg quality isnt that<span style="font-style: italic;"> fantastic</span>
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<br /></span><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/nicholas%20copy.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/nicholas%20copy.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />the soul within
<br />this is the more technical artwork i made. i`m not really into technical art, but it does look nice. here`s an ironic statement- i think it looks weird. something`s wrong with it. i just can`t find out what`s wrong.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/selfcentred.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/selfcentred.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />self.centred
<br />ah. a more <span style="font-style: italic;">me</span> kinda artwork. i would pass this up if the teacher was an art teacher. in terms of composite, balance, lighting and color it`s pretty good.
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<br />seen both? now can anyone help me choose?
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<br />or maybe.. i should just
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<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:180%;">HAND IN BOTH</span>
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<br />nahahahahahahahah......
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<br /></span></span><span style="font-size:78%;">think i just lost my nuts.</span><span style="font-weight: bold;">
<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109162288313170847?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1091585060988071792004-08-04T09:55:00.000+08:002004-08-04T10:04:20.986+08:00`qoth<span style="font-size:130%;">Quote of the Day</span>
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<br />"A hundred years ago, if you see 100 white man chasing 1 black man it is called The Ku Klux Klan. Today it is called the PGA Tour."
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<br />i flipped when i saw this quote. nahhaha.
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<br />for those who have no idea what it means, you <span style="font-size:180%;">suck</span>!
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<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Glossary for idiots</span>
<br />Ku Klux Klan -<span style="font-style: italic;"> a racist white group that kills blacks.</span>
<br />PGA Tour - <span style="font-style: italic;">a Golf Tournament</span>
<br />Black man [today] - <span style="font-style: italic;">Tiger Woods [ a famous golfer]</span>
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109158506098807179?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1091539667738452542004-08-03T21:22:00.000+08:002004-08-03T21:27:47.736+08:00`more works!hooray! more works from me.
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<br />i did them last night [that explains why i looked so fuckin tired today in school], again, quality of .jpeg really sucks, but that`s the only fomart hello would accept. sigh. price to pay for infinite imagehosting.
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<br />better then nothing. nahahah.
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<br />all of the works here are my "practise" for my final assigment which i have to hand in this monday. a 800x600 pixel photoshop-ed work. i`m not too sure which way i should tackle it, rather i should so abstract on pictorial or just anime.
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<br />well, i`ll need to do more research.
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<br />so anyway, here`s the stuff.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/swirled.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/swirled.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />swirled
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/aura.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/aura.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />aura
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/matrix.jpg"><img style="border: 1px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); margin: 2px;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/matrix.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />matrix
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<br />i partically enjoyed making the matrix one. however, if u notice carefully- it`s not made out of fine words like the acutally movie. rather, i made it "feel" like. hahaha. i`m good! nahahah.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109153966773845254?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1091454071320226862004-08-02T21:17:00.000+08:002004-08-02T21:41:11.320+08:00`problem no more!muahahahaha.
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<br />i have been having a lot of problem with my internet explorer recently. all the motherfuckin popup ads keep flooding and hanging my computer. it`s been extremely painful to blog because of the spyware jamming up my shift button or whatevernots.
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<br />i tried firewall blocking, ip blocks, taskmanger deletion- but still <span style="font-style: italic;">bo use. </span>it was an endless and losing war against those horrible motherfuggin adwares.
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<br />apparently, the small loophole with IE has not been totally fixed thus it allows these blocked spywares to jump my firewalls and screw my internet life up.
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<br />so anyway, the cure to my problems-
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<br /><span style="font-style: italic;">if you can`t fix it, fuck it aside.</span>
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<br />so, i used another internet browser. the ohm suggested <a href="http://www.mozilla.com/">mozilla</a>. he told me it the faster web browser ever made. and i have to agree with him. after playing with Mozilla FireFox [<a href="http://www.mozilla.org/products/firefox/switch.html">click here to learn how to convert IE to Mozilla</a>] , i really think it`s more efficient.
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<br />it`s a known fact that virus makers would spread their virus on a platform or program that is used the most by consumer, to ensure maximum carnage.
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<br />that is why, i prefer the mac platform, because to date, there is hardly any virus made for mac, while there`s a zillion of em for the pc.
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<br />taking this principle, that`s why IE hast so much motherfugging problems.
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<br />mozilla`s safe too. here`s a quote-
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<br /><big style="font-style: italic;"><small>due to the recent exploits in Internet Explorer and the <a href="http://www.kb.cert.org/vuls/id/713878">recommendation to switch to an alternative browser</a>, such as Firefox, by the United States Computer Emergency Readiness Team (<a href="http://www.us-cert.gov/">US-CERT</a>), a division of the <a href="http://www.dhs.gov/dhspublic/">Department of Homeland Security</a>.
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<br /></small></big><big><small>so this isn`t some fancy crappy software. it`s solid. it rocks.
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<br />and so, if i say it`s fugging good. u better get it. it`s worth the fuggin time. and the icon rocks-
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<br /><img src="http://www.mozilla.org/images/ico-ff.png" />
<br />don`t u find it sexy? nahahahah...
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<br />thus, this concludes the end of the endless battle nicholas has with IE. he now pledge allegience to mozilla, so
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<br /><span style="font-size:180%;">FUCK YOU INTERNET EXPLORER</span></small></big><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109145407132022686?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1091362673061930902004-08-01T19:53:00.000+08:002004-08-01T20:17:53.060+08:00`japan? damn!agh! last night i sent my lil` brother to the airport. he was going to japan on an exchange program. what sucks was, it was supposed to be me!
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<br />well, to keep the long story short, my school was selected among the nation to represent us for this exchange program. and the principal selected my cca students to go, since we have contributed greatly to the school.
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<br />in case you`re wondering what so great about my cca, it`s called the arts and innovation club, aka AI Club. it`s an elite video production cca, equipt with camera, lightings, color gels, refectors, studio, etc.
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<br />so anyway, before i digress and start talking about my cca instead, the senior team was the team that did all the numberous stuff and won zillion of national level awards for our videos. but the JUNIOR got to go on the trip that was rightfully ours.
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<br />FUCK right?
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<br />well, that`s not all. my lil` brother`s in my cca and he get`s to go. ARGHHHHH. the pain! the jealousy! i should have retained a year, hahaha.
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<br />my brudder before he left the house
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<br />so anyway, last night the senior team sent those 6 lucky juniors off. bloody hell. but at least it wasn`t so bad, our cca teacher/overlord/mafia boss treated us to swensens before he left. so, i`ll let the pix do the talking, since i`m lazy to type much again.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01558.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01558.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />the klutz of AI
<br />my bro jonathan, nisa, sara, qinyu [our senior president], alvin and gerald
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<br />apparently, changi airport isn`t chilly enuff
<br />sara and president yu in flesh! lol.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01561.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01561.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />my disciple-in-training, gerald and me.
<br />i just look so retarded in this pic ._.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01562.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01562.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />the shorties!
<br />junior jiayi [she recently chopped her hair. it`s really really short] and president yu
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01563.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01563.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />ai`s lesbians-wannabe- nis and sara
<br />some actions to heat things up! nahahaha.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01560.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01560.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />swensens!
<br />it`s worth sending them off! enuff said. nahahaha.
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<br />the seniors, including me, i took this photo.
<br />some of the seniors were not present- joel[had work] and gladys[MIA]
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<br />the seniors, with mr lim
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01567.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01567.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />the juniors [not all could go to japan]
<br />from left- tim, john, fiona, mei ying, siti, krystal, jiyi and gerald
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<br />the juniors with mr lim
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<br />me, nisa and sara
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01575.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01575.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />oops! my banana split
<br />it`s super tasty because mr lim treated us! nahahaha
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<br />baby zoe [mr lim`s daughter]
<br />was hard trying to take her photo; she was constantly moving around.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01573.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01573.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />ma! check me out, i can eat my bottle!
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01578.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01578.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />the senior president fork-ing around
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<br />nisa and her cold stare. sara`s melting everyone with her smile!
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<br />gerald, what the hell are you doin?
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<br />mr lim`s b`dae was also around the corner, so we had a suprise for him. we had gave him a card, and yin luan and qin yu had presents for him. so, we also ordered cake! nahaha.
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<br />cut cake!
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<br />my 2 slice of the cake. >.<~
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<br />the celebrations went a lil over the clock and hahahaha! they were almost late, so gotta rush! [we didnt finish the cake! sob sob!] <a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01587.jpg"></a><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01587.jpg"></a><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01587.jpg"></a>
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<br />time to distribute the boarding passes
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01590.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01590.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />BYE BYE!
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<br />so, that was all. the lucky buggers flew to japan for a 10 day trip. DURING SCHOOL DAYS. so lucky.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109136267306193090?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1091202566736127962004-07-30T23:28:00.000+08:002004-07-30T23:49:26.736+08:00`what you see is what you getalrighty. a new update. this time, i`ll spare you guys the agony of reading about my somewhat <em>uninterestin</em> ITE life. a picture tells a thousand words, so here goes my pictures for today. Friday, <span style="color:#ff0000;">Computer maintence</span> day. the day, everyone dies of-
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<br />a) being extremely bored
<br />b) feeling extremely stupid ie, dun understand
<br />c) having the urge to run away from class
<br />d) sleeping.
<br />e) all of the above x 234 to the power of infinity.
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<br />okay. i`m sure u get the picture. here`s the background of the regular friday. and it`s definately not <strong>TGIF</strong> [thank god it`s friday]. rather it`s, <strong>OMFGTES </strong>[oh my friggin god, tan eng siong!]
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<br />now, mr tan eng siong, the "hero" is our computer maintence teacher. everyday friday is CM, and it`s<strong> five</strong> fucking hours long. he`s english is like SO FUCKING CRAPPY. it`s so damn bad, then i swear every friday it`s like having <em><strong>tan-english</strong> conditioning lesson</em>.
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<br />alrighty, enuff gripping bout that freak from space. here`s everything i got on my cybershot. live, uncensored and proud. [hhaha, sounds so <em>porn-ish</em>.]
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<br />it`s the early fuckin morning!
<br />and i hate how my hair falls out of place once i leave my house. looks good here, and later it looks terrible in school. [also, i`m not wearin uniform to school today; because my clothes are not dried >.<]
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01523.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01523.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />the ohm. [in his baju kurong]
<br />well, he`s a good buddy of mine. we`re always clowning around, so today he decided he was gonna wear his malay traditional clothes to school, instead of uniform. haha
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01524.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01524.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />ohmar & desi
<br />my crime in partners. we`re always hoggin the back of the class and chilling out. well, ohmar and me are like know-it-all when it comes to computers, so haha we slack while desi [<em>prounced as dey-si</em>] gonna die. nahaha.
