frozen.- memories`

the life of a creative genius. so smart, yet the biggest fool on earth. `nic.-

Sunday, December 19, 2004

`moving house

i`m packing my bags and leaving blogger.

Hello Livejournal.
Catch me at

http://www.livejournal.com/users/_spasticated/

Thursday, December 16, 2004

`115

looking back, since the day i proposed to dee to be my girlfriend-
in the most unromantic place ever imagined:
the library of ITE.
noisy people chattering, people typing loudly, people playing overplayed songs.
yet it seem like the perfect place.
23082004,
in between two bookshelves, i screwed up some balls
and asked her,

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

bam.
today is the 115th day of our relationship.
we had our ups, we had our downs.
we had our doubts, we had our frowns.
we went thru the worst, we went thru the best.
days of our lifes, we are still together.
the love we share cannot be measured with time,
but it`s nice to know we have come this far,
together hand in hand.
baby i love you. =3


and now,
u shall recieve 115 stalks of rose.

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I love you bibee!
so i shall give u one more
---s@
*grins*

also, i made a simple wallpaper for us.



well, it`s kinda small. but i`ll send u the full one later on alright?
=3 juu.

-edit-
did i mention that i can`t stop staring at the wallpaper i made for you?
it`s driving my mad.
madly in love with you all over again.
heh.
=3

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

`christ it`s 5 fucking am!

after spending 2 hours working on a new photoshop project
i have finally finished it. time check [5.49am]
motherfucker.
strangely i`m not sleepy.
rather, i miss my bibee like crazy. lol.

only damn problem now is that i want to it to be in .bmp
stupid blogger hello only allows .jpeg
which means the quality would suck!
and stupid photobucket resizes my 1024x768 picture
[because it`s larger then 250kb]to the size of a thumb tack.
okay, maybe not a thumb tack. i made that up, but don`t blame me.
it`s close to 6am for crying out loud.
my dad`s already awake, preparing to go to work.
the kettle is whistling now, and nobody is picking it up
why isn`t there voice message for the kettle?
oh wait, that isn`t the phone.
*scurries off to turn off the gas*

back.
God damn photobucket is still loading my picture.
So fucking slow.
Can`t blame though. i`m downloading Warhammer 40,000: Dawn of War
and the stupid XP is auto downloading some patch without asking me permission.
it`s fucking my connection up. Fuck bill gates.
even with my alt-ctrl-del trick, that bastards pops back and continue downloading.

i can`t wait to learn the penguin OS [operating system].
it`s Linux btw, in case any body who`s living in the tang dynasty.
Linux`s open source, flexible and does do jack like microcrap.

which brings me to another digression.
when i was in primary 3, i was a IT-geek/freak [whatever sounds nicer].
back then, kids were playing pokemon and digimon.
i, was making websites on pokemon and digimons.
growth charts, pictures, etc. man i was good. [for my age bitch, quit sniggering]
basically i had an insatiable diet for technology.
so i kept on reading and reading books on IT.
The Complete idiot`s guide and The Dummy guide to
were my daily books.

then came the point when i wanted to invent my own OS
it would be called, "Curtains"
you`d go like, "whatthefuck? that`s the most shitiest name ever"
and i`m show u my fingers _|_ _|_
hey. i was a kid back then.
i have my fair share of artistic errors.

anyway, the simple reason of why it would be called "Curtains".

It was to "Curtain up Windows".
Get it? Bill Gates names his OS "Windows"
and in comes this kid that names his
more powerful and dominating OS "CURTAINS"!

PH4R M3 I OWN JUU 733T

no shit right? i was a bright kid.
quote me, the word`s WAS.

*interupts*

okay, enough of entertaining you.
finally the motherfucker has uploaded my picture. here it is->


Model none other my darling bibee, dee.

it`s one of my best works, because it`s laden with love.
yes, go snigger you homo fag.
she`s my princess, and u gotta admit she`s da bomb.
Anyone interesting in aquiring the wallpaper version of this?

she looks hot on my computer wallpaper.
shall post my a screenie of my desktop later on.
[yes, later on because i wanna sleep bitches.]

adios.

-edit-
Couldn`t resist showing off my desktop.