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<br />robby and his finger
<br />our class treasurer, and mixblooded koolio. he`s pretty cool, so he get raped all the time. haha. and he`s a fucking loan shark. always collecting our money for no whatsoever reason. [kiddin!]
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01526.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01526.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />jason and ohmar [check out he`s eyeliner]
<br />NAHAHAHAHA. Ohmar looks as though he had eyeliner on him. Anyway, beside him is Jason, our resident techno-kia. always` listening to techno music. blehz! haha.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01528.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01528.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />cock cock kare.
<br />uh huh. heavily influenced by robby. he`s always using the words, "cock cock kare" when he wants to buy de chicken rice in skool. anyway, here`s ohm`s chicken backside. haha.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01529.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01529.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />the nerds in action.
<br />behind this pcs, are a bunch of nerds. geeky and scary, their`s kinda left out in class. well, here`s a tip- <em>thou shall not be anti-social. </em>haha
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<br />bunch of slackers pretendin to study
<br />while we have nerds, we also have people <strong>TRYING</strong> to be nerdy and study. which of cause, with an attention defict that they all have, this picture`s just some faded memory. haha
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<br />farmer nor.
<br />Norhairi, the oldest guy in our class. <strong>WARNING</strong>- do not be decieved by his innocent pose. he`ll kick your ass if you piss him off. hahah.
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<br />yat and wesley`s finger.
<br />a bored yat [we all know why; CM and tan eng siong`s fault]. also, wesley`s finger lands a camero in this pictorial. useful.
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<br />kak siti and eera
<br />my kaks! [sister, in malay] siti`s our class vice chair. she`s da best. helps us with the attendence taking, *grins* while eera`s da first female i spoke to in class. she`s really cool and sassy.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01544.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01544.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />the most photogenic group - zhi wei, robby, umbrose and rachel
<br />this is perhaps the best looking group picture i have ever taken before. everyone looks stunningly perfect. even that retarded robby as well. hahaha. then again, it`s prolly my rawking camera! nahahaha.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01543.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01543.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />the most photogenic group. [robby attempting to kiss umbrose.]
<br />here`s da 1st take, where robby attempts to kiss umbrose. luckily he has his fingers to block that toad! hahaha. [<em>i sense great danger!</em>]
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01545.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01545.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />the ohm and robby making out!!
<br />uh hah! i knew it. robby`s gay! see, evidence of him making out with ohmar. grr! this two muthafarkas toyed around with me! lol. kidding.
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<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01547.jpg"><img style="BORDER-RIGHT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-TOP: #ffffff 1px solid; MARGIN: 2px; BORDER-LEFT: #ffffff 1px solid; BORDER-BOTTOM: #ffffff 1px solid" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01547.jpg" border="0" /></a>
<br />me and desi [prounced as dey-si]
<br />annnnd finally, me and dee trying to be as spasticated as possible. we`re trying to be as nigger-ish as possible too. hahah. check out our fingers. [and that`s ohmar`s bag on my right; nahaha- he`s everywhere.]
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109120256673612796?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1090763654613278332004-07-25T21:35:00.000+08:002004-07-25T21:54:14.613+08:00`painfulsigh. it`s painful to try to keep this blog alive when i`m so damn busy. it`s amazing how school and take out of your life. really liked the time when i spend most of my time on the net from 5pm to 7am.
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<br />sigh, that beautiful night life.
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<br />that silence that the night provides. solitude, and everything nice. well, it`s coming to a month in ITE already, and i`m pretty close with my classmates. they`re all very very nice and unique people.
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<br />as in, they are the sterotypical ITE students- <em>chao ah bengs, fucked up mutts. </em>suprisingly, these people are very much like me. they`re mainly english speaking, very intelligent. reason being "banished" to ITE is
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<br />m-a-t-h-s.
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<br />painful isn`t it? well, it always a joke here. whenever anyone fucks up a maths-related question, they would go, "well that`s the reason why i`m here in the first place!"
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<br />haha. really comical people. i`m kinda worried for myself too. because i see bright people here. initally, i was skeptical of the people here and i assumed i would be able to ace the course and get on to poly.
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<br />apparently not. with that kind of calibre these people possesess, it`s freaking me out straight. let`s do a recap on how to progress to poly-
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<br />top 15% of course [Information Technology] students will move up to poly. top 5% goes to year 2 , while the remaining 10% starts from year 1. the percentage sounds really nice, but check this out.
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<br />there are 5 IT classes. IT1A - IT1E. the IT1E students are former nitec students who progress upto higher nitec, which is the current standard i`m in. now, this buggers have already studied 2 years of computers in their nitec years. that gives them the edge over the noobs.
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<br />i estimate around 150 IT students. so, only 15 students will progress on the polytechnic. and the rest, all 135 of `em will be banished to hell in ITE.
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<br />grim picture eh? hold on, here`s a trump card i have. most of the material covered in my course; i have self-learned when i was a kid. seriously.
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<br />and most of the students here, mainly the girls- have zero computer ability, besides switchin on the computer and loggin on to MSN. haha. i`m not saying ALL. i`m saying most.
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<br />in education, i always feared girls. these creatures always have an edge when it comes to education. apparently their brain functions well with academia. that explains why, my two very close art friends whom have standards within my level [artistically and academically], are in POLY while i`m stucked here.
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<br />well, that`s besides that point. anyway, girls are good at studying. but now on, it not so much about studying hard. it`s whether u have it or not. hahah. that`s my trump card.
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<br />so i better absorb as much as possible. thankfully most of the stuff are not alien to me, `cept for engineering maths and database fundamentals.
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<br />well, hear those 2 module names and i suppose u guys can guess why it doesn`t click well with me. i`m tryin my very best to make sure it clicks though. but, it`s a bit <em>faggot-ish</em>.
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<br />i guess that`s all for now.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109076365461327833?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1090156770294286392004-07-18T20:55:00.000+08:002004-07-18T21:23:01.970+08:00`does it?alrighty. found the time and the energy and the motivation to blog again. the reason for always being to tired to blog is because i have to much to say. apparently, i have to release it out here before i lose myself. the world is coming to an end. it really has.
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<br />family`s extremely cold these day. i hate it. i feel no love in this family. i see no need in existance is this family. i think it would be really nice if i could get out of it.
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<br />i can`t stand it when they want to argue with me.
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<br />i never like arguing with my parents. they just make me pissed off all the time. they`ll play mind games, shoot statements that really heats me up. and then play cool by saying i`m jumping to conclusion. now, that`s sickening. you know, `bout people talking about how teens and their parents can never communicate and stuff yeah?
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<br />i think it`s too true. i used to believe that my family was cool. we could talk. we could air things out. i guess not now. the wavelength`s pretty much hit a snag. i don`t wanna hear them, neither do they. all they want to to blast me to hell.
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<br />and i intend to.
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<br />i know what`s wrong with the family now. they just don`t see it. it`s all about the M-O-N-E-Y. yes, dad lost his high paying job. and now he has a new job. "woah? praise the lord?" heavy sacrasm dripping. no offense God, but it sucks. THE PAY IS PATHETIC.
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<br />i have always been used to my way of lifestyle. and now it`s cut. i feel up tight. suddenly, sense of resposiblity pops in. i feel the need to work. i have already tried applyin for jobs. still waiting for them to call me. God doesn`t seem interested in getting those people to hire me.
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<br />so now, i`m siting here having to take money all the time from mum to pay for my school books, uniform and stuff.
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<br />also- i can`t apply for bursary. dad`s pay is a 100 bucks more then the cut of point. how fucking great. i can`t even contribute to this hell-torn family.
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<br />what`s even more that`s running through my head is the fact that i`m losing my will to continue my education. it`s like i wanna work and help this fucking family. and pinning their god-damned hopes on my younger brother.
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<br />i know it`s stupid because i`ll regret when i grow up. blah blah blah.
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<br />but the fact is all this fucking thing is driving me partially insane. i`m getting edgy these days. i think too much. i`m exhasted faster then before.
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<br />to add on to it, nobody`s able to talk to me about what i`m going through. i`m sick of people giving me comments for the sake of commenting. no offense, but seriously- don`t preach until you practise the shit i`m going thru.
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<br />and my whining parents hasn`t help much. they just piss me off all the time.
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<br />and my stupif father forgottin about what he promised for my birthday. sure, he may go like,
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<br />"so? it`s just a birthday." but it isn`t so much about the birthday. it`s about the significance of it. bah, seriously, nobody understands me.
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<br />i`ll just be fucked aside, and everyone thinkin i`m some pain in the family. so much for trying to help. i just hope we all die now. this way, there isn`t a need to go thru a life which i see no meaning.
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<br />if the bible says that everyone goes to heaven anyway, since jesus already died for our sins, so why bother living on earth, where we get corrupted and make us more favorable to burn in hell. it`s simply a waste of our time and God`s tears.
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<br />i mean, screw it man. just leave earth to the animals and heaven to us. why send us to earth for? to be slaves to the economy and materialism.
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<br />the priest whining about how everyone is so materialistic and stuff like that. come`on. right here in singapore, every damn thing u want to do, requires M-O-N-E-Y.
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<br />pissing needs money. so does sex. bah fuck this world.
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<br />i`m outta here.
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109015677029428639?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1090077222200064932004-07-17T23:10:00.000+08:002004-07-17T23:13:42.200+08:00`brotherhoodwee. i watched brotherhood yesterday.
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<br />it`s fucking fantastic! really really nice. woah. guess i have been watchin loads of movies recently. well, wished i could talk about it but i`m tired today.
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<br />apparently i can`t seem to blog alot these days. i wish i have a palm again. this way i can blog during the day, then upload it all to blogger at night.
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<br />*wish wish wish*
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-109007722220006493?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1089904174645515942004-07-15T22:42:00.000+08:002004-07-15T23:09:34.646+08:00`movie blaster!alrighty.
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<br />today`s my birthday. nothing much happened. usual. shall fastward and rewind abit.
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<br />watched two movies recently -
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<br />MEAN GIRLS and KING ARTHUR.
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<br />Mean Girls
<br />let`s just say i don`t always watch chick flicks. and i don`t really like lindsey lohan. i was dragged by my classmates to watch it. and, i have to say that- it`s gooood.
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<br />really good stuff. worth watching. 4 stars.
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<br />King Arthur
<br />fucking boring. battle scenes are so-so. LOTR`s better. one on one fights are crappy. Troy`s better. storyline? abymsal. for the first time, i found myside distached from the movie screen. baddddd. well, watched it for the actress only XD.
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<br />no energy to do a full length one. prolly will do it some other days. sigh.. <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108990417464551594?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1089764919019842062004-07-14T08:27:00.000+08:002004-07-14T08:28:39.020+08:00`freeze!been while since i bloged. well, can`t blog much now because i`m doing this in school [having office automation now]
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<br />anyway, school`s been busy. i`ll blog asap.
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<br />ps - my b`dae`s 2molo
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<br />weee.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108976491901984206?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1089383510990664952004-07-09T22:09:00.000+08:002004-07-09T22:31:50.990+08:00`the other worldshrugs. this topic maybe alittle off for some people. i strongly advice those who-
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<br />a) choose not to acknowledge the presence of spirits around us
<br />b) are weak at heart
<br />c) are reading this at night
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<br />basically, i`ll be rattling a lot about my knowledge about this. so if you feel u lack the <em>balls or the breasts</em>, skip this.
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<br />otherwise,
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<br />something happened last night.
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<br />i got spirit pressed last night. at my own home. for those who do not know what this is, it is an out of world experience where one-
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<br />gets subdued in his/her sleep for a while. during this time, you are wide awake but you will experience a few things, it differs for everyone. either-
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<br />- not be able to move your body
<br />- not be able to talk, scream, wail
<br />- not breath
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<br />now, i have not experience the 3rd one before, but a friend of mine has shared that this happens at times.
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<br />this happens usually when another spirit comes over you. for what reason, i do not know. maybe it`s a joke, maybe it`s an omen. whatever it is, it isn`t very pleasant.
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<br />i have experienced this a few times in my life already, usually as places where it isnt very "clean". hotels in malaysia especially. even in the afternoons- that`s how clean it is.
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<br />my only concern, this happened in my house for the first time. now, for those who have visited my house before-
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<br />you all know that my house is guarded by Jesus and the choir angels. it`s blessed by a Father and we have a strong prayer life here in this house.
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<br />so, for something to happen like this, is truely alarming for me.
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<br />firstly, there is a tent underneath my housing area. those buddhist/taoist [they all look the same to me] worship thingy.
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<br />and it`s a gate to the other world. now i`m extremely sensitive to the spiritual world, whether u think i`m so whacked up dude on crack or not is strictly none of my business.
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<br />somebody has gotten past my house "holy defenses".
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<br />i saw him last night. the problem is, i couldnt get up to him. i was pressed down.
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<br />sigh. it`s been a long long time since the encounters of such stuff, so it freaked me out abit.
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<br />i will have to wait for tonight.
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<br />if it happens happened, something omenous will happen.
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<br />i`m sensing that it could be relating to... nevermind. it`s too hard to explain. i`ll have to do spirit hopping later.
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<br />yin luan, if you`re reading this, i think i need to talk to you.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108938351099066495?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1089124355163674342004-07-06T22:04:00.000+08:002004-07-06T22:32:35.176+08:00`instant nosebleedladies and gentleman, i have made an incredible discovery. i have searched for months and months, digging through the ancient runes and finally i have found the sacred artifact.
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<br />this is a scroll, and it say- "ALL THE CHIOBU OF SINGAPORE ARE IN SINGAPORE POLY!"
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<br />haha. i swear.
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<br />me and my friends, yeah. we noticed on thing about the sp girls. they are so fucking chio. very very pretty. very very cute.
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<br />basically, name the kind of girls you like, you can find them there.
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<br />i was starting to wonder where did all the beautiful girls in singapore where hiding. and i found it all.
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<br />singapore poly.
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<br />my classmates and i were like, "fuck lah. why i fail maths, if not i go poly liao leh"
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<br />hahahah. so damn funny. sigh. why didnt i fucking pass my maths man. those girls are like 10 zillion times 3.67 million to the power of fuckin-llion compared to Dover.
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<br />>.<~ lol. anyway. we got a new cca.
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<br />it`s bird watching. hahaha. i shall spare the details, i`m sure the rest know.
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<br />hope i catch a bird someday. well, most of the really great looking girls are from mass com i suppose. we`re talking cheryl fox here.
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<br />and i`m just some ITE boy. doh.
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<br />sucky. it`s so clique man. it`s dumb boy meets high class girl.
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<br />bleh.
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<br />so like anyway, go to Dover MRT. it`s heaven.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108912435516367434?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1089044422991483812004-07-05T23:59:00.000+08:002004-07-06T00:20:22.990+08:00`year 1 this way.alright skool term started.
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<br />firstly, i think i look like shit. i dyed back my hair. sigh. look at this freaky, geeky, spasticated nic-
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01507.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01507.jpg'></a><br />spastic nerdy ass
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<br />well, if it isn`t enough to scare the daylights out of ya, i`m glad. X.X
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<br />sigh, i have to wait for a few more washings. the color will go off soon, and i`ll have a very nice natural hazel color XD.
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<br />meanwhile, it`s tahan.
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<br />oh yeah, my uniform`s rocking. rocks to wear uniform. ite`s uniform`s damn cool. and i made it even cooler. muhaha.
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<br />i bought Large shirt and a size 32 slacks. yeah. got moi mum to tailor my length, so it`s like fooking baggy. weee. arigato mummy.
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<br />lesh see, before i started skool, i was telling fairuz i`ll probably not fit in. like i`ll be so out. funniest part? the guys which i met in my class are like me. english speaking. hooray. here`s a pic-
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01515.1.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01515.1.jpg'></a><br />Jia Wei, Yat, Weasley, me and Man.
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<br />well, first person to talk to me was Jusman [is that how u speel it? x.X]. lol, was pretty funny. i was standing at the back of the hall, looking for my class IT1C. and i couldnt remember a single soul -.-"
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<br />he pop infront of me and asked where to sit. lol. he said i was the only person he recognize. -.-"
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<br />so, we took a sit and talk talk talk. first friend.
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<br />then when the extremely long, excruciating hall talks it was finally break. Tea break.
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<br />went to the canteen, bought milo packet. grabbed a sit with fairuz and man. then i went off to buy a plate of chicken rice. i like chi-wei [chicken`s backside] XD
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<br />and then suddenly, two guys infront of me was like-
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<br />"Hi"
<br />"...hi? do i know you?" i said.
<br />"yeah, i know you. you`re from our class."
<br />"really? oh god, i didnt recongnize you two, i`m so sorry."
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<br />*smiles*
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<br />walks off with chicken rice.
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<br />SUPER BIG SWEAT x99. what the hell. i got people remembering me, and i can`t even fucking remember them. God, am i like some icon or what. Lol. so hilarious.
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<br />oh yeah, food`s slightly better then Canberra. I THINK.
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<br />so anyway, later on when we had all the IT students gathered in one lecture hall. IT1A all the way to IT1E.
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<br />then that was when i truely knew those two guys name. weas and chris. chris`s just weird. haha. anyway, from there they introduced yat and jia wei.
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<br />so bingo.
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<br />our group form. then came recess. the 1hour recess -.-" i already eaten. sheesh. so anyway, we sat on a table of 6 and starting introducing and talking to each other.
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<br />they`re pretty nice people. really funny and sociable peeps.
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<br />only think i find chris a little talkative. and makes too much comments too. and has loads of stories to tell.
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<br />i had to like control myself from rolling my eyes.
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<br />lol. don`t wanna hurt nobody. but i was getting the same feeling from the other guys. haha. not so bad here.
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<br />so anyway, after the break, we had our seperate class gathering. we had to choose a class rap for IT1C!
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01513.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01513.jpg'></a><br />the com lab
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<br />the com lab where the sabo begun. as well as freezing of our guts. so damn cold.
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<br />chairman, vice, treasurer and dog. okay maybe not a dog but a sectary. [arrrhg cant speel >,<]
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<br />we all sabo-ed chris.
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<br />hahahaha. was so funny. even the girls also supported. because they thought he looked like william hung!
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<br />hahahahahah. i`m gonna die laughin.
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<br />then he wanted to sabo me vice.
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<br />The funniest part was- the runners for tie was me and another girl. but, i had only 1 vote, while she had 2.
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<br />and that 2 vote, was from the same person. she raise 2 hands up and the blur teacher counted 2.
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<br />MUAHAHHAHAHA. heng sia.
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<br />i`m sick of chairperson duties. already had my fair share of chairman-hood in sec 1 and 2.
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<br />and in the end, i didn`t get any other roles to. haha. the teacher wanted to put me as treasurer, i told him-
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<br />"`cher, my maths fail lah. cannot, sure money count wrongly one."
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<br />lol.
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<br />the whole class seems nice. or rather, the backpart of the class. my group, and another group of girls. the rest infronts are like solos or pair. so sad.
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<br />bahaha.
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<br />yeah. my nerd ass teacher mr tan eng siong-
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01514.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01514.jpg'></a><br />my class advisor.
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<br />we call form teachers here, Class Advisors. how cheesy can that get?
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<br />anyway, that`s all. gotta sleep.
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<br />2molo timetables fuck nuts. i have to be in school by 7.45am
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<br />just to sing mari-lampa-yah. forgot how to sing oledi lah.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108904442299148381?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1088837003815057292004-07-03T14:32:00.000+08:002004-07-03T14:43:23.816+08:00`pissedi wake up today with 11 missed calls.
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<br />and waking up to hear that those calls were in fact demands to come to my house to borrow some xp thingy or coming over to play my PS2 or PC.
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<br />i`m quite sick and tired of their tardness.
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<br />now, i`m a fucking bitch when it comes to the morning. with the fact of sleep yesterday, i barely had enough for today thus today`s extremely pissed attitude.
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<br />firstly, my small gung-ho brother acted as though he was in charge. he fucking gave permission for my friend to come in play.
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<br />what the fuck is this. this are my friends, they aren`t yours.
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<br />don`t give me that fucking "I DON`T KNOW" ATTITUDE. You know it isn`t right, and you don`t have the bloody curt to apolgise.
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<br />next in the bitch slap list is those so called friends.
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<br />time and time again, i have invited them over to play winning eleven. apparently they have taken upon the fact that they now, "deserved a right to come in and play."
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<br />for the low-blow by asking my brother to allow you all to come in and play, i think you guys are like drug addicts. that was low.
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<br />i don`t care if you haven touch a ps2 for awhile whatsoever.
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<br />this is my ps2. my house. my decision. i let who in and who out. if you don`t like it, too bad. i`m a bitch now.
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<br />i totally am.
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<br />now the normads have move to another friend`s house to play.
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<br />and they all want to borrow my winning eleven cd.
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<br />*sigh* apparently they have not caught the message. i`m not even sure why should i be so harsh on them. i`m just tired.
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<br />leave me.
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108883700381505729?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1088780550440539732004-07-02T22:09:00.000+08:002004-07-02T23:02:30.440+08:00`it`s a new beginingokay. big warning - LONG AND LOADED blog. cry if you are on 56k.