WARNING-
DO NOT ASK WHY I HAVE JOLIN TSAI ON MY MP3 PLAYER.
Go read my old post to find out why.
It`s rather embarrasing.

-edit2-
after resizing the picture so that it doesn`t overflow out of the screen of my blog,
it doesn`t seem to clear. click here to see it clearly.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

`endless rants

i`m seperated from my baby for 4 days already.
I`m on a verge of dying because i miss her like crazy.
Damn, her trip to indonesia stinks. T.T

I`m busy playing Lineage 2 to burn time, so that Monday will come.
Apparently i burn so well until my characters are insane.

Dark Elf Abyss Walker Level 5x
Human Gladiator Level 4x
Elf Wizard Level 2x
Dwarf Artisan Level 2x

And the server has crashed, for the past 5/6 hours it hasn`t come online.
I`m fucking pissed.

Anyway, side track alittle, i was playing soccer yesterday.
My ex-classmate [i play soccer with my sec school mates] invited his friends from poly to come play with us.
Guess who was with them?

WESLEY! from my ITE class!
Lol wtf! small world. >.>

Anyway, soccer yesterday was boring.
Because the basketballers are fucked up, and they should die.
If you`re a basketballer, i hope you die because you`re playing a sport
that the government doesn`t recognize as a niche sport.
Yet ironically, they build so many fucking basketball courts in sembawang.
AND NOT A FUCKING SINGLE STREET SOCCER COURT.

So much for the "Goal 2010"
We can`t even play soccer, without getting reported to by the police
and gotten our names booked. Well, i`ll be a matyr for soccer then.
At least i know we`ll not as retarded as the government.

Worst still, it`s those sickening chinese ah bengs that play basketball.
With their stupid oversized jerseys and shorts, they all emulate crap show like MVP Qin Ren.
Apparently, they do not realize that those people do not have the ability to play basketball
Only commercially produced to induce retards like ah bengs to follow.
Well, that`s why they are call ah bengs.

It`s irritating that we don`t have a place to play soccer.
It`s even more irritatin when we have to share with those kinda people.
But, since it`s a basketball court- we don`t complain about them faggot-ing around.
Apparently, they think they`re kings of the court.
Using cheap techniques like bringing a small kid on bicycle near the "Goal Post"
and, waiting for one of us to ram her before picking a fight with a gay-ass excuse of hitting the little girl.
Look, you stupid mother fucking twit.
You brought that kid that, so if she got fucked by the ball-
It`s your fucking fault.

Did i mention i hate kids now?
Oh hell yeah, i fucking do. So i ain`t got no compassion or shit for that little girl.
I`d ram my ball up her face and watch her crying her ass off.
Sorry, but you got a stupid brother.
He got you into this mess. I hope you hate him. Because he doesn`t fucking care for you.
All he does know, is to use you as bait to start a fight.
And that`s an ah beng that thinks.

Apparently they are getting smarter no?
Damn, soon they will advance to mafia level.
And holy shit, the basketball court will be run by the Don.
Playing on it means bullets up your ass!
Oh my fucking gwad.

Then again, the day bengs become smarter and have a better dressing sense [ohmyfuckingwad; i gotta talk about that]
it would be the day Singapore builds an atomic bomb.

Digressing,
Have you seen the distastefullycrappiliousshit those bengs wear these days?
Back then, it was your standard beng issued dress code-

Centred Parting; hair laden with 4 bottles of wet gel and dyed Golden
Fake color glasses; MUST BE BLUE TO BE COOL
Long ugly fingernails
Ears pierced studs
Long sleeve shirts; must be bought from pasa malam
3 quad pants; uber shiny
Slippers that has that mat material on it
Sharp Comb
Profound Hokkien

It was GROSS, FUCKING UGLY AND GOD DAMN TASTELESS.
Fashion was never with them.



Then, dum dum dum dum [drum rolls]
Taiwan launched MVP Qin Ren, bengs gloat!
Finally they can copy some dressing from cool people!
Guess their current dress code?

Spiky Hair; no more gel but using Gatsby Wax, hair dyed Ash Copper
No more glasses
Ears pieced with larger studs
Pink Polo Shirt
3 quad army cargo pants; Blue or Green only
Motorcycle brand bags; SHOEI or another brand
Slippers that Malays wear
Creative mp3 player; blast techno

OMFG.
HAVE THEY IMPROVED?
YES.
DO THEY LOOK BETTER?
NOT A FUCKIN CHANCE.