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<br />otherwise, cheers.
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<br />long day today. shall start from 12am all the way down. muhaha. okay, bunk in with my parents. slept in their room today, on the floor with my mattress of cause. well, sharing aircon. -.~ save money.
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<br />but, because of my fucking insomia, couldn`t sleep. was stirring in bed from 12am to 2am.
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<br />finally felt sleepy.. dad belts out his fanastic choir/orchestra of snores. omg. i fucking swear, i heard every single kind of snore from him. had to endure for like an hour in pain.
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<br />half tired, but the snooze was so dammmmn fucking loud.
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<br />gave up sleeping, left the room at 3am and read my manga untill 5am. went back to bed. this time, silence but occasional snorts from daddy. -.~
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<br />sleep for 2hours, woke up at 7am.
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<br />had to prepare to leave for my school`s orientation. >.<~ been awhile since i woke up so early. dammit. had only 2 hours sleep.
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<br />i swear, never put an insomiac and a snoozer together. insomiac will die.
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<br />so anyway, met up with dumb fairuz at sembwang mrt. took the train up to Jurong East, then transfered to Buona Vista. The first joke of the day-
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<br />took the wrong bus. luckily i asked the bus driver. stupid fairuz lah. he and his fucking fault.
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<br />fortunely, were early.
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01445.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01445.jpg'></a><br />ite campus
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<br />had to assemble in the hall. i`m in IT1C. class ain`t so bad. half boys and half girls. however, no really chio bus. 1 chinese girl. and she came with her boyfriend i assume. she isn`t pretty anyway *bleh~*
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<br />but there were a very cute malay girl. but of cause, i have drawn the line when it comes to relationships with female malays. [been a thing with me for quite awhile, i`m not racist]
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<br />just that if we really really were so close and *cough*proceeds to marriage*coughs*, it would be a really big problem. i ain`t gonna be no muslim. and she`s definitely not gonna be catholic, so yeah. religion probs i suppose.
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<br />anyway, had the opening concerts in the hall [it was airconditioned!]
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<br />first came the 2 MCs. the female mc was great, very energetic while i felt the her male counterpart was a total "posuer" so fake. wanna act slang summore. kannasai.
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<br />i could have done better. muhaha. *arrogance*
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<br />well, first came this 2 chinese girls singing some chinese song [duhz]. no idea what they were singining. all i knew the title was Believe or something liddat.
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<br />funniest thing was, they sounded good at certain part and bad and others. weird. could be the sound system.
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<br />the 2nd was really cool. this live bad sang R&Bs. namely, Black Eyed Peas`s Shutup and er.. damn i forgot the other one. they were pretty good. the lead female vocal was damn good. shit she sounded exactly like the BEP`s female singer. there was this indian rapper who was good too. so damn good.
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<br />if only they sang Anxiety by the Black Eyed Peas. i`ll die~ *glimmer eyes*
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<br />sorry, no pictures here because was still climbing out of my "pretend to be shy shell" haha. okay i`m lame. no lah, don`t have people i know.
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<br />fairuz`s in Electrical Engineering, or was it Electronics? bah, who cares. And i`m in Information Technology.
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<br />then came this bunch of indians doing some cultural dance. pretty hyper, but i swear the music was dub with justin timberlake`s song. weird. totally.
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<br />last was this malay student who belt out a song.. which i forgot the title. but was something to do in believe anyway.
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<br />so anyway, after all those noise in the morning, we were to follow our teacher to take a tour. My course is so cool, every single damn class is airconditioned. [i later found out that everyone also had the same -.-"]
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<br />so anyway, most of my classes are like at the 4th floor. sigh. so high.
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<br />then we went to buy our uniform. okay here`s the funnies/lamest/cheesiest part about purchasing our uniforms.
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<br />we have red, blue, light blue, gray, white, yellow uniforms. we have black, gray and navy blue pants.
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<br />here`s the coolest thing- we get to choose any color. no limited to different courses. it was like woah. finally, a choice in your dressing [somehow -.~]
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<br />basically, if i bough all 6 colors, i can wear a different one everyday. XD
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<br />hahah. but that would be so lame. anyway, i choose white top and navel blue pants. [missionary school kinda color XD]
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<br />thankfully of the schedule, IT students get to buy first. since we have like the shortest list.
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<br />and look at fairuz`s turn [he`s in EE]
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01450.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01450.jpg'></a><br />the great singapore sale
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<br />oh yeah, it stretched to like 2 blocks, snaking around it.
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01451.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01451.jpg'></a><br />the uniform que
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<br />and u finally see it.
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<br />how sad for him, he didnt buy his dumb uniforms in the end. monday then he buy.
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01447.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01447.jpg'></a><br />i look weird -.-
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<br />i swear i look weird in this picture. must be the braces T.T dammit. hope i can take it off soon.
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<br />oh yeah, my form teac`r kinda weird.. sigh. i hope he`s a good teacher.
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<br />i wanna get like the best or top 10 in <strong>ITE</strong>. no way i`m gonna stay in that place for 2 years. i wanna go to the <strong>POLY</strong> where <strong>I BELONG</strong>.
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<br />it really sucks, when everyone`s telling me like- <em>huh? you`re in ITE? that`s like impossible man. you`re joking right?</em>
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<br />fuck my bloody maths.
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<br />well anyway, sorry for digressing. but i`ll do well. i certainly well. no way i`m fucking my chance here. plus, i`m retaking my e maths o level this year.
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<br />i got posted to canberra sec to take it XD hahah.. will be seating with the current sec 4 students. yuck.
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<br />anyway, something really lucky happened today. two in fact.
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01452.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01452.jpg'></a><br />the ite student run store
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01454.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01454.jpg'></a><br />not only food
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<br />the ite has this student-run shop where they sell drinks, snacks and stationary. [the pic`s are blur because i was in a hurry to take them]
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<br />so anyway, i bought my favorite snack [remember it welll!!!! muhahahaha]
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01458.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01458.jpg'></a><br />yam yam!
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<br />i`m a fucking fan of YAM YAM. must be strawberry and nothing else XD
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<br />so anyway, i bought that from the store, and when i rip the top of, it says, "Congrats, you win another YAM YAM."
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<br />OMFG! so lucky~ hahahahaha. I GOT 2 YAM YAM INSTEAD *faints and dies*
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<br />well, gave fairuz that one. i`m a nice person. muhahaha.
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01456.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01456.jpg'></a><br />me and my yamyamymaymayam
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<br />okay. again, i swear i look weird. must be the lack of sleep. >.<~
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<br />oh yeah, there was this special card where we pay for membership to get 10% discount of any purchase in that shop. Look at the tempolary card. sucks balls man.
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01473.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01473.jpg'></a><br /> the cheapo card. =x
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<br />and here`s the 2nd lucky thingy-
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<br /><marquee>DADDY FOUND A JOB</marquee>
<br /><marquee>DADDY FOUND A JOB</marquee>
<br /><marquee>DADDY FOUND A JOB</marquee>
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<br />how nice. even though the pay`s like only 30% of daddy`s original pay... but at least there`s something to get the family thru for awhile. Praise God. I thank everyone who has been praying for my family.
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<br />well, just hope he can get a better job later on. the drop in pay`s fucking big. but can get our family thru. oh well. better then none.
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<br />will have to work on sats and suns. maybe after school since my timetable, i swear to God is so fucking good. Pratically i get dismissed early on wed, thurs and fri.
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<br />*******
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<br />anyway, when i was on the train back-
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/siao%20lah.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/siao%20lah.jpg'></a><br />something`s not right.
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<br />suddenly outside looks like an artwork...
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<br />don`t you think so?
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<br />Okay. it`s bullshit. i photoshopped it. hahaha.
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<br />oh yeah, anyone noticed this-
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01465.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01465.jpg'></a><br />fine bullshit
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<br />singapore is truely, a "Fine" city. just curious, anyone got fined from the MRT before? because i think it`s a fraud. i wanna take the sticker out and paste on my file. *evil grinz*
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<br />oh yeah, i rented School of Rock DVD. yeah, i know it`s kinda old. i missed the chance to watch it back then.
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01471.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01471.jpg'></a><br />school of rocccksssss
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<br />i must say it`s fucking good. i wanna do a blog tribute to some of the kids stars later. sheeessshhh i`m like drooling all over again XD hahaha.
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<br />okay. peace out. i`m tired`
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108878055044053973?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1088609301477320232004-06-30T23:26:00.000+08:002004-06-30T23:28:21.476+08:00`cellshade<a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/cellshade%20practise.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/cellshade%20practise.jpg'></a><br />Cellshade practise
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<br />this morning [1am] i took out the tablet [which my brother won in some competition] and doodle on my adobe ps 7. which eventually led to me trying out cellshading anime in photoshop.
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<br />So, this is just a practise. it`s not really my best anyway. <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108860930147732023?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1088502569543641242004-06-29T17:36:00.000+08:002004-06-29T17:49:29.543+08:00`sadi can`t believe it.
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<br />i`m turning into some depressed and lonely guy again. this is just so damn sickening. it`s been a while since i blog, mainly because i didn`t want to bore everyone with my whining and stuff. but apparently, these few days have be quite painful for me.
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<br />daddy lost his job already. family`s tighting our belt. there would be some switching of things and cutting of costs.
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<br />mum says we might have to downgrade the flat. haiz. it`s just so fucking unfair. we aren`t exactly very rich, nor poor. we jush happened to be a really well-to-do average family.
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<br />and God decides to screw us.
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<br />takes away my dad`s job, and now the family`s chaotic. sure, a changed of lifestyle. but our lifes are already simple. we don`t blow on some super big condo or car. dad`s the only person working to support the family.
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<br />and now mum has to go out to find some kind of job. mum`s wrist is getting worst these days. she`s practically weak and can`t carry heavy things. i`m damn worried about how the family`s gonna pull thru this.
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<br />dad just say that we should all calm down, pray to God.
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<br />right. just after God decides to do this, we have to pray to him? shucks. i`m muttering rubbish again. haiz. i`m not even sure what on earth i`m talking about.
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<br />now besides family issues,
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<br />here comes my personal problems. my insomia`s getting far worst. i can stay awake for more then 20 hours a day.
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<br />so i run away, hiding in my computer room whacking monsters in Ragnarok Online the whole day. i don`t know what to say. i don`t know what to do. i can`t work because school`s starting soon.
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<br />perhaps i should. i mean, i have to help the family out somehow.
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<br />and i realize i have become more and more sensitive recently. very emotional too. my dreams are becoming of what i used to have when i was in secondary 3.
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<br />suddenly, i have this deep longing for her. it`s just plain stupid. i can`t believe it. i dreamt about her again.