If i were to grade that dressing, i did slit my wrist and die then try giving it a score.
Any score given to them, will only tarnish my reputation as a fashion guru.
So kay thanks go die bengs.
You guys fucking sucks.

The only thing they have it good is that they get to fuck ah lians.
Which is bad, because they got a gang
Where sharing among "brothers" is important.
So, go figure.

I wouldn`t wanna share no puss.
Screw them.

Monday, December 06, 2004

`quote me here

I am too lazy to update my blog.
I don`t have the drive to click login.
I just stare at blogger.com main page and then go surf somewhere else.
There`s nothing interesting these days.
It`s boring.

Saturday, November 27, 2004

`might get cursed to hell.

I know i shouldn`t be laughin at this.. it`s very mean, but yet it`s true.
I hope i don`t get condemned to hell for posting this picture.



I agree with the retarded statement of those fags who try to argue with you on the net, even though they are wrong... but using the special olympics to deliver its message is... sooo....... EVIL.

FUCKING CRUEL AND FUNNY.

OH NO.

*Evil Nic vs Good Nic*

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

`3rd pitstop

omfg.

23th November.

It`s my 3rd month anniversary with dee! Wow. Time flies.
I love you baby. I can`t believe it`s already our 3rd month.
It seem like yesterday, and we`ll still going strong.
I hope we last forever, together in our arms.
Loving you, holding you, kissing you.
*muacks*

Thank you dear, for loving me for 3 months.
Thank you dear, for tolerating me for 3 months.
Thank you dear, for understanding me for 3 months.
Thank you dear, for making me happy for 3 months.
Thank you dear, for kissing me crazy for 3 months.
Thank you dear, for everything you have done for 3 months.

heh.

`stupid beyond stupidity

You know, it has always been a debate on how people try to speak like an "Ang Moh", whether they are just bananas or simply people who want to speak well. More often then not, it is trying to be the "Ang Moh" here.

Personally for me, i feel that English is important.

My command of chinese sucks to the core. It is laughable. So, to make up for that weakness i concentrated purely on English. Writing for me, has always been a challenge. I want to completely eliminate singlish of my writings, that`s why i blog in proper english- unlike many who write as though it`s a kopithiam blog.

Even on MSN, i have a habit of typing with Caps and Fullstops.

Never would i know that this would often somebody. Check this moron out.

[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:

do not use fucking perfect chee bai english

[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:

i cannot understad

[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:

singaporean

[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:

try act ang moh style

_____nic*dee | happy 3rd mth anniversary anata.` says:

What is your bloody problem. If you don`t understand, go learn.

_____nic*dee | happy 3rd mth anniversary anata.` says:

English isn`t act ang moh. It`s an international Language.

[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:

yaya

_____nic*dee | happy 3rd mth anniversary anata.` says:

If you suck at it, too bad.

[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:

pls la

[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:

u use singlish oso rite

[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:

got some1 act sia

[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:

some people think its cool

_____nic*dee | happy 3rd mth anniversary anata.` says:

I use Singlish and English. And so?

[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:

very very chee bai fuking kanina cool

[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:

but u this kind of white guy

_____nic*dee | happy 3rd mth anniversary anata.` says:

You`re just a waste of time.

[ Illusions!? ] LifeSux [ ^ ] says:

use english tiu lian

_____nic*dee | happy 3rd mth anniversary anata.` says:

Seriously, considering your command of english- It`s nowhere near Primary 3. So shut up and Fuck off.


I`m cringing at his stupidity. I simply cannot understand why this complete stranger [he`s probably a member from my server] coming up to me and telling me not to use Good English. He probably suffers from inferior complex and is mentality retarded to the point beyond salvation.

It pisses the fuck out of me, because this is how i talk.

Unlike you uncurt and unrefine motherfucker. Oh, when i say refine- It means English vulgarity. Not your ah beng, "Chee Bye" or "Ka Ni Nah" or "Lan Jiao" or whatever.

So the next time if someone actually does something like that to you, follow what i did-

BLOCK THE MOTHER FUCKER
AND SEND HIM AN EMAIL ATTACHMENT
ON A
BCs