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<br />this isn`t right.
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<br />and after i read the complete love hina mangas again, this feeling grew even more. suddenly i find myself become a keitaro -.- damn i`m lame.
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<br />really, i have no idea what`s going on.
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<br />my mind`s all over the place. i only pray and hope that dad get`s a job again. >.<<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108850256954364124?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1088201630134859252004-06-26T05:53:00.000+08:002004-06-26T06:13:50.136+08:00`solioque<em>"The difference between you and her, is that when I do something wrong, she thinks of the good I have done, and forgives me." </em>
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<br />as i ponder upon these words, i suddenly found a knife stabbed deep in that very dark corner of my heart. i thought i lost those emotions a long time.
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<br />unfortunely,
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<br />it came back. and hit me hard. it`s been awhile since i spoke to her. it`s been a while since we had an activity together. it`s been too long since we were intimate.
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<br />and i asked myself, "why are all these feelings coming back?"
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<br />"my school`s starting very soon", "i need to concentrate on it".
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<br />the flow of emotions coming back. suddenly i wished i forgave her a long time ago, at least i wouldn`t be where i am now- lonely and sad.
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<br />perhaps i never spoke much about what happened, or what truely happened. but i knew it did happened, even if i seek the truth from her.
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<br />we all want to forgive and forget. we want to relish that very moment that spurn us together. but i know for a fact, that no matter how hard we try,
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<br />it will never be the same again.
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<br />yet, as foolish emotional mortals, i keep thinking about her. about those words she told me. she said she wanted to be together again. that she regretted a lot. and she`ll wait for me forever.
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<br />but i hesitated. i ignored. i ran from it.
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<br />and now i peek back in from the shadows of my heart. afraid of rejection. it`s too hard. i can`t take it. why why.
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<br />suddenly, i`m at the lowest peak of my life. the miserable feeling love can make u feel. it`s a powerful emotion, either lifting one`s spirits beyond the heavens, or simple trodden upon the dust.
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<br />right now, i`m bitting that dust.
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<br />shoul i call her? perhaps talk to her. we never know how it might turn out. i could forgive her. i might forget what happened. but can it be? will it ever be?
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<br />i dare not seek the answers.
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<br /><em>"would she love me the way she said she would forever?"</em>
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<br />or would i be embarrassed by this streaking emotion, leaving me hurt all over again. i don`t know. i don`t see a way. i`m lost. totally.
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<br />i promise you we`ll be together if we really were meant to be.
<br />i broke my promise and ran away.
<br />now i think back beyond those words i said,
<br />i think i`m just a fool trying to come back today.
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<br />and i can`t believe i`m talking in prose now. dammit. fucking emotions. hello, earth to nic, earth to nic.
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<br /><em>SNAP out of it. she`s probably with a guy now. who would wait a for fucking nine months for someone like you?</em>
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<br />I waited for her for 2 years okay. and i`m still hoping she remembers that promise.
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<br /><em>but if doesn`t have any emotion for you, binding her to that promise would only cause hurt to the both of you.</em>
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<br />if it`s so. i will have to partake the truth and leave. beyond my controls, i only lay down and...
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<br />sometimes i wish we mortals never need to make decisions. it`s too hard. we regret more then we relieve.
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<br /><em>i.know.that.someday.i`ll.find.that.special.someone.i.just.gotta.keep.on.waiting.</em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108820163013485925?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1087856710868459212004-06-22T06:03:00.000+08:002004-06-26T06:15:56.276+08:00`late late lateAlrighty. major update.
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<br />i apologise for <em>Missing In Action</em> these few days. my computer`s abit crazy right now. MSN doesn`t seem to work. so i can`t access to my MSN. so if you have been wondering why i have not been online, well that`s the reason.
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<br />anyway, wanted to blog yesterday, but was so caught up with time so i shall push it to today. [20th june] firstly, a very belated-
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<br /><strong>Happy Father`s Day</strong>
<br />to my great and hardworking daddy. well, didn`t celebrate anyway. my family isn`t really in to celebration nowadays. birthday`s included. sob sob. well, anyway, dad you rock. keep on rocking.
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<br /><strong>Happy 15th Birthday to Kimberley</strong>
<br />haha. i haven`t forgotten your birthday. i didn`t give u a call or anything because i lost your house phone number unfortunately andyou last told me your handphone was stolen. couldn`t contact thru MSN because my MSN ain`t working. So, hope you read my blog anyway.
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<br /><strong>Congrats to Sara aka maAah..`s confirmation</strong>
<br />woot. finally a full fledge catholic eh? another sorry, didn`t turn up for you confirmation. well, even though i promised to come, i didn`t. not because i wasn`t free or what, just that well.. i would kinda be like a sore thumb there. yeah. hope ya understand.
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<br />well, that`s all for those announcements. suprisely i`m still remembering dates pretty well. scary part is, i can`t remember when school starts. *sweats* haha.
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<br />bah, i`ll probably get a call from fairuz anyway. he`s in the same school as me. UNFORTUNATELY. God, i have to see his fucking face every morning to school -.-
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<br />and also, recently i have been looking for more people to sorta "model for me". muhaha. guess what, i got 2 really really nice and lovely ladies to help me.
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<br />Emily and Kelly! weee. the tan sisters.
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<br />well, didn`t need much persuading though [haha. i used subtle pressuring =X], okay no lah. didn`t. they were soooo nice to help me.
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<br />i`ll have to think about the scene and angles soon. not to worry since they are currently studying for their JC exams. [crap, i haven`t even started school and they are already having exams -.-"]
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<br />hmm. i think i have an idea. wanna explore female lesbianity. *evil grinz* i`m sure emily will kill me. haha. but i don`t care, muhaha. it would turn out fantastic! *evil grins*
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<br />oh yeah, if you are playing online games and your parents are always scolding you for wasting your time and thier money, tell them this-
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<br />nicholas, who is playing Ragnarok Online just sold $20 worth of online stuff to someone.
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<br />yeah. i`m 20 bucks richer. i sold 3million and a bongun hat to this kid this afternoon. we met, he passed money, and i passed item online. bingo.
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<br />play game, and earn money. oh isn`t it such a lovely world?
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<br />anyway, i intend to continue like this. imagine, the monthly subscription for RO is $19. that means, that kid just helped pay for my next month.
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<br />meaning- i`m playing for free.
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<br />so, grab an online game, preferbably with locals and start playing till you are rich. there will always be people buying things in real life because it`s quicker that way.
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<br />i remember playing this online game called Dark Ages. I actually spent $90 on buying items and money. haha. don`t ask how i got the money.
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<br />so, remeber folks, games do make you rich.
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<br />however- here`s the fine print- U GOTTA BE DAMN GOOD AT IT.
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<br />or rather, in my case- wealthy.
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<br />haha. that`s some food for thought ladies and gentleman.
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<br />it`s 6.20 now. i think i better go sleep. i just love my lifestyle. *looks at calendar*
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<br /><strong>OH FUCKING SHIT</strong>
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<br />school`s gonna start soon.
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<br />and i better find time to go to the gym. think my albs are reuniting again.
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<br />"oh no, no more 6 packs"
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<br />"yeah, they are merging to form the United Nations"
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<br />"oh really? that explain theat kopee ahnan [pun intended] on my stomach!"
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<br />"yuck.. gross."
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<br />alright, hope to exjoy this pathetic skit. hey, don`t like it then fuck off. i made it up in 5 seconds at 6.24am. it`s like fucking early in the morning dude.
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<br />my balls are rolling off.
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<br />er, i mean my eye balls.
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<br />whatever.
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<br />out.
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108785671086845921?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1087494926278419012004-06-18T01:47:00.000+08:002004-06-18T01:57:46.713+08:00`abstract worksokay. feeling another strike of artistic expression. shall reveal 3 works that i have done today. i did very much like to say that i have truely improved with my photoshop. also, when you view it remember to click on it for the full size.
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<br />and apparently, the blogger imagehost hello, doesn`t allow any format but jpeg, so quality wise isn`t that fantastic. but i saved it at the maximum quality already. hope it turns out fine.
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<br />so basically, i have dug up some old photos of mine and convert them to some abstract works. i hope everyone enjoy them. do comment please.
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<br /><strong>REMEBER TO CLICK ON IT TO VIEW IT FULL SIZE! SAVOUR THE QUALITY!</strong>
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<br />i got this picture a while ago, when i was interested in doing som photography with my camera. kim was sorta unwilling to be model at first, but she was a natural. now with the addition photoshop, i think she looks pretty fantastic.
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<br />now this is my favorite piece among the 3. strangely, this photo was taken when kok was fooling around. never knew i could bring out such a strong emotion. i have alot of attachment to this particular piece.
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<br />took this at the bowling alley. i was as usual, tryin to do some facial emotion closeups, and took jian hong`s one. turns out pretty well, but i think the backgrounds abit too strong. hmm.
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108749492627841901?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1087415341146528132004-06-17T03:23:00.000+08:002004-06-17T03:53:43.596+08:00`emmaalrighty. i have been scouring the web for emma watson. yeah. what?! you have no idea who she it? come`on hermoine? from harry potter? rings bell?
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<br />fuck you if you don`t know her.
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<br />now that`s who i`m talking about. emma watson. she`s so cute. argh. i`m dying to watch the latest slate of harry potter. adib says he wants to go watch with me, but i haven`t heard from him yet.
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<br />so anyway. i did a lookie and this is what i found out.
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<br />emma`s born in 1990. [*squeaks* same age as my brother]. she`s cute. and cute. and cute. yeah. fantastic informations. bah. shall not bored you all with my crush with emma. let the pictures talk.
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<br />now, this was her when she was a little cute young girl in the 1st harry potter installment.
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<br />and now, the current hermoine-
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<br />if you noticed, rupert looks like shit. he reminds me of those `70 hippies on drugs. give this guy a guitar man.
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<br />and i think she`s the cutest among the 3 kids from harry potter after they evolve from their puberty. those who thinks daniel is a hottie, look at this picture and think again-
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<br />Oh dear. he looks gay to me. very gay. really, i guess puberty makes guys look like shit. i mean, daniel <strong>was</strong> cute. i emphasize again, "<strong>WAS</strong>"
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<br />her mega-watt smile. that was what knocked the wind out of me. shheessh. she`s darn cute.
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<br />omg. she brings new life to the word "gray"
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<br />another baby face emma *drools*
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<br /><strong>THE ULTIMATE PICTURE</strong>
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<br /><img src="http://www.emma-community.co.uk/modules/coppermine/albums/Movie_Pictures/Screen_Captures/PoA/mugglethai27.jpg">
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<br />though she has a fucking cute smile, she still looks damn cute when she doesn`t. aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh
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<br />okay, shall flooding you guys with my "emma rocks propaganda". now, if you happen to look like emma, woah! drop me a mail. lol.
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<br /><img src="http://www.emma-community.co.uk/modules/coppermine/albums/Other/Fakies/fake16.jpg">
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<br />as much as i know it looks fake, I HATE IT. I HATE POTTER *mocks Professor Snape voice*
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<br />well, i guess i shall end off here for now.
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<br /><img src="http://www.emma-community.co.uk/modules/coppermine/albums/Movie_Pictures/Screen_Captures/CoS/brewingpotion.jpg">
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<br />whatever she`s brewing for me, i`m loving it!
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<br />wahahaha......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108741534114652813?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1087158167593355152004-06-14T04:20:00.000+08:002004-06-14T04:25:33.140+08:00`blacksmithalrighty, dug up my screenshots and found a nice picture of my blacksmith. this isn`t the most up-to-date photo, so i`ll try to get my latest one soon.
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<br /><img src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/nic%20bs%20shot.1.jpg">
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<br />See those angel wings sprouting out of my head? It`s call Angelic Chain. it`s a very expensive rare item in RO. worth around 20million. and guess what? that fucking`s brat`s online girlfriend stole it from me and RAN AWAY. character MIA. grrr.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108715816759335515?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1087157746508453262004-06-14T03:17:00.000+08:002004-06-14T04:15:46.506+08:00`raving angeralright. apologises for the long absence. okay, wasn`t that long. been busy enjoy my starhub [ooh, i`m a hubber. hub hub hubba.] cable. aside from the fact that the wireless connections have a small effect on my brain, it`s fantastic. lol.
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<br />go figure what it means.
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<br />anyway, i`m gonna be ranting about Ragnarok Online stuff now. For the non-Ro player, i apologise for reading thru heaps of alien stuff. i`ll try as much as possible to explain. as for those who know, congrats. [roll eyes, yeah]
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<br />[i`m eating food i picked out of the fridge and mircowaving `em, so i`m sorta gone partially mad]
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<br />firstly, some short introduction on who i am in Raganarok Online, or also refered as RO in short. I`m a level 77/47 blacksmith who spends most of his time in prontera [a place in the game] streets talking to people.
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<br />i`m also a guild memember of the EverCrosZ ClanZ, which is opened by my friend bushiDO. We also have a branch guild, Frozen ClanZ [which in my opinion, sucks]. both of the guild logos were made by me.
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<br /><img src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/FINAL%20EVERCROSS.jpg">
<br />EverCrosZ ClanZ
<br /><img src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/FINAL%20FROZEN.jpg">
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<br />FroZen ClanZ
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<br />awesome right? [eyes staring at those who disagree]
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<br />so anyway, recently i had a comflict with a particular guild memeber. now, i`m not the one at fault. rather, most of the guild memebers are not quite fond of this guy.
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<br />however, our guild leader apparently is.
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<br />that`s puts everyone on a very difficult position. we want to do something to that small brat [he`s 14] but we can`t do much with the leader protecting his candy ass. so we all leave him alone, but mumble among ourselves.
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<br />now this fucking thing happens-
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<br /><img src="http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/FAKE%20evercross.jpg">
<br />a fake evercross clan. look at the fucking ugly logo
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<br />this was taken my fellow guild member and my online twin-brother. [he`s our guild level 91 knight]. nobody likes a fake guild using their name. not when this guild is FULL OF FUCKING NOOBIES.
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<br />every single one of them is a JOB 1 class [the first class after changing from a novice, usually it`s the job 2 classes that are respected and more powerful]
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<br />everyone get agitated at that sickening fake guild.
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<br />and when i found out the guild leader of that fake guild was- that sickening 14 year old brat i was talking about.
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<br />he`s pathetic swordman founded this fake guild.
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<br />firstly, i hate him to core. secondly, i hate fake guilds. thirdly, i hate his ugly logo.
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<br />immediately, i bought an emperium [an item which allows you to make a guild] and shove it up his fucking face. i said,
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<br />"You better break that fucking fake guild of yours."
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<br />silence. and guess what? my guild leader was beside him. so, i decided to get pushy. i knew i have a stand my guild.
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<br />"i`m giving you an emperium to make another guild. Change your fucking guild name."
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<br />now the guild leader was trying to cool me down, but i was way too pissed to hear him out. good time to vent all the shit on this bloody brat.
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<br />"i`m giving you 2hours. if you don`t break this guild, i`m quiting EverCrosZ"
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<br />guild leader panicks. now, i have no intention of hurting the leader, since he is a very good friend of mine. however, i really could not stand this moron.
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<br />and guess what?
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<br />this bloody fucker. i repeat, bloody fucking kaninabei fucking chao chee bye from fucking dunno where, broke the guild as i instructed, and created this new guild name,
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<br />"sadfasdfasdfsdfsdfsd"
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<br />I WAS EVEN MORE LIVID. he justed wasted an emperium to create a "asdfasdfsdfsad" guild which he simply mashed his keyboard without even giving a consideration?
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<br />fucking hell. kids this days.
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<br />i gave him 2 hours. enuff time to go find a dictionary and form a "cheem" name or whatever.
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<br />and he created that. moron.
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<br />well, on the other note, we wouldn`t be seeing that fake guild anymore.
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<br />oh, i probably have not told everyone about this kid. he`s 14 years old. but he recently spent RM1000 [that`s S$500; he`s a malaysian] on zeny [RO`s form of currency.
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<br />now which fucking 14 year old would have five fucking hundred dollars to blow on some game currency?
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<br />not only that. he used this money [which i bet is his parent`s hard-earned money labouring in some kampong field pulling weeds out of the padi] and buys stupid items.
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<br />he buys fancy, useless headgears. he buys rubbish with it. he gambles it on Old Blue Boxes [an item in RO, which randomly gives you a rare or crappy item; OBB is an expensive item in RO].
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<br />but of cause, this is his money. but how he wastes it pisses me off.
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<br />our guild, also practise sharing and giving. we give items to each other whenever another person needs. not many guild do that, because honestly selling off can reap in a tidy profit.
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<br />now this brat of ours, has NEVER given anybody anything. BUT before he bought that much zeny, has consistantly BEG and DEMAND for items.
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<br />now that he has gone rich, oops, forgets the guild.
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<br />this isn`t why i dislike him. there are so many factors, i can write a novel "how to hate this fucking bastard" and still not have enough pages to fill it in.
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<br />****
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<br />anyway, on a happier note- i have found myself an online girlfriend. yeah, from Ragnarok Online. wee.
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<br />well, it isn`t a real relationship. just something online.
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<br />but still, it`s good companionship while playing the game. but of cause, i still do hope i`ll be able to find a girlfriend. haha.
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<br />okay, i`m muttering rubbish now. ignore what i just said.
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<br />a little introduction on my online "lao po" [wife in chinese], she a very well know character in ragnarok online. very rich too. and very powerful. has 6 characters [i have trouble remembering all their names; lol]
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<br />she`s a singaporean too, and she`s 19 years old. *grinz*
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<br />alrighty, we exchanged photos already. not too bad. she doesn`t look 19. she looks so much younger.
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<br />and no, i do not intend to develop any relationship beyond the game. -.-" come`on just a game. but i`ll treat her super super well. /kis [a command to the kiss emoticon in RO]
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<br />i`ll post more pictures of her, in game with me soon.
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<br />well i guess that`s all for now.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108715774650845326?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1086986534631052542004-06-12T04:40:00.000+08:002004-06-12T04:42:14.630+08:00`wirelesswireless wireless wireless
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<br />hooray. my Starhub Cable came today. SCV MAXONLINE 1500 wireless plan! woot. check out that router. fantastic speed too. muhaha.
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<br />well. nothing much to say anyway, except, both my com`s can go online now! and more to go soon!
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<br />that`s about it. ciao.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108698653463105254?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1086810613197403852004-06-10T03:45:00.000+08:002004-06-10T03:50:13.196+08:00`template failedalright. i tried uploading up the template which i have been working on for awhile. apparently, my html is a bit rusty.
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<br />so bit and parts screwed up. sigh.
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<br />decided to use back the default blogger first. still trying to fix it. i think i`m gonna take another blog template and modify. sigh.
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<br />anyway for those who are interested in what it looks like-
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/Fullscreen%20capture%206%2010%202004%203%2042%2014%20AM.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/Fullscreen%20capture%206%2010%202004%203%2042%2014%20AM.jpg'></a><br />nasty and screwed
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<br />some problem i had
<br />`the background picture ate up the words
<br />`headline gone, appears as "A"
<br />`scrolling bar abit retarded
<br />`font abit screwed up
<br />`blogger logo still there [i scrolled down when i printed the screenie]
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<br />well, so much problem, so little time. -.-" shall go to bed.
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<br />will fix it.. when i have more time. T.T
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108681061319740385?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1086801790231416042004-06-10T01:15:00.000+08:002004-06-10T01:23:10.233+08:00`taking the path of millionairewell, today my parents wanted to bring me to their company`s event. oh yeah, my dad`s found this new job with mum, they are starting up their own business- multi-marketing kinds. well, it`s rather new and unheard of in singapore, but it looks good
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<br />trust me, i`m always sceptical about business and stuff like that.
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<br />i know when i see a good deal, or a scam. and this one isn`t. suprisely, mum and dad`s friends are inside too, and all these while my parents didn`t know.
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<br />anyway, i`ll go in to details about it on another day. i want to try it first, and then share with anyone else who`s interested.
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<br />oh yeah, been awhile since i dressed up to go out, so here`s some pics of me-
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01372.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01372.jpg'></a><br />lil`nic
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01379.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01379.jpg'></a><br />a close up of me
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/DSC01374.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/DSC01374.jpg'></a><br />moi cute face =X
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<br />well, that`s about it. i didn`t take much pictures there because i was too engross with the speakers talks. damn good.
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<br />particularly enjoyed the one presented by this Harvard grad. yeah, flew all the way from america.
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<br />erm, too tired today. shall end here.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108680179023141604?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com14tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1086726223410452442004-06-09T04:18:00.000+08:002004-06-09T04:23:43.410+08:00`ns idol?oh my fucking guan ying ma.
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<br />what the hell is <a href="http://www.power98.com.sg/pages/ns_idol.php">this</a>?
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<br />NS IDOL? oh great. give me a break puh leeze.
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<br />NS man crooning their rifles off? this is so wrong. all you know what? i actually recognize one of the contestant-
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<br />constant number 1- colin. that guys`s from my church. sweat -.- he sings? oh wait, i think he`s in the church choir. he`s in the servers too. he`s a knight.
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<br />oh dear.. lol colin you look weird with your shaven head.
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<br />hahaha.
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<br />one disclaimer- I do not, i repeat- do not surf or listen to power98. i saw this from another person`s blog.
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<br />fuck. if it was done by power98, then it gotta suck.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108672622341045244?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1086722235102378032004-06-09T03:15:00.000+08:002004-06-09T03:23:10.610+08:00`new ro headgearswell, i found this picture a while back, decided to show those who are playing Ragnarok Online, the lastest headgears that would be coming. all of these from kRO sakray.
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/new%20headgear2.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/new%20headgear2.jpg'></a><br />
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<br />i believe it`s coming in the amatsu patch. hopefully mRO get`s it soon. >.<<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108672223510237803?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1086722113303680712004-06-09T03:12:00.000+08:002004-06-09T03:22:15.906+08:00`forum sigswell.. created 2 forum sigs for myself in my guild forum-
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/nic%20bs.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/nic%20bs.jpg'></a><br />
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<br />and
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/nic%20bs2.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/nic%20bs2.jpg'></a><br />
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<br />well, i chose the 2nd one. it`s not the best since i did both of them like in 1hour flat. so, quality compromised.
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<br />if ya notice, both blue and orange happens to be my fave colors *grins*
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<br />weee. <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108672211330368071?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1086720271090702942004-06-09T02:17:00.000+08:002004-06-09T02:44:31.090+08:00`bsm?BSM! no, hell not bondage sex manic. but rather, S.H.E.`s latest 6th album- Bo Shi Mao.
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<br />apparently, after me whining about the sucky buy jolin`s rather tasteless album, my very good friend ziquan [for those RO ppl, he`s Eth btw] lend me his copy of the latest S.H.E album.
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<br />Or rather, he took his younger sister`s copy. who took her friend`s copy. who [insert name who loaned the cd to zq`s sister`s friend.]
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<br />anyway, it`s a burnt copy. so, mine copy is a copy of zq`s sister`s friend`s [insert name who loan the cd to zq`s sister friend.], so on and so on. interesting how things work isn`t it? haha.
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<br />okay, now i`m very impressed by S.H.E`s 6th album.
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<br />for a 6th album, it still packs a punch and it doesn`t seem that weak or pathetic *coughs jolin coughs*
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<br />for those people that absoutely hate S.H.E, hey- i`m a non-chinese music listener. i don`t even understand what the fuck are they singing. but i`m fair, i`m simon cowell. *winks*
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<br />so, i would definitely get an original copy of this album. I, in particular- enjoyed the 2nd track of the album, entitled Shi Mian Mai Fu [still, no idea what i means].
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<br />reason for liking this, is the mixture of genre. R&B, with classical chinese music. the jay chou, kinda influence. but this has more english R&B-ness, then the chinese style of R&B [which, in my honest opinion, sounds like pop -.-]
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<br />i`m already listening to this album for about 5 hours now.
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<br />that`s about 75 times. album`s 40minute total.
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<br />and it still sounds good.
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<br />also, all those titles were given to me by zQ. if not for him, i would have to go like- oh, i like that 2nd track, but i have not fucking idea how to read the title.
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<br />so yeah, thanks for the hanyu version.
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<br />now, if you have not gotten a copy of that, do get it. Worth your penis. er, i mean money.
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<br />i now wish i understood chinese *cries*
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<br />i can`t even write my chinese name that properly. -.-"
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<br />****
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<br />dear friends, remember nicholas lim from canberra secondary? remember he once proclaimed that he would make his 1st million at the age of 25?
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<br />well, apparently i`m stepping closer to my goal. or rather, found a way to do so.
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<br />and i still remembered everyone laughing at me. well, i`ll need to wait for 18 to start my business.
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<br />and u just wait,
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<br />i`ll stuff my wad of notes in your smirking faces.
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<br />now,
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<br />for those who are interested in archieving the same results [where`s the fucking results? don`t bullshit man!]..
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<br />oh yeah. have not produce results. well, JUST WAIT THEN!
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<br />you can laugh now,
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<br />and i`ll LAUGH LATER when i retire at 30 while you are fucking slogging your ass off!
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<br />muhahaHAhaHAha!
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<br />****
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<br />okay, i was high just now anyway. but i`m not kiddin. i think i found a way. or rather, it is a way. not think.
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<br />and it`s possible to earn around $70,000 [SEVENTY FUCKING THOUSAND DOLLARS] a month. and if it goes on like that,
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<br />in 14.2857 months, i`ll be a millionare.
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<br />and from 18 years old to 25 years old,
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<br />i`ll have exactly 7 years to accomplish this goal of mine. what a great, heavenly number. 7. isn`t that fated?
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<br />now, you may think-
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<br />what exactly is fucking wrong with nicholas?
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<br />well, i`m telling you- you are the one that is wrong. muhahaha.
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<br />can`t explain much now, because i have to walk the talk first. but if i do succeed, i want to fucking share the secret with you all.
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<br />that`s because i want everyone to earn alot, and yet so much free time to spend with your family, friends and especially God.
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<br />don`t work your ass off and have no time for anybody but your boss`s order.
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<br />be your own boss.
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<br />sounds like a far-fetch dream isn`t is?
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<br />a famous person once said,
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<br />"it is those who dream big that succeed greatly"
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<br />and i`ll give my own quote [remember it when i become famous]-
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<br />"dreams are the keys to opening up the reality you seek"
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<br />ooh. sounds deep isn`t it? well, anybody who can actually tell me what it means, wins.. well er.. well, you`ll win something.
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<br />oh, you will win this- the incredible, powerful and moving quote of nicholas!
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<br />it`s it fucking great?
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108672027109070294?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1086646108102084782004-06-08T06:06:00.000+08:002004-06-08T06:08:28.103+08:00`swear wordswell, was surfing around people`s blogs [no idea who they were], and i stumble across this really interesting article. do spend the time to read it, it really helps-
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<br /><strong>A Study of Swearing in Modern English</strong>
<br />By Andrew Gray
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<br />In 1914, the use of the phrase "Not bloody likely" on an English stage caused a national sensation. Upon the utterance of 'The Word', it was reported that there was "a few seconds of stunned disbelieving silence, and then hysterical laughter for at least a minute and a quarter". Contemporary newspapers delivered headlines such as 'THREATS BY DECENCY LEAGUE' and 'THEATER TO BE BOYCOTTED', and the Bishop of Woolwich proclaimed that "The Word should be banned". Today, public attitudes have relaxed tremendously, yet there remain in English several words that are considered powerfully offensive by polite society. In this study I will look at why people swear, and try to decide whether or not such words make a valuable and valid contribution to the great diversity of our language.
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<br />The concept of a 'swear word' - one that is considered indecent and inappropriate in polite contexts - exists in most (although not all) languages and cultures. Linguistic taboos arise from social taboos; in English, these generally surround blasphemy (the defamation of Christianity) or obscenity (explicit references to sex and certain parts of the body). In the case of obscenity, the link between forbidden words and forbidden actions is illustrated by the fact that there is a surprisingly close correlation between the degree to which a word is deemed unacceptable, and the degree to which the action that it denotes is also considered publicly unacceptable. Thus, to burp or fart is considered only mildly offensive, and as a result these terms are not used as swear words. To shit or fuck in public, however, would generally be deemed highly inappropriate and this is reflected by the taboos surrounding these words.
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<br />Of course, even when the subject matter being described is highly obscene, some words are considered significantly more offensive than others. It has been said that there is no such thing as a true synonym in English, and this certainly appears to be the case where obscenity is concerned. Copulate and fuck may share the same denotative meaning, but their connotations are markedly different (the first is biological terminology, the second is crude and contemptuous), and it is this that differentiates the two words.
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<br />There is a widespread public association between swearing and social class, and many of those who criticise the habit most strongly do so because they believe it to be a 'common' and unrefined habit. It may be fair to say that many regular swearers come from anarchic or lower-class backgrounds, and that they swear primarily as a means of distancing themselves from mainstream society and affirming their position as a member of a particular social group. However, many famous swearers do not come from such backgrounds, and even English monarchs and American Presidents have been known to participate in the habit.
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<br />The taboos surrounding blasphemous words have been in decline throughout the past century, in conjunction with a decline in strict Christian beliefs. Bloody, damn, and hell are now considered mild, and most of the blasphemies used by Shakespeare - exclamations such as Zounds! (God's wounds) and marry! (By the Virgin Mary) - passed out of common usage some time ago.
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<br />The more recent liberation of sexual attitudes has also been accompanied by a more relaxed attitude to the accompanying swear words, although this liberation has not yet proceeded as far as with blasphemies. The uncensored publication in Britain of D H Lawrence's sexually explicit novel Lady Chatterley's Lover, in 1960 (three decades after it was first written), was a landmark in sexual freedom and in the liberation of the associated swear words. The book contains repeated examples of both fuck and cunt (considered by many to be the two most offensive words in the English language), yet the resulting obscenity trial returned a not guilty verdict. Nonetheless, the first utterance of fuck on the BBC five years later (in an interview with Kenneth Tynan) provoked a public outcry similar to the one surrounding the theatrical use of bloody in 1914.
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<br />Although much of the public angst surrounding swear words concerns their explicit meanings, a personal survey involving a wide variety of spoken sources revealed that only 7% of the swear words used were intended literally (and most of these literal examples were relatively mild words such as arse). Indeed, some swear words have become so dissociated from their meanings that they can be easily misunderstood. (As far back as 1848, Robert Browning used twat in his classic poem Pippa Passes, mistakenly believing the word to refer to an item of nun's clothing!) The relative insignificance of literal swearing may simply be due to the astonishing profusion of non-literal forms, or it may reflect the fact that some of the more severe swear words carry a level of emotion that is inappropriate for many situations.
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<br />One common non-literal use of swear words is as a way of venting anger or resentment, either in the form of a general interjection (Fucking hell!) or a personal insult. Many swear words are rich in fricative and plosive consonants that help to create a harsh and emotive sound. Often these insults accuse the subject of something deemed socially unacceptable: masturbation (wanker), incest (motherfucker), an illegitimate family background (bastard), or sexual deviance (bugger). These terms are rarely intended to be taken literally, but their unpleasant connotations may help to preserve their emotive nature. Alternatively, the subject may be likened to something offensive (arsehole, twat). Some insults are completely nonsensical; the writer Bill Bryson (amongst others) has commented on the irony that a frustrated individual may incite a hated person to commit the very act that would give him the most pleasure.
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<br />By far the most common function of swearing is a descriptive one, a role filled mainly by two words: bloody and fucking (the latter is undoubtedly the more severe). Most sources classify such words as adjectives or adverbs depending on their grammatical context, yet these words often refer ambiguously to an entire phrase or sentence rather than to a specific item within it. Because of this generality, the positioning of such words within a sentence is often arbitrary, and although their natural position is preceding a noun or verb, a speaker may subconsciously reposition them to create emphasis or rhythm in a sentence. Occasionally this involves splitting a clause in two, or even inserting the swear word as an infix within another word (as in absofuckinglutely). Swear words may be deliberately positioned in such a way as to create alliteration or assonance.
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<br />Descriptive swearing usually conveys one or both of two impressions: emphasis or contempt. In their emphatic capacity, these words have sometimes been regarded as straightforward synonyms of very, but there are important differences (besides in acceptability). A profane epithet relies on connotation rather than denotation to express a feeling, with the result that, unlike the word very, it serves to strengthen the impact of a particular statement regardless of the grammatical context in which the word is used. To see what I mean, consider how the meaning of the phrase that I quoted at the start of this study - "Not bloody likely" - would be altered if bloody was replaced with very.
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<br />The epithet can sometimes be dispensed with completely, and the effect created instead by the substitution of a self-evident noun with a swear word (as in "I hate this shit"). The fact that such speech can still be understood perhaps illustrates how many of the things that we say are in fact redundant. Some speakers, unfortunately, may use descriptive swear words so regularly that they become largely meaningless, except as a means of creating general tone, or (worse) as a crude and clumsy way of maintaining the rhythm of a sentence.
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<br />In addition to these major uses, all of the most obscene words have spawned a wide variety of bizarre idiom. They can be used by an experienced swearer to add emphasis or contempt to the expression of almost any feeling or situation. The use of such words seems non-sensical, yet they follow strange and arbitrary rules. For instance, we would not say "arse off" or "piss you", yet fuck can be used in both of these contexts.
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<br />With blasphemy no longer highly unacceptable and the impact of obscenity deteriorating fast, what will give rise to the linguistic taboos of the 21st century? One likely source is the language of racism. In 1994 one prominent professor told the US News of the World that 'if she used fuck in class, no one would bat an eye, but she would never dare to use any racial epithet in that context'. Other prejudices are similarly frowned upon, and the persistent ability of cunt to cause great offense despite the word's recent overuse may stem partly from its sexist connotations.
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<br />As a means of expressing extreme emotion, swear words undoubtedly have great power, and they can sometimes achieve effects that are hard to create in more legitimate ways. Swearing may also be beneficial as a means of relieving pent-up anger, and studies have indicated that those who swear regularly suffer less from stress than those who do not. When used in moderation, I therefore believe that swearing is a valuable part of our language. However, excessive overuse of swear words is less commendable, not only because it is tedious, but because it gradually diminishes the impact of the words involved.
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<br />As for the offense that may result from the explicit or blasphemous denotations of many swear words, this is a question of individual morals, not of linguistic debate.
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<br />References:
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<br />Geoffrey Hughes, Swearing: A Social History of Foul Language, Oaths, and Profanity in English
<br />Jesse Sheidlower, The F Word
<br />Bill Bryson, Mother Tongue
<br />Cassell's Dictionary of Historical Slang
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108664610810208478?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-108662740998307682004-06-08T00:51:00.000+08:002004-06-08T00:56:49.983+08:00`learnin the hard wayargh! fucking damnit.
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<br />what the hell happened to my pictures? i mean, quality. it was fantastic before compression. argh.
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<br />*mental note to self*
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<br />NEVER SAVE IN JPEG.
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<br />i can`t increase the quality of the file because i didn`t save in photoshop layer enable format. darn. oh well, learning. all in the good name of learning.
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<br />well, for those who just saw the picture, just mentally imagine it x5 and that`s the standard. i mean, quality.
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<br />*mumbles*
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<br />now i look like some amauter -.-
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<br />totally forgot about compression rates.
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<br />i have half made up my mind to remove the low quality pictures, but i shall leave it there for the sake of showing people that-
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<br />SAVE in the quality so high, it`s gonna take years to load.
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<br />thank god i actually check it before i went to bed.
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<br />so embarrassin if i have to say that the quality is good, and the quality in reality, isn`t. fuck.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-10866274099830768?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1086626086570816082004-06-08T00:34:00.000+08:002004-06-08T00:46:27.526+08:00`portfolio<a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/you%20think%20you%20know%20me.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/you%20think%20you%20know%20me.jpg'></a><br /><em>you think you know me</em>.
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/timeless%20space.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/timeless%20space.jpg'></a><br /><em>timeless space</em>
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<br /><a href='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/640/i%20need%20to%20be%20alone.jpg'><img border='0' style='border:1px solid #FFFFFF; margin:2px' src='http://photos1.blogger.com/img/256/946/320/i%20need%20to%20be%20alone.jpg'></a><br /><em>i need to be alone</em>
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<br />okay. my first wave of editing. trying out the different filters of photoshop 7.0
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<br />i would advise everyone to view them in the large screen [click on the picture to enlarge]. it really helps in terms of quality.
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<br />i`ll be doing up a few more, before deciding which picture to be used in my upcoming blog template. so, for those who were starting to like this blog template, awww...
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<br />say bye to it soon.
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<br />now i`m just gonna leave 3 works for tonight. don`t wanna eat up my art juices that quickly yet. do comment on how you feel about those works.
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<br />anyway, that should be all for now.
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<br />shall do take a bath.
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<br />wee.
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<br />oh yeah, how could i ever forget? a big thank you to-
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<br />Yin luan!
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<br />thanks for your photoshop 7.0, it`s way better then my pathetic 5.5- or rather, kok`s one. haha. well, shan`t gripe. ta, everyone.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108662608657081608?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1086604223523519362004-06-07T18:27:00.000+08:002004-06-07T18:30:23.523+08:00`what the fuck<strong>WHAT THE FUCK</strong>.
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<br />i just found out mummy and daddy bought a-
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<br /><strong>APPLE iBOOK G4</strong>
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<br /><strong>WHAT DA FUCKING HELL</strong>.
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<br />and they bought it like last week -.- kao. nabbeeeiii. my parents are buying a lot of things secretly recently.
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<br />*wails*
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<br />I WANT MY OWN NOTEBOOK TOO.
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<br />*starts flipping newspapers for notebooks*
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108660422352351936?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7052608.post-1086603899455411252004-06-07T17:55:00.000+08:002004-06-07T18:24:59.456+08:00`JOLIN AHokay. my bad. probably my first singlish headline title. but really, <strong>JOLIN TSAI </strong>AHH. lol. okay, i know, i know. everybody`s definitely thinkin-
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<br />WTF is nicholas doing? he swears never to listen to chinese songs.
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<br />or rather, i don`t understand chinese songs. they sound like foreign songs to me. anyway, everyone`s probably seen her on the papers recently. a lot of media hype since her concert`s coming. or has it passed?
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<br />someone update me please! i can`t read chinese *sobs*
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<br />okay okay, i have been eye-ing her cd. really looks good. [i mean, her. the cover. nothing else.] quit smirking.
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<br />anyway, first i have to make this statement-
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<br />I am a <strong>firm</strong> believer of buying original music cds.
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<br />done. however, last night was a <em>special</em> turn of circumstances, when i visited the night market at my house. you know, <em>pasa malam</em>. so, i saw that babe <strong>jolin</strong> on the cd rack.
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<br />i flipped. oh gosh! and it`s freaking cheap. <strong>$9.90 </strong>only!
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<br />the bloody original was $24.90. well, i haven`t been working, or rather i have not recieved my lastest paycheck. so anyway,
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<br />i bought it!
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<br />my 2nd pirated chinese cd! hehe. all of my english cd albums are <strong>100% original</strong>. i have 3 chinese cds, and 2 of them are pirated. =X
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<br />Only David Tao isn`t because i was feeling rich that day. [*mumbles* always feeling rich when there`s a girl around]
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<br />anyway, i bought her cd, against ziquan impending will that <strong>Jolin</strong>`s latest CD sucks. [<em>FURY FURY FURY</em>]. he told me i should have gotten S.H.E instead.
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<br />so i pop in the cd.
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<br />ARGHHHH. firstly, i didnt understand a thing. haha. she`s too pretty. gagaga. anyway, i thought the songs were kinda bland. i mean, isn`t she an R&B artist?
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<br />not. guess the chinese interpretion of R&B differs from the english.
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<br />so, i was like listening thru the whole tracks. kinda found it a <em>waste of money</em>. She looks great but her songs are kinda bleh? i mean, i don`t understand what`s she singing about.
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<br />but, songs isn`t about words. it`s about emotions. -i felt no emotion-
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<br />Argh. wrong buy!
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<br />But, however, after listening to it for a while time [i`m listening to it now]-
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<br />suprise suprise. like she put her act together and the songs sorta flow into me now. really nice.
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<br />but still, not worth the price of the original cd. just buy the imitation one off the streets. exactly the same. quality, even the picture -.- the cd too.
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<br />digressing, the older days, pirated cd were so easy to be recognized. bad printing, horrible looking cd stamps, dirt cheap prices.
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<br />but right now, modernisation. apparently, the pirates have gone a notch up. they want people to collect their cd-
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<br />thus it looks 100% exactly the same -.-
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<br />it`s so good u could eat it on it`s on. maybe they rubbed off the logos of the music distributors, but still looks too damn good.
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<br />in simple words, <strong>IMPRESSED</strong> by pirates.
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<br />well, i`m sure some of you have bought original cds, and you notice that these days, there are that stupid copyright thingy?
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<br />some cds prevent u from playing on your computer. others can`t be played on your car`s stereo.
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<br />i honestly think the music people should really get their direction correct.
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<br /><strong>WE FUCKING BUY YOUR ORIGINAL CD</strong>.
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<br />and you have punished us by not giving us the freedom to play wherever we want to. and you know what?
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<br /><strong>PIRATES OFFER THE SAME AT HALF THE PRICE</strong>.
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<br />i`m tempting to make the switch. at least it doesn`t punish me for buying an original cd.
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<br />example- i can`t play LINKIN Parks`s METEORA on my computer.
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<br />it`s fucking sucks.
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<br />i`m annoyed. i want to hear some songs while i bash [or rather, i mammonite them *grinz*] up monsters in Ragnarok Online. So how? i have to go download mp3.
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<br />Fucking wastes my time and computer space.
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<br />they should never inconvince us original buyers to stop buying their wares.
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<br />the only reason why we still buy is because we support those artist. so fuck those anti-copy thingy. i`m sure u have already heard from people ranting in
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<br />the straits time forum. i have yet to hear a reply from those music people.
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<br />HUM CHIs.[coward in dialect; added the "s" to amplfy the coward<strong>s</strong>]<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7052608-108660389945541125?l=dokebi-horn.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>`nic.ethanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04893038728676345088noreply@blogger.com3